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Title: The Night of Temptation

Author: Victoria Cross

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THE NIGHT OF TEMPTATION




_BY THE SAME AUTHOR_


LIFE'S SHOP WINDOW
SIX WOMEN
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THE ETERNAL FIRES
FIVE NIGHTS
THE LIFE SENTENCE
ANNA LOMBARD
    (500,000 copies)
SIX CHAPTERS OF A MAN'S LIFE
TO-MORROW?
PAULA
THE WOMAN WHO DIDN'T
A GIRL OF THE KLONDIKE
THE RELIGION OF EVELYN HASTINGS
LIFE OF MY HEART




THE NIGHT OF TEMPTATION

BY

VICTORIA CROSS

Author of "Life's Shop Window," "Six Women," etc., etc.

NEW YORK THE MACAULAY COMPANY

Copyright, 1912, by VIVIAN CORY GRIFFEN

Copyright, 1914, by VIVIAN CORY GRIFFEN




CONTENTS.

CHAPTER                               PAGE
   I. HOME                              11

  II. IN THE WAYS OF DELIGHT            43

 III. THE GIFT                          77

  IV. OUT OF THE STAGNANT HARBOUR      124

   V. CLEAR WATERS                     145

  VI. PARADISE OR ----?                172

 VII. WITH THE GREAT RIVER             196

VIII. THE LIONS OF THE DESERT          223

  IX. IN THE DARK WATCHES              249

   X. THE REACTION                     285

  XI. VAE VICTIS                       296

 XII. DAWN                             305




THE NIGHT OF TEMPTATION




CHAPTER I

HOME


She lay in a quiet corner of the Rectory Garden, looking up at the
majestic white clouds, that sailed across the blue of the summer
sky, like Viking ships under full sail, speeding along over the deep
blue of a limitless ocean. How glorious they were! How wonderful to
contemplate these summer nimbi, in their immaculate, fleecy whiteness,
in their shadowy recesses, in their glistening summits. They were
pure and radiant, even as the girl's soul was, and by their affinity
with it they seemed to call it up to them, to lift it up away from
the sordid Rectory, with its harsh, unloving father, its dejected,
stupid mother, its quarrelling daughters; away from the horrible
village, full of vice, squalor and disease; away from the narrow
stone church, in which a yet narrower creed was weekly preached. Away
from all these, to the contemplation of the pure and the beautiful,
these glorious clouds called her, and she loved them, the friends and
companions of her thoughts through many a lonely hour. Now, in the
hush of a hot afternoon, she lay very still under the gold rain of the
laburnum-trees, looking up at the towering snowy masses in a rapture of
delight.

Stossop Rectory lay, in its old-fashioned country grounds, inland
from the sea about two miles on the south coast of Devon, and a very
beautiful old place it was, long and low, containing many rooms, and
having a deep gabled roof of Titian-red, that showed above the wealth
of white and delicately pink roses that veiled its face; and if the
Rectory from without looked the typical, peaceful English home, so
within was it the really typical English home, full of disunion,
pettiness, quarrelling, hatred and discontent. The English are perhaps
of all humanity the greatest humbugs; they love, more than anything
in the world, pretence; and the farther away the reality is from the
sham they create out of their imagination the more dearly they love the
sham; hence those amazing pictures of the domestic hearth, the happy,
rosy-cheeked children, the smiling mother, the loving, protective
father; the gentle temper, the sunny cheerfulness, the air of rest and
peace and safety pervading all. Has anyone ever been the inmate of, or
the visitor to, such a home? Let all who read these lines recall their
recollections of home, their own and those they have seen. Whoever
it was who wrote "Home, Sweet Home," one feels the author must have
been an orphan and brought up at a school. The home in reality is the
place where everyone feels they can display their bad temper and their
bad manners, as they can wear their oldest, ugliest clothes and their
surliest expressions. The heroic manly brothers of the story-book spend
their time in pulling their sisters' hair and kicking them under the
table; the gentle sisters hate them secretly in return; the father
grumbles at his wife, the wife scolds the servants; and so the dreary
round of home life goes on. The boys escape from it as soon as they
can; the girls rebelliously long to follow; the unhappy wife and mother
hopes vaguely for some relief that never comes; the father cherishes
in his heart the memory of his last visit to town, _on business_, and
looks forward eagerly to the next, enlivening the dull and stupid time
that intervenes by bullying his wife.

Such is the average home, and such was it at Stossop Rectory, and,
but for the enchanted garden, Regina Marlow, the Rector's youngest
daughter, who was of totally different stamp and mould from the rest of
the family, could never have supported life in it at all.

Some really golden moments in Mrs. Marlow's life, in which the
Rector had no part--being away on one of his business visits to
town--accounted for Regina. She was the child of love and passion, as
the others were of distaste and dislike, for Mrs. Marlow entertained
for her husband that solid dislike which is the basis of most marital
relations. And the elder daughters, conceived and nurtured in it,
had hate engrained in every fibre of their bodies. It showed in the
spiteful gleams of their eyes, in the downward turn of their mouths,
in their incessant wrangling with each other. Beautiful they were,
for Mrs. Marlow was beautiful, but the nine months of inward revolt
from her husband that she had suffered in each case while they were
being fashioned within her, of her blood and her bone and her brain,
had given them both the terrible curse of the hating soul. But Regina,
born of love, of that sweet tenderness like the spring zephyr, of that
wild passion like a summer storm, that the gods have given to man to
illumine the darkness of the earth, Regina showed love and joy in every
line of her face and form. Her mouth was always smiling; its curves
were upwards, not downwards. Her voice was soft with all the notes of
love and sex in it; her eyelids were sweetly arched; her blue eyes
overflowed with tenderness and smiles; her soul was filled to the brim
with what the Rector would have termed the "grace of God," and not
untruly, since God is love. All through Regina's creation her mother
had dwelt on love and on its sacred memories, and naturally enough the
embryo conceived and reared in love and loving thoughts came into the
world fitted out and equipped for love. Ah, how little do women think
of the evil they commit when they give themselves to husbands they
do not love! The hideous crime it is, blacker than any, to give life
to beings burdened with evil souls, do they ever think of it? That
hate they feel for the father, do they not realise how it bears fruit
in the evil tempers and passions of the child? Mrs. Marlow, deep in
her inmost heart, always thought of Regina, the gay, loving, radiant
Regina, as the child of sin. No small voice ever whispered to her that
the elder children, fretful, vicious, unhealthy, malicious, reflections
of her own state of mind when bearing them, were children of a greater
sin--against themselves, against society, against the human race.

She never thought about these things; she believed herself to be a
thoroughly good woman, who had sinned once in her life, but sincerely
repented.

She had dismissed her lover; she had turned a deaf ear to the
passionate entreaties of the man who really wanted her, and had
remained to do her duty to her husband, who would have been so thankful
to be free from her--duty, which consisted, according to her ideas, in
counting his shirts when they came home from the wash, presiding over
the flannel club he had started in the village, seeing that he had
three meals a day and that the Rectory was cleaned up twice a year, and
disliking him extremely the whole time.

Year by year her face hardened and her intellect diminished under
the cramping influence of the hating habit; now and then the lines
of her mouth would soften and her eyes glow tenderly as she thought
of Regina's father, but she immediately chased the warmth of love
out of her heart as most improper, and hastened off to fold her
husband's clothes or put his books in order, with the proper feeling of
repulsion, hatred and disgust to which she was accustomed.

Whether such a state of living and being would really be acceptable to
the one who said, Love one another, and Blessed are the pure in heart,
she never stopped to ask herself. That she would have been accounted by
him the "whitened sepulchre" never occurred to her.

Regina's presence she could not bear, the girl reminded her too vividly
of what she was always trying vainly to forget; and so, while her
mother busied herself more and more with old women's charities and
parochial meetings, Regina was left more and more to her own studies,
and for her pleasures to the enchanted garden. The enchanted garden
belonged to an unoccupied villa by the sea called "The Chalet." The
owner had left it in charge of a caretaker and a gardener, but had
begged the Rector to visit both house and garden occasionally and see
that things were kept in good order. The Rector being very busy had
gradually allowed this duty to devolve on Regina, who possessed herself
of the keys, made friends with the gardener, and undertook to report on
the property from time to time to the owner. In this way a great joy
had come into her life. She fell in love with the garden at first sight
of it, and her visits there soon became a passion of delight to her. In
both winter and summer the garden was almost equally beautiful. From
its extraordinarily sheltered position no winds could get into it to
riot there. Rain and snow to fall upon its velvet ground had to filter
through a maze of foliage which neither withered nor fell through all
the dizzy circle of the seasons. The garden was sunk slightly below
the level of the green, grassy, sheltered and little-frequented road
that lay on one side of it, and from which it was screened by masses of
tamarisks grown into splendid trees and banks of wild red roses, the
tree stems of which were as thick as a man's arm; on the other side of
the garden, enclosing all the magic space, was a low stone balustrade,
and through its interstices glittered the dancing blue of the sea; over
the balustrade, and far above it, towered great aloes, with their spiky
leaves, and auricarias, and more red climbing roses, and ever here and
there their gentle sprays parted and let through them a vision of the
wide sea and the blue and violet lines of distant hills on a far-off
coast. In the centre of the garden rose in its stately majesty a single
palm, and stretched its benign and glorious branches widely and evenly
on every side, catching the rosy light of the dawn, the red glow of
the afternoon and the crimson of the sunset through the procession of
the hours; for the garden lay to the south, and the sun made it his
resting-place through all the golden day; beneath the palm, cool in
its shade, lay green turf, emerald-coloured, velvety, wonderful; and
on this without order, except the gracious order of nature, stood at
wide intervals standard rose-trees bearing blossoms of every shape and
hue--white and amber and cream, red, crimson to blackness, blush-pink
like a maiden's cheek, yellow and deep orange--and all of them were
scented. Unlike the over-cultivated roses of some rich man's garden,
where excessive culture has induced extravagant size at the expense of
the flower's natural mystic charm, its perfume, these flowers were all
comparatively small, but rich both in colour and fragrance. So sweet
was the breath of the roses that for half-a-mile before one reached
the garden its divine scent drifted out to the wayfarer and, as in
Damascus, the whole air and every breeze whispered of the rose.

To Regina these rose-trees standing on the green grass, not in lines,
or rows or circles, not in beds nor borders, seemed less like plants
than living figures; they seemed to her fancy to stand like beautiful
girls in a ballroom waiting for their partners to dance with, and the
perfume diffused by them in the air seemed like the music of their
innocent conversation. She never tired of watching them and noting the
graceful attitudes in which they stood, and how sometimes two or three
would bend together as if to murmur their confidences.

Round the great oval of the green turf, with its standing roses, ran a
narrow path, and this towards the western end of the garden met other
little paths, and these all ran, together or separately, now side by
side, now widely diverse through thickets of tamarisk, aloe and rose,
under other thick branching palms, where it was so dark at noon under
tangled creeper and vine that it seemed like evening; and yet, dark
though they were, all these winding, hidden paths led at last out to
the porphyry balustrade and the glittering purple sea.

The effect of this garden on Regina's artistic, poetic, beauty-loving
nature was like magic. However sad or irritated, nervous, ill or
angry she might be when she came there, once the gate of the garden
was passed a deep peace fell upon her. All here was silence, rest and
fragrance; the perfect harmony of light and shade, the mystic presence
of beauty; and all her cares and troubles, and the annoyances of the
petty world in which she lived, fell from her; her soul seemed to
unfurl its wings and soar through radiant spaces, and everything was
forgotten but the beauty of the earth and the glory of light and colour
and the laugh of the joyous sea.

To the girl lying gazing up at the white clouds this Sunday afternoon
the thought of the garden came sweetly, and she got up and shook out
the folds of her cambric gown and took the winding path through the
Rectory garden which led to the old road to the coast. She had no
hat, and through the lace of her white parasol the sun streamed down
warmly on her thick and waving hair, hair itself sun-coloured and
light-filled, and on the pale rose of her cheeks and the blue of her
eyes softly shaded by their curling lashes. Tall, erect and graceful,
in the first glory of her youth, Regina Marlow walked that afternoon
with the step and carriage that her name implied. As she walked, she
was thinking; she had a small black scholarly-looking book clasped in
her hand, but to-day she was not thinking of her studies: her thoughts
clustered round an approaching event which was coming to disturb the
even discomfort of the Rectory, and which had been the sole topic of
conversation at luncheon that day. A friend of the Rector, a junior
chum of his in Oxford days, had been invited and was coming to stay at
Stossop with them, and Regina wondered very much within herself whether
he would be interesting or not. She had heard that he was immensely
rich, but that did not interest her at all, though the whole family
had nearly fallen into a violent quarrel amongst themselves as to the
exact amount of his income and the number of his country houses, much
to Regina's amusement, who could not see what it mattered to them
whether he were once or three times a millionaire. She had heard that
he had travelled a great deal, which attracted her, but chiefly, she
understood, for sport, which repelled her. That he was a very brilliant
individual, much sought after, courted and fêted in society, impressed
her, but only vaguely, since the world of men and their judgments and
opinions were very far away from Stossop.

Her query to the Rector as to his appearance had been answered by: "Oh
yes; Everest was the best-looking fellow at Oxford," a phrase that left
her equally uninformed, since she had no idea what the men at Oxford
were like. If they resembled the average individual she saw at Stossop,
the Rector's words would not necessarily mean much. And out of this
chaotic non-knowledge of him in her mind, and from the incessant
chatter of her sisters about him, a very splendid and glowing vision
of the stranger had gradually grown up, and she looked forward to this
evening, when he was going to arrive, with a joyous sense of elation
and interest which was impersonal in its nature and very different from
the anxious, calculating hopes that inspired the rest of the family.

To Regina's intense and secret amusement she saw that her sisters had
quite made up their minds that Everest Lanark, his unusual rent-roll
and indeterminable number of country houses, should be captured by
one or other of them; and the Rector, while professing to be entirely
disinterested, really fell in with this idea, while her mother openly
exerted herself about the girls' wardrobes, and fussed over their new
evening dresses, warning them against burning their complexions, and
urging them to practise their drawing-room songs before his arrival.
To Regina's keen intelligence the idea that a man of large resources,
of wide travel, of immense experience, who had reached the age of
forty-six or seven, untouched by all the beauty that, according to
all accounts, had always been at his feet, should immediately succumb
to the attractions of an ordinary, country girl, without rank, title,
wealth or any of those things to which he was accustomed--without
talent or charm of any sort except youth and a pretty face--seemed
improbable in the extreme.

For her sisters Regina felt that sort of marvelling wonder that the
naturally clever and gifted individual feels for the ordinary person,
and which is far greater than any admiring wonder that the limited
brain of the ordinary person can conceive for the clever one.

Why did they not do something--and something well--she often asked
herself. They did nothing, and wanted to do nothing; they knew nothing,
and wanted to know nothing.

To Regina, always learning, always acquiring, always thinking, always
doing something, it seemed truly marvellous.

In the Rectory there was a splendid library, full of books in all kinds
of languages, treating of all countries, religions and philosophies;
yet neither of the elder girls had opened one of them. They hardly
realised that any other religion than the Christian existed, barely
knew whether the world was round or square, knew no language but their
own, had no conception of what was conveyed by the words Roman Empire,
and had never heard of Troy. They played a very little on the piano
and sung a little less, badly and out of time. They went to church
regularly and visited the poor, because their parents insisted on their
doing it, in their quality of the Rector's daughters, and Regina often
wondered what the "poor" thought of them. The rest of the time they
spent reading some novel that dealt exclusively with English life, for
they could not understand any other; fashioning and refashioning their
costumes, and hoping vaguely for the wealthy individuals they thought
they deserved to come to the Rectory and insist on marrying them!

To Regina, who was up with the light of the dawn to read and study
and work, who had absorbed already the learning of a quarter of the
library, who had mastered Greek and Latin and read in five modern
languages besides, though she had no opportunity of speaking them, who
played really well and was endued with a natural gift for painting, the
ignorance and apathy of her sisters were beyond understanding.

She did not know that her own splendid health and energy, her capacity
for hard work and concentration, her quick and eager mind, all came
from that golden source: the passionate love that had formed her being.
Had she known the heavy handicap laid upon her sisters at their birth
she would have pitied them even more than she did now, and wondered at
them less.

By the time she reached the garden the sun was low in the sky and
great bars of yellow light fell all across the vivid green amongst the
standing roses. She opened and closed the gate very softly, for the
birds were singing, and the white doves that belonged to the Chalet
were cooing, and she did not want to jar upon the concert. She entered
silently, and slowly walked round the winding paths, her whole being
lifted up and expanding in the peace and fragrance and beauty of this
radiant solitude.

How many afternoons and evenings had she not walked there alone! And
now, to-morrow perhaps, she would bring the stranger there to see it.
Would he feel the enchantment of it as she did, she wondered, or would
he say, as her father had done: "Those roses, you know, Regina, ought
to be in beds; it's absurd having them all over the place like this."

That should be the test, she thought: if he said anything like that,
or if he suggested that the wild tamarisks should be cut down or
thinned out, she would not care about him.

It was a curious fact that, in all her reverie concerning him, it never
once occurred to her to picture what his feelings might be for her: she
was wholly absorbed in wondering what her feelings might be towards
him. So far in her experience with men, and it had not been very wide
or deep, she had found them uniformly fall in love with her, and she
had grown to accept this, without paying much attention to it, as a
common habit of theirs, like smoking.

The doctor had wanted her to marry him and preside over the village
dispensary; the curate had wanted her to marry him and manage coal
clubs and write his sermons for him all the rest of her life; the Latin
master had wanted her to marry him and take his boys' class in Greek
verse, and the same master's assistant had wanted her to marry him and
run away to London with him; but to all of these Regina had said a very
gentle No, though her heart had beat at their words and her colour
had come and gone uncertainly, for she unconsciously responded to all
love as the bell responds to the vibration of the note to which it is
attuned.

Regina, naturally, never spoke to anyone of these offers and refusals,
but they gradually became known in the village, as everything is always
known in an English village. When the grumpy doctor became more surly
and grumpy than ever; when the Latin master took to caning his boys
every day instead of every week; when the curate came to church whiter
than his surplice, with dark rings under his eyes, and the assistant
master went away to town and shot himself in his lodgings there, it was
all put down to Regina, and her conduct in having had four proposals
was called "disgraceful" by the ladies in the village who had not had
one, and were twice and three times her age.

The curate asked her if it was not very miserable for a woman to feel
she was making a man unhappy, and Regina had answered very truly: "Yes;
but she gets accustomed to it." She could not marry them all, and had
she married one the other three would still have been unconsoled. So,
when she was being abused and reproached for her heartlessness, she
simply went away to the enchanted garden and tried to forget about all
of them. Her sisters' strange conceit in themselves prevented them from
owing her any ill-will for these events.

They fancied that Regina's lovers did not aspire to them; that, while
good enough for her, they would not dare to lift their eyes to the
beautiful elder daughters of the Rector, the real fact being that none
of the four men would have burdened his life with either of the silly,
weakly, useless creatures.

Regina, lying with her cheek pressed to the bright green turf, listened
in silence to the wild beating of her heart, as she thought of love.
"Surely it must mean more than they think and make of it," she told
herself when the memory of these men recurred to her. And she leaned
most towards the young master, because he had given up his life for
love, but, greatly though his enthusiastic mind had pleased her, his
face and figure had not, and she did not regret him.

She would look up to the roses leaning over her and repeat to them
some Greek lines that fascinated her: "Oh, children, what is this
that men call love?" And the roses seemed to quiver and bend lower
over her to hear the answer: "Love is not love alone, but indeed
is known by many names; it is unbridled violence; it is unslaked
thirst; it is intolerable anguish; it is unbounded joy; it is endless
lamentation," and as a breath stirred in the garden the trees seemed
to throw high their blossoms on the scented breeze in a wild and gay
response: "Whatever it is, good or ill, we wait for it, worship it,
live for it, die for it." This seemed their song to the girl, and the
white doves took it up and echoed it, and the thrushes warbled it in
their passionate throats, and the nightingales in the dark parts of
the garden trilled out in warm melody the same notes: "Wait for it,
worship it, live for it, die for it," and the girl heard it, with a
wonderful elation and triumph filling her, for she knew that whatever
gift the gods might have denied her in this life they had bestowed the
supreme one of all--the power to love, and to inspire love. It was
this intuitive knowledge of the great power within her, the limitless
capacity for devotion, the aptitude for love, that, paradoxical as it
may seem, had kept her from love so far.

She knew that somewhere in the world there must be men who possessed
beauty and strength and grace and intellect, all that she loved; and
one of these would call up in her that same wild elation, that keen
rush of adoration, the vivid joy, that she felt under the sky at
sunset, when it arrayed itself in its most glorious colours, or in the
garden, when the roses poured over her their fragrance, or in Exeter
Cathedral, when the roll of melody from the organ seemed to catch up
her breathless soul and carry it away to unknown spheres. She felt
in fact that need of her being to worship which, in the young and
innocent, is the first knowledge of love. And as her reason revolted
from worshipping the doctor or the curate or the Latin master or the
assistant master, she knew that she did not love, and she would not
marry them. For before a clever and well-awakened mind can give itself
over to the worship of any object, either that object must be worthy of
the worship, or it must so dazzle the senses of the worshipper, throw
such a magic glamour around itself, that it appears to be worthy of
it; Regina had never seen anyone yet who could capture her reason or
dazzle her senses, and now the query came before her, floating hazily,
cloud-like on the horizon of her thoughts, would this new-comer to the
Rectory bring with him the power of the sunset skies and the cathedral
music?

For a whole fortnight nothing had been talked of except the approaching
visit. It had engrossed the entire household. The finest bedroom
in the Rectory, with a little sitting-room opening out of it, had
been assigned to the guest, and to these rooms the occupants of
the house had carried their various treasures, sometimes openly,
sometimes surreptitiously. Mrs. Marlow had contributed her favourite
lounging-chair from her boudoir, Miss Marlow had lent her silver
clock, and Miss Violet Marlow her set of silken cushions from her own
sofa, and many more pretty and graceful objects had travelled that way
for many days, till the family really felt that their guest would be
pleased with the little suite, even accustomed as he was, in their
imagination, to be surrounded by tokens of fabulous wealth. Regina that
morning had herself placed on the dressing-table as her contribution
two lovely roses of perfect shape and hue, in a slender vase of
gilded crystal, but Miss Marlow having come in and noticed the divine
fragrance filling all the air, and recognising her sister's vase, had
seized the golden roses by their heads, torn them out of the water and
flung them into the garden, just as Regina was passing underneath. She
looked up with a glance of amused irony rather than anger. Such little
amenities were not uncommon in the Rectory home.

"You have no business to interfere with his rooms," Miss Marlow called
from the window. "We don't want flowers in here, dropping their leaves
and making the place untidy."

Regina raised her shoulders a little and passed on in silence, having
stooped and gathered up the glorious blossoms, so fresh that they were
little hurt by the fall, and they were now blooming in her room. A
smile was on her face as she pursued her way. She would wear them that
night at dinner and he should admire them on her instead of on his
table, that was all.

She walked now from end to end of the garden, thinking of the morrow or
the next day, when she would bring him there. All was in perfect order;
she had never seen it look more lovely, and she leant at last with a
sigh of contentment on the balustrade, gazing across the purple expanse
of the sea, to the hazy golden outlines of the distant coast.

How the thrushes sang, till the whole air quivered about her with
melody. And but for love they would never sing at all, and but for
love the roses would have no scent, the doves would not coo, the trees
would have no blossom and no fruit. What a wonderful gift it is to the
world, she thought, this love!--the author of everything pleasing and
beautiful, the source of eternal life. No wonder that through all the
ages men have worshipped it and sung of it, and poured out all the
powers of their brain to magnify it. And yet the never-ending pæan
chanted throughout the centuries is but a feeble and inadequate whisper
of its greatness. Man's voice being human is not attuned to sing
fittingly of what is divine. Men realise that life comes from love, but
how many realise that also all the decoration of life comes from it!
Even if we could exist without love, with it we must give up the beauty
of women, the fragrance of flowers, the melody of birds, the charm of
the human voice, the power of the brain.

These are not separate entities, they are simply the effects of the
power of love.

A silver clash of bells, softened by distance, came from the church
tower across the bay, and slowly, regretfully, Regina took her arm
from the balustrade. She could not stay longer in the garden now, but
to-morrow!

Through the wonderful golden light of a June afternoon she took her
way slowly homeward, across the hay meadows and fields of standing
corn, by many little cross cuts that she knew, and arrived at the
Rectory about an hour before the time for their guest to arrive. She
went straight to her own room to dress; she was saved any embarrassing
choice of toilettes, for she had only two, one her best, the other
a plain black net, and she would not wear black to receive him. Her
sisters had a maid between them, but she never cared for anyone to
help her, or to be dependent on anyone for such essential things as
dressing and hair-doing. She took out a white dress and laid by it
her only jewels--some pearls left her by her grandmother--and the two
tea roses. That was all she had to aid her, but Regina knew it was
enough. She washed her face in the hottest water, so that it came out
clear and white, with a warm glow in the cheeks, and then piled up
loosely, so that all its natural waves had their full play, the shining
masses of her hair. Then the dress over her head by one quick movement
and fastened down her bosom, and at the waist, under veils of tulle;
the roses slipped in her hair and belt; the pearls clasped round her
throat, and she had finished dressing. She was ready, and free to sit
down and look at her vision in the glass, which she did.

How bright her eyes were!--they looked like great sapphires; and how
red her lips! People might easily think they were painted. The skin,
how transparent and soft, like the untouched petal of a white anemone.
And her arms, they gleamed, milk-colour, amongst the tulle.

Beyond her window the light was fading in the deep rose of the west;
pale violet shadows were stealing up from the copse and enveloping
all the garden with the peace of evening. As her glance wandered from
her own bright face to the serene outside, a feeling came to her
that that day closed a definite period of her life. Eighteen years
were now accomplished--years of thought, of work, of learning, of
contemplation, and they were over. The thought brought no sadness with
it, only joy. Whatever the next period of time brought with it, she
was ready, eager to go forward, to meet the embrace of life. That it
might mean merely the staying on and on at home in Stossop, as it had
done for nearly thirty unhappy girls in the village, never occurred to
her. Intuitively she knew she would escape from the narrow, cramping
existence of her home. It was only the way and the manner of escape
that, she felt, was unknown to her.

Full of dominant energy, fear of that way or manner never touched her.
Of such are the elect of the world. The poor, ignorant, helpless,
wilting mass of Stossop's spinsters is but extravagant Nature's waste
material thrown out on the dust-heaps of time.

The light crush of the gravel under carriage wheels came to her ears,
footsteps outside her door and on the stairs, voices ascending from
the garden. She heard the commotion, and very softly stole out of her
room to the oak rail round the well, that went down straight to the
hall below, and looked over. The guest was arriving. The footman was
bringing in some light luggage. She could see her father and mother
both standing there by the door, waiting, and catch a glimpse of her
sisters close by the drawing-room door. No one thought of, or noticed,
her, and she leant over the balustrade facing the entrance. Then he
came in and she saw him. Much as she had expected, much as report had
led her to expect, the reality was more than she had ever pictured.
Straight and tall, with a wonderful elegance of figure that not even
travelling clothes could conceal, he entered the hall and took off his
hat, standing without it as he greeted her parents. Entranced, the girl
looked down upon the perfectly shaped head, with its mass of thick
black hair, waving a little as it rose from the smooth, wide forehead,
on which, to her downward view, the eyebrows seemed extraordinarily
dark and striking, the eyes she could not see, but the fine, straight,
beautifully carved nose and chin, the turn of the head on the
long neck, the line of the cheek, the colour of the skin, a warm,
transparent tan, all seemed to the dazzled eyes of the girl to make up
a vision of remarkable beauty; she heard him speaking, and the quiet,
well-bred tones came up to her as something totally different from any
voice she had ever heard, from the curate's sanctimonious twang, from
the doctor's brusque, curt utterances, from the Latin master's guttural
pedantry. Musical, even, perfect, like sounds from another world, the
waves of air carrying his voice came up to her.

He stood talking, while his valet brought in what seemed to the girl a
great deal of yellow hand-luggage and put it down in the hall. Then she
saw her mother motion to her sisters, and they came up, looking very
beautiful, as Regina thought, without a touch of envy. She did not fear
their beauty, and merely rejoiced that he should see what presentable
sisters she had. Miss Marlow was in pale pink satin, against which her
brown head, twined round with pearls, contrasted well. Violet Marlow
wore a dark blue muslin, like the ultramarine of the sea, and her
blond hair and snowy skin seemed fair as its foam. Regina saw the
look of interest flash across the man's face as he turned to them; she
noted her parents' pride as the presentation was made. Then there was
more light talking and laughter, and Regina simply marvelled at the
sweetness of her sisters' voices. Was that the same organ as the one
with which Jane Marlow had called to her from the window? Was Violet's
voice now really the same as the one with which she wrangled and argued
over the Rectory dinner-table every night? Then she ceased to notice
them, and her ears went back to listening to the man's quiet replies,
while her eyes drank and drank of all the grace and wonder of his
presence. Then suddenly there was a movement towards the stairs, her
parents stood aside, the girls drew back, and Everest, followed by his
valet, came upstairs.

Regina, soundless as a white shadow, turned away and went back into her
room, softly closing the door. Her eyes were suffused, yet shining like
stars on a rainy night; her face was full of colour; her breast rose
and fell so rapidly that all her white muslin drapery quivered.

"How wonderful, how delightful he is," she murmured to herself. "It is
nice to know there are human beings like that, that they are not all
hideous and harsh-voiced, and humpy-backed, and badly dressed as they
are in Stossop. He is perfect, and he has come here, and I can love
him."

To meet one that you can love; what a privilege that is. She stood for
some time thinking over that, lost in the contemplation of that great
truth. It is so easy for a woman to find those that will love her,
so difficult to find one she can love. For woman being the superior
animal in every way, in beauty, in vitality, in intellect and charm,
almost any woman is good enough for a man, whereas there is only one
man here and there that is good enough for a woman.

After a pause, she moved over to her long glass and looked at herself.
She was quite satisfied. There was nothing more to do, and she threw
herself into an easy-chair, and called up that vision of him behind her
closed lids as he entered her cordially hated home.

When the gong sounded she went down, and as they were all assembled in
the dining-room, and she was the last to enter, all eyes turned upon
her as she did so. She hesitated for a moment by the door, and Everest
thought, with a sudden startled interest, what an attractive picture
she made. Her soft, snow-white draperies fell about a figure tall and
slender and supple, harmonious in all its lines as a beautiful melody
is in its sounds. Three rows of glistening pearls encircled a round
throat, whiter than themselves; above was her pink-tinted face, crowned
by its fair clustering hair. But the arresting power was in her eyes;
excited, pleased, animated, they were wide open, full of light and
fire, and as he rose and approached her they gazed upon him with a sort
of rapture.

Her two sisters glanced at her in angry surprise, and then at each
other.

Her father got up and presented Everest blandly: "Regina, this is Mr.
Everest Lanark. My youngest daughter, Regina."

Everest took a very soft, warm hand in his for a moment, and while he
did so, the fragrance of the glorious tea-rose blossoms, one in her
hair, another at her breast, came to him; his eyes fell on them, and
always afterwards her image, in his mind, was associated with those
golden roses.

A moment later they were all seated at the table: Everest on the right
of Mrs. Marlow and next to Miss Marlow, and opposite Miss Violet Marlow
and the Rector, Regina at the end of the table, on his side, where he
could not well see her, except by bending forward.

She did not care. She was quite content. The dinner went admirably.
Everest, pleased at the proximity of so much youthful beauty, and with
a really clever if extremely narrow man, in the Rector opposite, to
talk to, appeared quite to enjoy it. At its conclusion the four women
rose; the men were left together.

Everest did not drink much, but he tried the Rector's old claret; he
did not smoke either, but his host did, so Everest took a cigarette
with him.

Regina slipped away up to her own room. She was afraid to risk being
alone in the drawing-room with her sisters, lest her roses should be
torn off, her hair pulled down or her toilette suffer in some way
at their hands. Before the Rector they usually kept up some outward
seemliness of conduct. So she waited until she heard Everest and
her father come out of the dining-room and enter the drawing-room
before she descended. She found Everest already seated between her
two sisters, and she passed over to a far corner of the room to a low
chair by the piano, and sat down there. She thought Everest would not
be the man she felt sure he was if he could stand long the united
conversational powers of Jane and Violet Marlow.

Little scraps of their talk came over to her and amused her: "strips of
flannel," "had to keep her bed for a week, and mother took her guava
jelly every day." Regina guessed that Everest was being entertained
with an account of some of Stossop's sick poor.

He glanced her way many times, and she fancied a weary look grew upon
his face, as the poor continued very sick, and Miss Marlow's methods of
treating their various ailments became more and more detailed. Neither
sister allowed the conversation to pause for a moment, and when one
showed signs of failing the other took it up with commendable energy.
But few things in this world prevented Everest from doing what he
wanted to do, and certainly two country girls talking to him was not
one of them. He wanted to approach Regina and speak to her, and as he
found the sisters would not stop their chatter he rose in the middle of
it.

"I want to speak to your sister for a moment," he said merely, and left
them, crossing the room to where Regina sat, and drawing an easy-chair
close to hers. She looked up, and the same enthusiastic welcome shone
in her eyes as on his presentation.

"What were you doing all day?" he asked, letting his eyes rest on
the youthful fairness of the throat, where the pearls gleamed in the
lamplight. He felt quite confident he would not be bored with the
Stossop poor in this quarter.

"I went to church in the morning, which I hate, and which always makes
me realise what wretched things all these religions are. Then after
lunch I lay for quite a long time in the garden, gazing at the white
nimbi in the sky. That helps a little to counteract the effect of the
church service. Then I walked to the sea, and visited a rose garden
there. It is perfectly beautiful--it has a magic I cannot explain; you
must come and see it yourself. I looked over all the roses, and then I
sat down and read till the sunset came and disturbed me. I had to look
at that, and then I walked home to dress for dinner."

She spoke lightly, easily, her warm, ardent gaze on his face, her soft
lips smiling. Her tones were like music. Her way of talking quite
different from the heavy, assiduous speechifying of her sisters.

"What were you reading?" he asked, his eyes fixed on the brilliant,
changing, responsive countenance.

"I was finishing the _Cyclops_: it is not a good play, but I have read
all Euripides except that, and I wanted to complete him."

She spoke quite simply, and without any affectation or desire
to impress him. Things one does oneself rarely seem very great
accomplishments to oneself, and Regina had read Greek for so long that
a new play seemed no more than a new novel to her.

"Do you read it in the original?" Everest asked, raising the dark
arches of his brows, and to the girl, as she met his admiring gaze from
under them, it seemed as if he were lifting her heart out of her bosom
with them.

She laughed. "Yes, I don't like translations at all. Ever since I
saw that Byron had translated Catullus' Ode to Juventus as an Ode to
'Eleanor' I have fled from all of them."

"You seem to be tremendously clever!"

"Am I?" she asked, smiling up at him. "I am so glad you think so. I
am very fond of learning and all the arts. Are you? Painting, music,
poetry, sculpture. They are the soul of life, I think. What should we
do without them? Think if we had only in life the Church, dusters and
the poor!"

Everest laughed, and so did she. "It does sound an awful combination!
Yes, I think with you art is the one thing that brings a little heaven
on earth. It is the only true religion, the only true elevator of that
poor wretch--man. I am never so happy, and I never feel so good and so
charitable, as when I am painting."

"Do you paint?" asked Regina, with a fiery interest in her glowing
eyes. "So do I. What are your subjects, and what do you paint
in?--water colours or oil?"

"Oils. I do anything that catches my fancy--a head, a figure, a
landscape, anything that is a little unusual. I hate the commonplace."

"In Africa I suppose you found so many subjects that were unusual:
tropical trees and wonderful plants and beautiful black women."

Everest looked back at the delicately coloured face, of which her
interest and excitement made the skin glow more transparently every
minute.

"You have great intuition to feel that the women are beautiful," he
answered; "most people just group them all together under the name of
blacks, and are so blind mentally and physically as not to be able to
see their beauty. There is a race in the Soudan, of which the beauty
could not be surpassed. The colour is coal-black, but form and line
are perfect, both in face and body. Then another race has absolutely
perfect forms, though the face is of the negro type. Never anywhere
else could one see more gloriously modelled shoulders and arms than
those women have."

At that moment the footman brought in coffee, and while they were
taking it the Rector came up, and the talk became general.

Soon after Everest rose, with the excuse that he must not disturb their
early country hours, and said "Good-night." Regina, watching him as he
got up and stood, felt an electric wave of pleasure pass through her
from head to foot. The well-cut and fitting evening clothes displayed
all the admirable lines of his figure. The slimness and the grace of
it were a revelation to her. The light from the centre swinging lamp,
falling on the pale well-bred face, showed its perfection of carving,
its look of power and intellect. As he said good-night to her, she
gazed upon him, wide-eyed and in silence, and Everest, reading her
thoughts, felt amused and pleased.

When he reached his rooms he turned the key in the lock and then threw
himself into the arm-chair by the open window. The soft air of the June
night came in, full of fragrance, from the Rectory garden. In the copse
beyond, the nightingales here and there burst into little trills and
long calls, and then were silent again, preparing for their unbroken,
tireless melody of the later hours. Everest sat very still in his
chair, one hand hanging idly over its arm, his even brows contracted,
thinking. Before coming down to the Rectory he had made up his mind
very decidedly that he would not allow this visit to draw him into
any complicated ties with the daughters of the house. Marriage was
far from his wishes or plans at that moment, and any relations with
anybody almost equally distasteful, since they would rob him of that
peace of mind and rest which his doctor had told him were essential,
and which he had come to the country rectory to find. He had heard that
the Misses Marlow were handsome girls of the ordinary type, and the
ordinary type, he knew, had no attraction for him. Certainly after the
conversation of the evening, he was convinced of his perfect safety
with either Jane or Violet. But Regina; at the first meeting of the
eyes, at the sight of that sweet enthusiasm of admiring welcome in
hers, at the touch of her hand, full of electric fire, he had realised
instantly that there was every danger here. And so strongly did this
feeling envelop him again when they said good-night that he felt
inclined, now, to summon his valet, and tell him to repack everything
for a return journey on the morrow. But the thought of the surprise,
the disappointment, the hurt feeling he would occasion checked him.

His gaze wandered round his apartment. His quick eyes told him at once
how much personal care and pains had been bestowed on the room, to give
it the particular air of welcoming comfort it possessed.

It was not the hands of servants that had looped up so gracefully with
bows of lilac ribbon the curtains of his bed, nor arranged all those
books of reference and the latest weekly papers on his writing-table.

He took up idly the silver pen, put ready in the inkstand tray,
and saw it had "Violet" engraved upon it, and a handsome leather
blotting-book, filled with every writing necessity, even to stamps of
many denominations, bore its owner's monogram, "J. M."

These things spoke to him, though many men might not have even noticed
them, and many others only noticed them to jeer. How kindly old John
Marlow had received him; and his wife--what pains she had taken
probably in thinking out that excellent dinner they had given him, and
the girls were all so pretty and fresh and eager to please.

It would go against the grain of Everest's nature to wound them all by
suddenly leaving. Whatever excuses he made, they would still believe
his departure was due to some error of their own. But an intuitive
voice within him warned him that if the Devon coast was just the place
to eradicate the traces of African fever, from which he was suffering,
Stossop Rectory and Regina were not the best adjuncts to it.

As he sat there, undecided, in the silence, the soft sound of a
casement above his own being set open came to him, and without any
particular intent or reason in his mind he rose and went to his own
window and looked out. The moon had just climbed above the copse, and
sent a warm, pale light across the sleeping garden. Everest looked
up, and there above him was the girl who was in his thoughts. She had
opened her window, apparently to look at the night, for her face was
turned towards the rising moon, and, quite unconscious, seemingly,
of any spectator, she leaned a little forward. Of her face Everest
could see nothing except the under part of her chin, but the light
fell full on the round column of her neck, upon the white expanse of
her bosom, upon the perfect arms supporting her, as her hands clasped
the sill. Its pale radiance invested the dazzling whiteness of the
skin with a peculiar and mystic brilliance, and, accustomed though
he was to women's beauty in any and every form, Everest drew in his
breath sharply with surprised admiration. She had taken off her evening
dress, and the low bodice she now wore possessed only two narrow straps
holding it to the shoulders, and passed below the snowy swell of the
breast, leaving it and the soft modelling of the arms and shoulders
all revealed. Yet the silver light, falling down and over and round
her, seemed to clothe her in shining armour. To any man, even to the
most material, it must have seemed a vision more of heaven than of
earth, and to Everest, with his artist's eye and mind, the sight had
a magic and a charm he could hardly define to himself. Silent, almost
breathless, he stood watching her, as silent and absorbed she herself
stood watching the moon slowly mount in the purple sky.

Then suddenly she turned her head and looked down, why, Everest could
not tell, since he had made no sound. For one instant their eyes met.
He saw the beautiful arms bend at the elbows, with the change of
position; the face, a dark oval now, as it turned downwards, hung over
his; he saw the silver light illuminate all the masses of the fair
hair round it, for one second, that leapt by him into eternity all too
quickly; then she vanished noiselessly. The casement remained open,
but the light fell now only on its glittering panes. For a long time
the man waited by the window, his heart beating hard, but she did not
come back, and at last he turned away to his room and commenced his
undressing. The nightingales, perfectly attuned, now began to pour out
in the stillness the raptures of their song. Everest's face was dark
as he moved about the room.

All resolve, all desire to go on the morrow had left him. A new and a
stronger one was waking in his veins.

He turned down the lamp burning beneath its pretty, rose-coloured shade
and got into the bed, so carefully prepared for him, with lace-edged
sheet and silken coverings.

As he laid his head down, on the pillow trimmed by Miss Marlow's own
hands a murmur passed his lips:

"Well, I'll stay, and risk it."




CHAPTER II

IN THE WAYS OF DELIGHT


The next morning Everest, after a troubled and restless night, found
himself the first in the breakfast-room, and when the door opened
it was Regina who came in. She was dressed in a morning cotton of
rose-colour, and either by contrast to that, or from emotion, her face
looked pale as their eyes met and he took her hand in his.

"You were all in silver armour last night when I saw you," he said
gently, "like an image of Diana." The colour came then in soft waves to
her cheeks and beat there; her gaze seemed locked in his and could not
get away.

"Diana was a horrid and cruel divinity, I like her least of any of
them; Venus was kinder," she murmured.

"Well, you must be Venus to me," returned Everest, smiling down upon
her; his face had a gentle, tender expression, the tones of his voice
were very soft, and the girl's heart beat to suffocation as she heard
them.

She could not answer. Just then the door opened and the Rector, with
the entire family group behind him, appeared in the doorway. Everest
and Regina moved a little apart, their hands, which had remained in
each other's, fell to their sides. Everest moved forward to greet his
host.

"Glad to see you are an early riser," remarked the Rector genially.
"Did you sleep well?"

"No, I can't say I did, there are so many disturbing influences in the
country: nightingales and church clocks and all sorts of things; then
when I did go to sleep I dreamt, which I never do in town."

"What did you dream about?" asked Jane Marlow. She looked very pretty
this morning in a fresh white cambric, with a green ribbon round her
slim throat.

"Of silver images," replied Everest, and his eyes went to Regina, who
stood by her place at the table. She looked down as she heard these
words; a tremor went through her whole frame.

"How funny dreams are, they never seem to correspond to anything one
has seen or done in the day, do they?" replied Jane, and Everest
answered calmly, "Hardly ever."

The coffee was brought in and they all closed round the table while the
Rector began to say grace.

Breakfast was generally a most unpleasant meal at the Rectory. From the
last word of the long grace at the beginning, to the first word of the
long grace at the end, it was a series of surly, grumbling wrangles,
in which everyone showed their early-morning ill-humour to the utmost.
Mrs. Marlow, according to the Rector, had always done something wrong:
either she was late, or she had had the coffee made too weak, or too
strong, or the housemaid had not called him early enough, or too early,
or his bath was cold. Mrs. Marlow generally argued out the respective
points, until she was clearly proved in the right, or at least her
husband was reduced to an exhausted silence. Then the two sisters had
various complaints to make, or else the continuation of some personal
quarrel begun upstairs absorbed them.

Regina, for herself, took no part in either the grace or the wrangling.
To her the first seemed rendered ludicrous by the Rector gabbling over
it, in a tremendous hurry, that he might begin abusing his wife; and
further, if the Creator gave them their breakfast, He presumably gave
them everything else, and of His gifts she would not certainly have
picked out this detestable breakfast to thank Him for. She would sooner
have thanked Him, sitting before her easel in solitude: "For what I am
about to paint," for the powers He had given her, than for what she was
about to eat in hostility at the table.

She used to sit quite silent, while the waves of querulous, complaining
or angry voices rose and fell round her, and when she had finished
her meal, which she naturally did long before the others, since so
much disputing takes time, she would sit looking through the window,
watching the robins at their singing matches on the lawn, and longing
to be away with her painting or music, her Latin or Greek, or in the
enchanted garden, out of earshot at least of her amiable family and
their incessant discussion of things that to her view mattered so
little.

She wondered to-day how the meal would go, because she believed they
were not bad-mannered enough to quarrel before a guest, and she was
astonished to find that the conversation, as a matter of fact, was kept
up entirely between her and Everest. For the latter, with a strenuous
resolve to ban the sick poor at breakfast, steered away from Miss
Marlow's opening remarks on almshouses, and plunged resolutely into the
heart of Africa, continuing the conversation with Regina which had been
interrupted last night.

Regina had read much on Africa, and followed the history of many
explorers through Uganda, and wandered with many authors in the pigmy
forests and by the Great Lakes. Consequently, although she made some
mistakes, she had a good general knowledge of the subject, and her
eager enthusiasm, her perfect attention, her quick comprehension, made
her a naturally good and easy talker on any subject.

As the rest of the family knew absolutely nothing about Africa, except,
as regards the Rector, that it was a country "full of black heathen,"
as regards the mother, "that it was a swampy, unhealthy place, where
there were snakes and one got fever and things," and as regards the
sisters, that it was one of the places where "missions were sent to
cannibals," they remained out of the conversation and sat silent,
listening in wonder to the brilliant talk flying across the table, much
of which they could barely comprehend.

After breakfast, when they had all risen, the Rector claimed Everest to
go with him to see his model cottages, recently erected in the village,
and Everest, grateful for having escaped the sick poor at breakfast,
felt it his duty to put up with some poor now, since his host wished
it, and consented pleasantly.

"What are we going to do this afternoon?" he asked.

He put the question in a general way, but his eyes sought Regina, who
turned hers aside with a singing gladness in her heart.

Miss Marlow answered him:

"We are going to drive you over to Lady Delamere's for tea--we start
from here about three."

"I'll join you outside, Everest," called the Rector from the door. "I
have to look into my study for half-a-minute."

Everest nodded and went up to his own room for his hat. Coming down he
met Regina alone, on the stairs, and paused.

"You are coming this afternoon?" he asked.

She was by a long window, through which the sun fell on her. Her face
looked just like a rose, in its pink and white colour, as she lifted it
towards him, standing two or three steps above her.

"No," she answered, smiling, "mother and Jane and Violet are going, and
the carriage holds only four comfortably."

"You and I could walk?" suggested Everest promptly.

Regina laughed outright as the picture of her sisters' faces came
before her, as they would look if, when the carriage was starting,
Everest left his seat to walk with her.

"Oh, no," she said; "we could not do that. My sisters have set their
hearts on taking you with them to the Delameres'."

"Well, where are you going then?" he asked.

"I shall go, I think, to the enchanted garden--it is such a lovely day."

"How nice that sounds! The enchanted garden! I wish I were coming there
too."

"Why do you wish it?"

"I don't know. One cannot always trace the birth and growth of one's
desires." Regina gazed at him as he stood there, one hand on the
banister rail, thinking how truly wonderful he was in his difference
from all the other men she had ever seen. The crowded country church
on Sundays, what a mass of more or less ungainly, shambling, shuffling
figures it contained, representatives of the middle-aged or old
inhabitants; and the young men seen on the cricket and football ground,
how fat and round and stodgy they looked, or else how thin and weedy,
leaning over, as it were, the hollow of their own chests!

But here in Everest's case how all was changed! It was difficult to
say whether the strength or grace of his figure left the greater
impression on the eye, so perfectly were the two united in it. It was
a form beautifully planned out by Nature, which the ceaseless activity
of its owner had enhanced. It suggested potential energy; the balance
and the poise of it, whether in action or repose, were always perfect.
It had that curious symmetry, that look of its perfect adaptability to
every possible movement, that one sees in the wild animal while at the
height of its beauty and power. To Regina's mind came, as she looked
at him, the thought of the slim and graceful fox, treading deftly with
its sure, trim feet the edge of the covert, with all that tremendous
power of swift, enduring speed locked in its beautiful, sinuous body.
And again the red deer of Exmoor occurred to her, with their splendid
carriage, their proud beauty of line, their clean-cut elegance of form.

Everest was forty-six, but so lightly had the feet of the years
touched him in their flight over him that he looked hardly more than
twenty-eight or twenty-nine. His hair had not a single white strand in
it, nor had the dark moustache that flowed in a straight line across
his face, not pulled downwards nor twisted up, and of which some of
the threads glowed with a red-gold sheen on their blackness, if the
sun struck across them. Very few lines marked the clear, warm tan of
the skin; the teeth were even, perfect, untouched by dentistry. Life
and experience had added power and intellect to the face, had deepened
the mental charm without, as yet, taking from its physical beauty. Out
of the beautiful youth he had been at eighteen, Nature had built up
through all these years one of her masterpieces, and it seemed that she
was so pleased with it, now that it had reached its perfection, that
even she, fidget though she is, always doing and undoing, was loath to
begin her task of pulling it all to pieces.

Regina gazed and gazed upon him in silence that was thrilled through
and through with joy, for to the artist there is no delight more keen
than looking on what is beautiful and perfect, and Everest asked her
with a little smile of what she was thinking.

"Of an Exmoor deer that I saw standing, once, on a little tor at
sunrise, surveying the sleeping moor," she said slowly and in a low
tone, and then went on up the stairs, as she heard doors shutting, and
steps approaching from below.

Everest passed on down. The beautiful imagery of her words won his
quick, artistic sense, and, little conceited as he was, the flattery
from the fresh, girlish lips pleased him. He went on, feeling well
able to grapple even with the model cottages and the sick poor.

Regina in her room could do nothing; she tried to read, but she
only heard his voice speaking; she turned to the paintings, but she
hardly saw them: his face hung before her. Finally she descended to
the drawing-room and sought to play, but her hands dropped from the
keyboard, and she sat silent, gazing before her.

So, she remembered, had she felt once before in her life, when Nature's
voice first called to her to leave her dolls and playthings and begin
to prepare herself for her life's work.

How well she remembered that day, when first the scales of childhood
had fallen from her eyes, and her dolls, formerly living things,
had been seen for the first time as they were: bits of rag and wood
and stone. How she remembered the keen wonder she had felt, the
astonishment that she could play no more!

Then had come the period of fierce intelligence, the appetite and
desire for work, the longing to know and to expand the brain. For
since Nature has made woman to be not only the mother but the nurse
of the child, and it is the mother's brain and not the father's that
is transmitted to the child, she gives to the female, with the first
development of sex, this sharp desire for knowledge, for learning, for
mental endowment, so that it may be duly passed on to the offspring.
Hence that overwhelming thirst for mental work, for study, which is
so common in the developing girl for these few years in her life,
so unusual in the male, who rarely learns, except for material and
worldly considerations. And as Nature's voice had peremptorily called
her from her playthings, and forced her to her studies, so now, her
time for study being over, Nature again summoned her to leave her
accomplished duties, and prepare herself for the new ones in store for
her.

Nature was strong in Regina; she was its child. The cramped artifices
of civilisation had not got hold of her and stifled out of her the
breath of Nature. So after a time she abandoned all work, finding it
impossible, and sat gazing out of the window, thinking.

At luncheon, Everest, having quite made up his mind as to his
afternoon's programme, which was to include other items besides the
Delamere call, took comparatively little notice of Regina, and talked
chiefly to the Rector on model cottages, and their morning's inspection.

The Rector delightedly expounded his views, which seemed to Everest to
have for their aim the increasing dependence of the poor upon the rich,
the incompetent upon the capable, the weak and idle upon the strong and
industrious, and the undermining of what thrift the poor possessed by
removing the urgent necessity for it.

The model cottages were to be practically free, with only a nominal
rent; old people were to be kept by the parish; sick people were to
be tended gratis; young people were to be encouraged to marry early
and bring into the world large families for their neighbours to
keep; chance immorality was to be avoided at all costs, and punished
mercilessly; large broods of infants, no matter from what drunken,
vicious, idle parents, were to be favoured and cared for out of the
money of the honest and sober, provided only the brood was born in
wedlock, and the father and mother had the sanction of the Church.

Finally he gleefully totted up the subscriptions he had dragged out
of the unwilling hands of the hard-working and thrifty portion of
the villagers, for his doors, his windows, his model baths, his new
sinks, and only lamented that he was still short a hundred pounds for
finishing the hearths.

Everest, to whom this exposition of views had been intensely repellent,
felt relieved that the point of asking for charity, up to which he felt
sure the Rector was slowly working, had been reached at last, and said
immediately:

"Oh, well, you must count on me for the remaining hundred for the
fireplaces. I will give you the cheque after luncheon."

The Rector flushed with pleasure. How convincing his arguments had been!

"My dear Everest, it's most good of you. I assure you it will take a
load off my mind. I really feel ashamed to go and beg any more from my
parishioners, though I must say, hard pressed for money as they are,
and hard as they have to work for it, they seldom refuse me."

Regina, sitting opposite them both, and watching the pale, severe
gravity that had come over the handsome countenance, knew that Everest
was giving that hundred, not because he cared whether the very unmodel
cottagers in their model cottages had hearths or not, nor whether the
tribes of sickly infants that they had no right to bring into the world
at all, since they could not keep them, were warmed by his fires or
not, but simply because it was Regina's father who asked him, and
because Regina herself sat opposite him, and another link was looped up
in that golden chain that was slowly forging in life's furnace to bind
her to him.

"All the same you know I don't think you are right, John," Everest
answered easily, in his light, polished tones. "You think you are
alleviating poverty, but in reality you are creating it. The dread of
dying in the workhouse when they are old is the only stimulus to a
great many to work at all while they are young; take that away, and put
old vagabonds in free model cottages, what inducement do you give to
the young vagabond to work? And what reward have you for the honest,
sober hard worker if you take his savings to help keep his idle and
drunken brother? It seems to me you actually put a premium on idleness
and vice, and rob honesty and virtue to do it. Then as regards your
idea of morality, I think that the poor, hard-working, healthy girl,
who, without marriage, brings one healthy child into the world, and
works all her life to keep it, as many of them do, is a less deadly
enemy to society than those wretched, improvident couples who rush into
marriage and keep producing more and more unfit humanity, for which
there is no use, and which other people at their own self-sacrifice
have to support."

The Rector's large face gradually grew purple as he listened; he was
a very heavy eater and drinker, and all his superabundant blood went
up to his head in boiling wrath if anyone attacked his particular and
exceedingly narrow outlook upon sexual subjects. Here, he had to choke
down his feelings as best he could, for he would not, on any account,
quarrel with Everest. Moreover the cheque was promised but not yet
written. He cleared his throat many times, and nervously broke up the
toast crusts lying at his left hand, before replying.

"I know your views are peculiar," he said at last; "they were at
Oxford; I am afraid you hardly give due importance to the Sacraments of
the Church. Er ... have we all finished? Then let us say grace."

Everest's eyes met Regina's and a little flash passed between them, an
instant's glance that was very dear to them both. She loved him for
every word he had uttered, and Everest knew that his views were hers,
by the glad eager look on her face as she listened to him.

He knew each time he sat down to the table that his host was opposed
to him in every opinion, and that the others had no opinions at all.
It was only Regina, with her quick, active mentality, her rapid
perceptions, that was with him, on every subject, and somehow the
knowledge seemed very sweet to him, and to draw them very closely
together.

Luncheon over, the elder girls went up to change their toilettes, and
Everest and Regina stepped through the long windows out upon the lawn.
It was a wonderful day. After a cold and stormy spring, summer had come
in with that perfect glory, that golden radiance, that rescue England's
reputation from entire ruin.

The sky, of the palest, most delicate blue, showed tiny dapplings of
pearly white against its sapphire clearness; all the air seemed dancing
with a golden sheen, and in it seemed to hang, like a canopy, the scent
of flowers, of the pink and white snow of the May not yet over, of the
laburnum already in blossom.

"What a heavenly day!" Everest exclaimed. "I wish you were coming with
us this afternoon."

"So do I, as you are going," she answered, looking up at him,
delighting in the sensation of walking beside him and seeing that dark
brilliant face above her. "But I know my sisters will like it best as
it is. I shall go to the garden and think about you instead."

"Of me? A poor subject, I am afraid. You were better off with the
_Cyclops_."

"I can't get interested in it now. Do you know, I tried everything this
morning: Greek and Latin and painting, and I tried to play; it was all
no good. I had to just sit still and think about you."

Everest looked at her, but she met his gaze quite openly and simply.
Her eyes were innocent, frank, ingenuous. There seemed no design on
her part to flatter him. She merely appeared to feel no necessity for
concealing what she thought. She admired him and said so, she thought
about him and said so. That was all. There was none of the veiled
would-be seduction of the women he was accustomed to.

Praise and adulation so absolutely transparent, so obviously honest,
has an irresistible power. It ceases to be flattery; it becomes homage,
and has its effect on the recipient, as incense has upon the senses.

"I shall be sorry if my coming here has interrupted your work and
lessened your powers," he answered, and his voice had grown suddenly so
sad and grave that Regina exclaimed:

"Oh, never be sorry for me that you have come! If you knew how
perfectly happy I am. Your visit here and your companionship is to me
just as if the sun or moon had come down to walk about with me."

Everest laughed outright.

"Either might be a most dangerous companion, it seems to me," he
answered, and Regina laughed with him.

"But think of the honour and the experience, the novelty, the joy of
it! It would be well worth being burned alive for, I think!"

Everest did not answer for a moment. His laugh died away, and she
thought his face looked pale and grave in the sunlight. Just then the
Rector's voice came to them calling Everest, and Regina drew away
towards the copse.

"Good-bye, then. I am going to the garden. I hope you will enjoy your
afternoon." And as he turned back to his host, she disappeared in the
soft green shadows of the wood.

She walked quickly, and could have well run or danced, she felt so
full of life and joy; the breeze was soft, it came to her cheek like a
caress. The wood seemed full of music; small birds were warbling in it
everywhere and calling to each other across the leafy screen of green;
the leaves themselves quivered and rustled and murmured in the warm and
scented air.

Regina for the past few years had been happy in the knowledge of her
youth and power to please, and now that love had come to her also,
it seemed as if her heart, her whole system, could not contain her
delight. For she knew within herself that though nothing had been
said, and though his acquaintance with her could be measured by hours,
Everest was going to love her just as the doctor and the master and the
assistant master and the curate had done. There was the same curious
softening of all his face when he looked at her as she had seen in
theirs, the same velvet edge to his tones when he spoke to her, as she
had heard from them. And while their love was useless to her, because
she could not return it, for this man she felt she could, and was ready
to feel a passionate adoration, to pour out her life in love for him,
and so know the supreme happiness that Nature holds in this life for
a woman. To be loved is nothing, to love is something, to love and
be loved is everything. Critical and sensitive about every point in
another, as she was, so that the least deviation from her standard of
beauty or intellect would have spoiled the perfection of her feeling,
she could find nothing wanting in Everest; in all her dearest dreams
and visions no ideal had ever been invested with greater charm than the
living man now had for her. And it seemed to her like a miracle in her
favour that, of all the men that might have come to her home, he had
been the one to do so.

To be merely in the same room with him, to see and hear him talking to
another, to study him as he leant back in an arm-chair, reading, and
watch the slender brown hand, that she knew had such power, hold a book
or newspaper, seemed to make her whole being vibrate with delight; and
he admired her, wondered at her, liked to match his learning and his
talk with her, was interested in, sought her; soon, she knew, he would
desire and love her. And the price of it all? What would it be? Her
feet, that had been dancing so merrily over the green moss, stopped
suddenly; a trembling seized all her limbs and a chill came over her in
the soft sunny air. She sank on an old log, by the winding path, both
hands pressed over her heart to still its beating. In these moments she
knew, whatever the price, she must pay it.

When the time came for him to ask anything from her, she must give it.
She knew beforehand she could not resist him, could not refuse or deny
to this man anything, because of the glorious pleasure of the giving,
pleasure that would compensate her for everything, for life itself, if
won....

She was very pale as she sat there and shivered, for love is absolutely
merciless and inexorable, and counts out its moments of supreme delight
against the drops of its victim's life-blood, and she knew this. All in
a moment, in the midst of her happy triumph, the thought of his wealth
and position, so far above her own in its powers and possibilities,
had reared itself up in her mind, like a great wall towering over her,
menacing to crush her. She hated it; it separated him from her. If he
had only been poor, like the young master, who had had nothing but
his life, which he had laid down at her feet! How perfect then her
happiness might have been! The meanest, commonest existence, shared
with Everest, would have been as if it were wrapped in cloth of gold
to her. Tiny rooms, poor living, hard working, what would she have
cared? Had he said: "Marry me and come to a lonely tent in the burning
Soudan," she would have said: "Yes," oh, how gladly! As she would have
said it had he asked her to marry him and share a prison, or hell
itself. But some instinct told her that Everest would not want to marry
her, that a man with that accumulated wealth and vast inheritance would
not enter marriage merely for the sake of passion; that he would need
other conditions, which she vaguely felt she did not fill.

And even if in the blindness of love he offered it, would it be her
part, would it be right to accept it?

Suppose in the awakening, after, from that blinding dream that passion
is, she saw that he regretted?

How it would rend her, heart and soul, to think that she, who would
cast down her life like a mantle, for him to walk over, did he wish it,
had brought him a burden of regret!

The thought hurt and stung her; it bit deeply into her brain. She
rose and hurried on with quick steps to the garden, as if seeking its
protection from these thoughts, that pursued her like living things.

Whatever happened, she thought, she would be content as long as no
suffering through her fell on him. Nothing would she take, nothing
would she accept from him, that meant loss or sacrifice to himself. On
that she was quite resolved.

To a woman's passion is always added the wonderful instinct of maternal
love. In all its wildness, in all its demands, there is still that
guiding, underlying impulse to shield, to protect, to guard, to
encircle with tender care the man she loves, and in Regina, now that
she loved, this instinct rose to its full strength, and pervaded all
her heart and soul. She herself and all that happened to her was of no
moment. At all costs Everest was to be considered; his happiness kept
safe and sacred in her hands.

Her quick walking soon brought her to the garden and the sea. As
she unlocked the gate she noticed how the summer heat of the last
twenty-four hours had called the laburnum into bloom. The whole garden
glowed golden with it! On every side it gleamed and shone like amber
rain, falling amongst the other foliage. Never had she seen it look so
beautiful in its contrast with the pale blue of the sky, never had the
rich yellow tint of it been so perfect. Rejoiced, she walked round all
the narrow winding paths. She longed to show the garden to Everest, and
it seemed as if it had arrayed itself in its most radiant and glorious
dress in honour of his coming.

The standard rose-trees made of the centre a mass of vivid colour;
the May was all in bloom, and the wild tamarisk threw up against the
azure light a perfect foam of pink blossom. The perfumes from all the
different flowering plants and trees floated mingling in the still
and sheltered air like the strains of melody, wandering through and
interwoven in a musical harmony; and the hum of the happy bees, the
call of the nesting birds, the coo of the doves, rose and fell sweetly
above the low murmur and ripple of the sea. Anxious and foreboding
thoughts slipped from her mind; as always here, she relapsed joyously
into reflecting simply upon Everest, upon his personality that so
called to her own, upon the delight of his having come there, and all
that wonder and rapture lying hidden in the heart of life to which her
eyes were being opened.

She found her way to a little rustic seat beneath the palm at last, and
there sat down, amongst the maze of roses, only wanting one thing to
complete her happiness--his presence there.

The hot hours of the noonday went softly past, and the day hastened
to array itself in fresh beauty to meet the sunset; the light began
to deepen, the sky to flush with rose, the air to grow heavier with
fragrance.

Those birds that were still singing, not yet exhausted by their nesting
cares, gave out their last floods of melody before the approach of
evening.

Suddenly as she sat there she heard a step on the gravel, and started.
This was her sacred ground; no one had a right to come there; but she
guessed whose step that was, firm and light and springing like the
tread of a deer.

She sprang up, her heart leaping with joy, and through the drooping,
swaying palm branches saw the slim figure she expected approaching, and
the light falling sideways across the dark and handsome face.

She went forward to meet him, making no effort to conceal the joy and
pleasure shining in her eyes.

"How lovely this is! I am so glad you have come! How did you get in?"

"By the gate."

"But I locked it."

Everest laughed. "Locked gates are nothing to me. I jumped over it!"

"How splendid!" she said, gazing at him, her soft azure eyes full of
admiration. "That high, spike-topped gate! I wish I had seen you. And
how did you get here? How did you find the garden?"

"I walked here from the Delameres'."

"Walked! It's fifteen miles to their house."

"Well, what is fifteen miles?" he answered, smiling down into her
upraised face. "Nothing, after fifty miles a day of cross country, as
I have often had to do; and as to finding you, in comparison with the
interior of Africa, Stossop's geography is pretty easy."

"How wonderful you are," she said softly, "and I am so glad you are
here. I wanted to show you my garden. What do you think of it?"

"It is a beautiful place. It seems like those magic gardens one reads
of. One can't believe it's just ordinary England."

"It is perfect to me now you are here. I was wishing so much for you to
come."

"It must have been that which drew me here to you--darling."

He had not meant to use that word, nor any endearing term, but it
passed his lips almost unconsciously; she did look such a darling in
her pretty summer dress, with her fresh, pink-tinted face all aglow
with her ardent, enthusiastic welcome of himself. And he knew, as he
looked at the lovely, youthful form, that there was the spirit of a
lioness within. She was a thing of life and light and fire; full to the
brim, like himself, of ardent energy and power. There was no doll-like,
sawdust body here, with brains of wool, as many of the women had had
whom he had known, lovely though their outsides had been.

She attracted him violently, irrepressibly; there was an all-compelling
magnet in each slender finger, as he touched her hand.

Nature does not take long in setting up her wondrous all but
unbreakable current of electricity when she has brought together two
individuals suitable to mate with each other, and just like that other
common form of electricity which holds the hands relentlessly to a
battery so that their owner has no power to lift or stir a finger, so
does this other magnetic current sweep round its two captives, binding
them together without will or power to move asunder.

At the word "darling" a quiver passed over Regina's face and she looked
away as if she had not heard.

It is the part of virginity to flee from passion, and instinctively it
fulfils its part as long as passion pursues. If there is any pause in
the chase, virginity kindly stops and waits, till passion is ready to
take up the pursuit, when it promptly flies again.

So Regina, with her pulses leaping with joy and her feet on air, and
seeing the garden about her, all transfigured with a new glory, at the
sound of that word in his voice looked away instinctively and seemed
not to have heard.

They walked round the green turf, the roses nodding in the gently
moving air and throwing their perfume on to it, under the thick wild
unpruned tamarisk, that looked like the softest feathers against the
glowing sky, under the swaying palms that threw shadow and sunlight
alternatively down on them, and then on by those little dark green
winding paths where the air was still and warm and dusk laden with the
scent of the rose and the vital life-giving salt breath of the sea.

They spoke a little, mostly in praise of the beauty around them, or of
the doves flying in circles overhead, or of the wild calling note of
the nightingale that came from the thickets, and both were intensely
happy in the beauty and proximity of the other and because of the magic
steel-like ring that nature was drawing tighter and tighter round them,
each moment forcing them towards each other.

As last, before them, through the crossing and re-crossing of delicate
lines of branch and leaf, they saw the gleam of purple and the glitter
of the sea. Regina quickened her steps a little and reached first the
porphyry balustrade and leant over with a little cry of delight as her
eyes caught all the radiance gathering in the western sky and all the
jewelled light flung on the opposite coast, where peak and headland lay
in lines of velvet blue under a golden haze.

"Oh, look how lovely this is," she said, as Everest came and stood
beside her. "I have a painting of it that I did on an evening like
this. I should like to show it to you."

"Did you paint this?" he said. "It is a difficult subject. What a lot
you have learnt in your few short years of life! You seem to know so
much, and then to be only eighteen; you are a revelation to me."

A little smile played over her face, irradiated by the mellowing light
as she looked up at him.

"I am so glad," she said simply. "I should like to please you. To me
you are the most wonderful, beautiful and perfect person I have ever
seen."

"Regina." He was very near her now, one arm came round her shoulder.
Ah, that touch, how it moved her, the first touch of that being she so
admired, how it vibrated through her, body and mind, from head to foot.
She recognised the strength and force of the arm, yet how gentle and
reverent its contact was with her now. How strange it is that amongst
a hundred men who might touch a woman and leave her wood and stone to
them there is perhaps just one whose slightest contact may give her
that extreme ecstasy!

She did not move from him, only looked up with all the fires of the
sunset in her eyes. The face that she would have chosen out of all
the world hung just above her; the man that she would have chosen out
of all the world was there beside her, seeking her. She had no other
thought than to please him, to yield to his empire. At any cost, at any
sacrifice of herself, at the price of her life, if necessary, she was
dedicated, consecrated to him; worship, adoration was in her face and
in her heart as she looked up at him. It is the spontaneous impulse in
all virgin love, and those women who have not felt it for their lovers
have missed love's soul.

Everest bent down and kissed her, and in all her after years Regina
could never recall a higher pinnacle of joy to which she had climbed
than was reached in that first kiss. The very purity of it, the first
expression of her whole ardent, unstained soul, the etherealised
emotions of awe and wonder of devotion that went through it, lifted it
out of the range of earthly things. Regina's kiss, full of passionate
enthusiasm as it was, was still like the burning kiss of the young
nun upon her rosary, as the strains of the anthem bear away her soul
to heaven. Everest understood her perfectly, practised as he was in
these matters, and being himself of that sensitive timbre that made
him respond easily to and comprehend every grade of varying emotion in
another.

People had called him dissipated and reckless, simply because he had
always been unconventional and lived according to the laws of his own
conscience instead of the laws of the world. But all his pleasures had
been of the refined and delicate order, things of the mind and soul as
well as the body--the pleasures of the wild poetic Celtic nature rather
than of the coarse and brutal Saxon. The mere wallowing of the body in
physical indulgence, whether of drunkenness, overeating, or other vice,
was unknown to him. The excitable brain, the refined and sensitive
mind, in his case must be charmed and captured before pleasure could
begin.

It was to these that Regina in her innocent and unveiled admiration
so appealed, and his touch was very tender and gentle as he drew her
wholly into his arms up against his breast, and the girl yielded,
silent, submerged in that overwhelming first delight of love, that no
after one can wholly surpass. So they stood for a few minutes in the
light, both feeling the happiness of the world was absolutely complete.

Then the man relaxed his clasp suddenly and put her away from his arms
in the same decisive way he had drawn her into them. His face was very
pale and set as he turned from her and leaned over the balustrade,
looking away to the gorgeous fires of the west.

Regina stood quite silent, passive, shaken with happiness, voiceless.

He had put her away from him, swept over by some feeling she did not
understand, but she yielded to that as obediently as when he had drawn
her to him. It was a delight to watch him, and her fascinated eyes
strayed over him as he leant beside her; and behind him, growing deeper
and fiercer every moment, burned the red flare of the sunset.

After a long silence, in which Regina had studied the fine outline
of his head and neck, the small ear, the dear arm in the light grey
sleeve, the fine linen of the cuff enclosing the smooth and supple
wrist, he said:

"I should be so interested in your paintings, when may I see them?"

"It is rather difficult," she answered, in a low tone. "I don't think
my people would like me to bring them to the drawing-room, they don't
really care about any of those things."

There was a pause for a moment, then he said, turning to her:

"Would you like to bring them to my sitting-room after dinner, some
time when the others are gone to bed?"

"Yes, I could do that," she answered simply. He saw she was thinking at
the moment only of her work, and the unconventionality of such a visit
did not oppress her, was not even near her mind.

"We must go now," she said regretfully, "or we shall be late. I think,"
she added slowly, "we had better not go back together. Will you go home
and I will follow by the short cut to the house. My sisters know that
I spend a great deal of my time here, but they would not like it if
they thought that you came. They would want to come here too, and then
all the peace and beauty I enjoy would be spoiled. Do you see?"

"Perfectly," said Everest, smiling, as they turned from the sea to the
scented shades of the garden.

"This place has always been for you alone and now it is to be for us
alone. We will share it with no one and tell nobody of our comings and
goings."

He spoke lightly, jestingly, but both felt that the pact they had made
was a serious one, a pact for companionship in hidden solitude in this
magic, intoxicating place.

The paths were very narrow between the encroaching foliage of flowering
shrubs on every side, and they had to walk closely together, sometimes
touching each other in the soft violet shade beneath the overhanging
trees, and each time her fair head and rose cheek moved near him he
longed to draw her into his arms and kiss her again, but he would not
yield to the impulse, and almost in silence they passed on through the
groves till they were near the high gate by which he had entered.

"Will you jump it again?" she said, smiling up at him.

"No; I have no inclination now," he answered. "There is nothing I want
on the other side."

The girl coloured and laughed at the implied compliment. Bending down
and putting the key in the gate, she opened and pushed it. It swung
wide, giving access to the quiet road, full now of a luminous rose dusk
beneath its arching trees.

"Shall I see you and the pictures this evening?" he asked.

"Yes, I will bring them," she answered, and just at that moment, over
their heads in the thickets of climbing rose, a nightingale burst into
its loud throbbing, commanding call. They listened, hesitating, while
the mad, impatient beat of it vibrated through the quiet air, and far
off somewhere in the woods, after an interval, came back an answering
call.

Then he passed through the gate and the girl stood watching him,
delighting in the beauty of his quick and easy walk down the shadowy
road. When he had vanished she turned back and went by the winding path
to the centre palm, and there, beneath its protecting boughs, she threw
herself down, laying her face against the bosom of the springing turf.

"I was right, I was right," she murmured to herself. "It is more
beautiful than music, than the sunset skies, than the golden light on
the palms, than the play of the moonbeams; and it is like them all.
Bright as the sunlight, mysterious as the ocean, wonderful as the
fragrance of the rose, that is what they call love, and I have it, I
have found it in its perfection. What happiness! What good fortune!"
She lay still and silent, wrapped round and round in a strange soft
delight, lulled as if in some half-waking dream by the cooing of the
doves above her, the wave of the tamarisk in the hot air, the low
murmur of the sea.

The doves came down near her, finding her so still. They were very
tame, for she came there to feed them all through the winter, and she
heard the twinge of its lovely wings as one almost brushed her cheek.

She turned and stretched out her hand to it. "Bird of Venus," she said
softly, "Erasmie peleia, come and talk to me." And the dove let her
gather it up to her breast and put her lips on its sleek head. "Born of
love and for love, I love you," she murmured to it. "Did you see him
kiss me this evening? Oh, dove! how wonderful that was." She pressed
her warm hands on the shoulders of the bird and kissed it again. Then
she opened her clasp and let it go, for she could not bear to constrain
it, but the bird only fluttered as far as her feet and stayed there
beside her, pecking in the grass.

Regina looked up to the sky through the palm leaves. It was deeply
flushed now, even to the zenith, and strangely luminous.

"For their paradise, the Mohammedans thought of beauty and women--that
is, love--and the Christians thought of the rapture of music and the
ecstasy of adoration, and that is love too; the idea underlying both is
the same, and neither could think of anything better than that."

She was a little late for dinner, but everybody else was the same, and
the Rector never stormed nor swore at his family before strangers.
Moreover he was in a particularly good temper, as in addition to
Everest's cheque he had picked up another good donation for the
cottages from Lady Delamere. So the dinner was quite a cheerful meal
and passed over in good temper and gaiety.

At ten-thirty Everest was sitting in his sitting-room expecting
Regina. The room was lighted by large swinging lamps depending from
the ceiling, so that the light was good and well diffused; on the
table stood a spray of white roses in a vase, for Everest was fond of
flowers, and as he had not found any put in his room he had gathered
some in the Rectory garden and brought them in himself.

The window stood open and the scent of the climbing flowers all around
the sill filled the air with fragrance.

He sat idle, thinking of Regina and the strong, fearless, self-reliant
sort of character she had. How simply and easily she had assented to
his invitation to come to his room to show her pictures! Just as a man
would do. She seemed to be entirely without that mincing, mawkish way
so many girls and women have, that silly, hesitating questioning about
every trifle. Shall I? Ought I? Is it proper? Will it seem this or that?

Regina gave him the idea of being absolutely innocent and upright, and
therefore candid and fearless; never accustomed to consider or trouble
about the opinions of others. He felt that about her own actions she
would only ask herself, Is it right? Whereas most people do not care in
the least about that, all they ever ask themselves is, What will others
think? How will it seem? Will it be found out? And this attracted him
in her greatly.

At a little after the half-hour he heard her step outside and went to
open the door for her. She came in with a smile, both hands full of her
paintings, clasping them to her.

Everest pulled forward some chairs, and together they set the sheets
up, leaning against the backs where the light fell best upon them.
There were about twenty paintings in water-colour and they found
places for most of them. Then Everest retreated to the point from where
he could see them best and considered them in silence.

He was surprised. He had expected something more of the ordinary young
lady's drawing-room decorations, though he felt sure that all Regina
created would be artistic and beautiful. But here he saw at once it was
a special talent that he was looking at, that here was no question of a
little skill acquired with a drawing-master's aid. Here were no copies
of rustic cottages, nor yet the inevitable mill, water-wheel and bridge.

Each picture was strong, vivid, with its own marked stamp upon it, and
a challenging originality was in them all. The tones of colour, the
effects of light were marvellous; sunset and dawn, the radiance of the
late afternoon, the deep shades of approaching night--all were here
rendered in their idealised, sublimated form, showing, as the artist
always seeks to show, the essence of beauty.

Regina stood beside him, also looking at the pictures. He divined that
she was quite lost in their contemplation, that his own presence for
the moment was a secondary thing. This also proves the artist, for to
him even the height of passion is less than the height of his artistic
attainment.

"What do you think of them?" she asked, after a silence.

"I think they are quite beautiful; they are surprising. You have a
magnificent gift."

Regina flushed and trembled with pleasure. Hitherto her art had given
her intense joy as she recognised the worth in her creations. But now
she felt that intenser joy of bringing it forward to another and
seeing its effect on him, for the first time. The praise that we know
ourselves is true! What a delight it brings with it. That this man whom
she so admired and longed to please should be interested in her work,
surprised at its excellence, made her heart beat and her eyes dance.

Everest was greatly interested. An artist himself, he saw directly the
difficulties of the subjects she had chosen, and the talent that was
necessary to overcome them as she had done. He picked up first one and
then another, looking at them from a distance to see the general effect
and examining them closely to consider the workmanship, and the girl
sat silent, watching him, as he handled her sacred work that was so
dear to her and that had never been before any eyes for judgment until
now. Her sisters and mother knew that she painted, and had seen her
work occasionally in her room, but knowing and caring nothing about
such things they had not heeded it.

Now she sat absorbed, watching him and the beautifully coloured work
glowing in his hands.

"They are all wonderfully done. As you have had no lessons, and never
been taught, it simply means you have a great genius for it," he said,
laying down the last sheet and looking over to where she sat, a sweet
picture herself in her white dinner dress, gazing so earnestly at him
with her lustrous eyes, her rose-hued face supported on her hand, her
milky, dimpled elbow leaning on the chair arm.

"I am so glad," she said softly. "I hoped it might be so, for when I go
to Exeter and see exhibitions of painting there, and the things they
sell in the shops, somehow I feel that mine are--well, different."

"They are quite different, and very much better than the ordinary
water-colour--this is a most difficult subject, and perfectly done." He
lifted a painting of the enchanted garden. All across the foreground
waved boldly the mass of wild flowering tamarisk; admirably thrown
back, the garden and its wealth of roses was seen behind and beyond,
far off across the hazy blue of the sea burned the sunset sky in
softest crimson.

"I should like to have that in my gloomy London rooms."

"Would you really?" she answered, all her face glowing. "Do then accept
it. I am so proud and honoured and delighted. Do, please, choose any
one you like, or more than one. They would all be yours if you wished
it."

"This one appeals to me specially, and I shall never part with it,
because it is the scene of our first kiss," Everest said, in a low
tone, and rose with the picture in his hand to make space for it on the
mantelpiece. As he did so he took a velvet case from before the glass
and laid it on the table. It was just by Regina, and she glanced at it.

"What a beautiful face," she said, as the miniature of a girl's head
with a delicate, cameo-like profile met her eyes.

"That? Yes; it's my cousin. She is considered very pretty," answered
Everest from the mantelpiece; where he was installing her painting.

A little chill came over Regina as she looked; the cold, perfect face
seemed to hold her gaze. His cousin's! Her portrait here! Suddenly his
life, his far-off existence that was all so vague to her, had put out a
hand and claimed him.

She sat silent, and Everest turned from the hearth, closed the frame
and laid it on a side-table. Regina's painting now sat enthroned before
the glass. The whole room was bright with pictures. Windows seemed open
everywhere in the walls through which one saw vivid skies and seas and
waving trees. They spoke about them all in turn; two artists together
with fresh work to view will sit and talk all night over it if left
undisturbed.

It struck twelve by her sister's silver clock on his table, before
either of them noticed how the time had gone.

She sprang up from her chair and gathered the paintings together.

"How wrong of me to stay so late! And you came here to get well and
keep early hours; I am so sorry."

She was going, and Everest rose from his seat and saw her flushed with
excitement and pleasure, a joyous, shining vision in the lamplight. The
colour came suddenly to his own face, the dark eyes lit up, he made a
movement towards her.

"Regina, one good-night kiss."

She looked back at him standing under the light. Just behind him, near
the closed panels of the door into his room, over his shoulder she
saw the open casement standing wide to the mysterious, all-sheltering
night. She hesitated, and suddenly Everest turned aside.

"No, it is better not; you are my guest this evening. Good-night, my
sweet."

Regina backed towards the door and softly, silently vanished through
it. With flying, noiseless feet she ran up the stairs to her own room
and there, laying the paper sheets on the bed, threw herself on her
knees beside it with her head on her outstretched arms.




CHAPTER III

THE GIFT


For some days Everest and Regina had no opportunity of meeting in the
enchanted garden. The family had the idea that their guest was to be
entertained and amused, and set themselves to their self-imposed task
with commendable thoroughness. He was driven out to afternoon teas,
escorted to flower-shows, taken to garden-parties; lawn-tennis was
arranged for the morning; rides in the wood or motorboat excursions
on the sea for the afternoon; and though Regina took no part in a
great many of these various diversions, still the same roof was
sheltering them both, they saw each other constantly, and almost always
at breakfast the conversation was entirely theirs. In this way the
passion between them grew and grew; all the more steadfastly as it was
impossible for them to gratify their strenuous wish to be alone in each
other's society, to know the joy again--the "divine joy," as Plato
describes it, "of the kiss and the touch."

Regina grew to admire him more and more as their talks together
revealed his views and opinions; his wonder at the logical clearness
of her mind, the extent of her reading, the leaping quickness of her
intellect, increased with each day, and as his passions had always a
large share of mentality in them this brilliance of her brain attracted
him as much as her soft colour or her waving hair. Every day as she
talked with him across the breakfast-table, or listened to him, with
wide, interested, reverent eyes, he longed to press those bright lips
and draw the dear clever head down on his shoulder.

At last, after some days of unintermittent social gaiety, he said to
the Rector, when they were alone: "Look here, John, I don't want you to
exert yourself to provide these sorts of amusements for me. I can have
all this in town. You know I came here to rest and be quiet and get rid
of the fever. I like it best when I can just stroll about in the woods
and have nothing to do."

"You're perfectly free to do just what suits you best," returned the
Rector, "don't let anyone worry you. The girls are going to some
garden-party this afternoon, I believe, but don't let them drag you
there if you don't care about it."

"I think I will really stay away this time," Everest answered. "I
should like to stroll somewhere in the country this afternoon and so
get some exercise."

It fell out accordingly that the feminine portion of the family,
exclusive of the youngest daughter, drove away to the garden-party
after luncheon, the Rector went to the village to inspect his schools
and Everest was left alone to walk down to the sea, to the enchanted
garden, to Regina.

She was there waiting for him under the blossom-laden trees, in
her prettiest of pale green dresses, and without any speech at all
they rushed into each other's arms, and kissed, driven by a wild
instinctive, self-preservative longing to make an exchange of that
electricity, that had been stored up in each of them for many days,
increasing every hour, and, since it was denied any outlet, burning
into their own heart and brain, and consuming their vitality.

Those sweet, glad kisses restored the balance of electricity between
them and seemed to fill them with new life and energy. It was such a
lovely day, where should they go, what should they do? And when Everest
suggested walking somewhere, the girl was ready with ideas and plans,
like an orderly laying the new route before the colonel.

"Let us walk if you like along the sands to the next village. There is
a dear little inn in the bay where we can have tea and then come round
by the wood home. Would you like that?" she asked, gazing up to his
handsome face, the skin of which looked so cool and clear in the green
light of the garden--green light which intensified the darkness of his
eyes in their downward gaze upon her.

"Very much," he answered simply; and so they started, descending from
the garden by a little gate in the porphyry balustrade, and a steep
flight of steps to the hard glistening sands, to walk to Heddington,
a small sunlit village lying far back in the bay. That walk, how it
remained always in the girl's memory!--that happy walk along those
glittering sands, at the border of the purple sea. How her dancing feet
carried her along beside him! She felt so joyously conscious of her
youth and health. She knew that the sloping sunbeams turned her hair
into gold beneath her straw hat, that the purple of the sea and the
blue of the sky got into her eyes, and that he was pleased with her
as his gaze met hers. And their talk; what a splendid thing it was;
its newness, its range over so many themes delighted her. The talk of
Stossop always stayed in Stossop, and wearied the girl to death by its
inane repetitions, but their talk wandered all over the world and took
them with it and up and down the centuries from Palæolithic times, and
sometimes it called up visions of Indian coral and they almost looked
to see it in the Devon sea, and sometimes it made a distant group of
black rocks seem like an ancient caveman fighting a bear. And yet
it was all so light and laughter-filled, with none of the pedagogic
solemnity of the half-educated person, trying to show the half of him
that knows and keep concealed the half which is ignorant.

Everest never talked like a schoolmaster, but as an artist--in
pictures; and Regina had nothing of the schoolmistress in her, only
that true, deep thirst for knowledge, that had carried her down into
the depths of the heaviest learning and from which she had emerged, her
brain brilliant and shining, her language full of beauty and supple and
keen.

To both, the moments seemed to race by like a golden stream. They
hardly seemed to have left the red steps of the garden before they
found themselves at Heddington, and Everest ordered tea for them to be
brought out on the creeper-covered terrace, that hung over the shining
sea.

When they first turned the angle of rock, and came into the small,
white-sanded bay and saw the inn just in front of them, in its bridal
veil of white roses, the girl sighed and stayed still.

"Oh, I am so sorry to think our walk is over!"

Everest came close to her, slipped his hand through her arm and pressed
it.

"Why should you be sorry, darling?" he asked. "We are not going to part
here. We shall still be together."

There was a tender accent, a stress of deep feeling in his voice. Her
eyes looked up to his face, her breath came and went quickly. She was
not to be sorry--and he was not--because they were still together.

So the great fact was voiced between them, and they became aware of the
pressing desire, the colossal wish, beside which everything else became
insignificant, the wild, passionate longing in each--to be together.

"I know," she said falteringly, after a pause, "but I am so sorry to
think that half the time is gone. We are that much nearer to it being
over," and from that minute she felt inclined to catch at each moment
going by; all of them were wonderful, precious moments, and they shone
in her memory afterwards, like golden stars, in the dark nights of her
future.

The moment when they entered the cramped dark hall of the inn, where
a mysterious blue light reigned, owing to the blue paper covering the
glass of the end window, and giving effectively, yet economically, the
idea of a stained-glass casement. This blue light, in its novelty,
called fresh pleasure to her mind, as she saw the reflection of her own
face in the hall mirror float mistily and lily-like in it.

The moment when, emerging on the terrace, they sat down under the
canopy of rose, looking out towards the sea, now calm, only slightly
tremulous, all pink and silver in the quiet bay, and she heard
Everest ordering tea for them, with every luxury imaginable added
for her, she knew for her, since he rarely took cakes and chocolates
and strawberries and cream; and the moment when they sat silent and
very near together, looking at each other over the empty tea-cups, and
drinking in the peace and sweetness, the calm of all about them.

What a pity to have to go back to the Rectory. Overhead a little
window, embowered in roses, looked out upon the sea. That window
belonged to a room that the voluble innkeeper had offered Everest if
they wanted to stay the night. What a pity that they couldn't stay at
the little inn and sit side by side on its terrace, looking out to a
pink and silver distance for ever and ever! Such thoughts were in their
minds, equally in the man's as in the girl's; with such little simple
pleasures does cunning Nature amuse her cleverest children, for these
little things, these tiny golden seconds, are bridges leading over to
the great, the greatest things in life.

And the walk back inland, through the great green woods, was a rapture
too, though pierced by pain, as each step brought them nearer home.

Their talk went on, bright, inspiring talk, never personal, never
petty, but always on the wide, open fields, in the broad plains of
thought and intellect; for these two were absolutely alike in their
abhorrence of the common and the commonplace, the mean, the small and
the trivial, and they were also very singularly akin in all emotions
and modes of thought, in their estimation of man, in their view of him
as the blot upon creation, as Nature's mistake, in their estimation
of his rapacity and cruelty, his infinite littleness and stupidity.
They were alike too in their love for the animal world, for all the
gracious, sweet and lovely lives about us on this earth, that man, in
his stupendous imbecility, dares to say were created for him to trample
upon.

In this connection, the girl asked him suddenly if it were true that
he had shot much in Africa, and Everest replied: "I used to shoot a
good deal, but I never liked it, except as an exhibition of skill, and
as one gets older one sees more and more into the horror of taking
innocent and beautiful lives for one's own amusement." And Regina loved
him more than ever for this speech.

Their minds in their kinship were like two eagles, that, flying from
different quarters, had suddenly met and, happy in companionship, after
lonely travel, soared upwards to the blue zenith together.

The difference in age was hardly perceptible between them. Everest had
been at eighteen just like Regina now, and Regina at forty-six would be
like Everest now, and so they met and talked on equal ground, as a man
soliloquises with himself.

Everest did not seek to kiss her until they came to the border of the
home copse where they must part. There he drew her into a close, long
embrace and she threw her arms about his neck and kissed him back as
she had not ventured to do till now--their talk had drawn them so near
to each other. Then white and breathless she ran from him through the
mossy copse and so home and upstairs, and Everest later slowly crossed
the lawn to the Rectory and his own rooms, entering by the long French
windows.

For many days after this, they met in the enchanted garden, and Regina
lived in paradise.

Everest was supposed to need exercise, and every afternoon took a walk
to the sea unaccompanied. The two elder girls were not good walkers
enough to be able to go with him, and after a hint from their father
forbore to press their own or other society upon him, but, as he spent
the entire morning and evening in their company, left him undisturbed
in the afternoon, to sleep if he felt touches of fever returning on
him, or to walk where the fancy took him.

Though they did not know it, it always took him to the Chalet and
its garden. Every day the girl in her new-found emotions, in her joy
and pride and innocent happiness, grew more lovely. Her eyes shone
more brightly, her skin grew more exquisitely transparent; but it was
not the same with Everest; the sense of the Future gripped him too
strongly, and sleepless, troubled nights brought back the fever. Daily
his cheek grew paler, and except when talking, or under the influence
of some emotion, his face did not have the same animation, nor his eyes
the same brilliance, as when he came.

One afternoon when they met in the garden she saw at once that
something was oppressing him. His face was white, and the usually calm
lines of the brows were contracted with pain.

"My darling, I cannot stay here," he said, after their first long kiss.
"You must not ask me, sweetest one. It is killing me, and it is too
dangerous for you. This garden seems to alter everything.... When I am
here, I forget the world of men outside, in which, after all, vile as
it is, we have to live. I must go, Regina, before it is too late."

"It is too late," she answered, in a low voice. "Oh, Everest, if you
knew what I shall feel when you go. It is so dreadful, so impossible,
to give you up.... All the rest of my life must be wretched.... I have
only this time, these wonderful days, while you are here, to be happy
in.... Don't shorten them. Stay with me a little longer...!"

And in the still magic shade of the garden, Everest promised to stay,
because it seemed to him, too, that it was impossible to leave her, and
all the world, the hateful, ridiculous, jarring world, seemed far away,
non-existent, under those fragrant roses, where the nightingales sang
and Nature held full sway.

But that same night, at home, in his room, the idea came again very
sharply before him that his duty was either to go away or to offer to
marry Regina.

It was treacherous, cruel, dishonourable to stay any longer, unless he
did that; he had stayed too long as it was, he knew; but that was done
now. He could not help it, all he could do was to go at once, before
things were still worse. Mechanically, he began to put a few things
together that he always packed himself. Then he stopped, and sat down
again. Suppose he just followed his own desires, and did not trouble
about anything else?... Suppose he married Regina, and gave himself up
to golden weeks of wandering with her?... There was no reason why he
should not. He was free to marry if he chose. But the permanence of it,
the insane laws of the thing frightened him, as it had done all his
life.

He sat silent, looking down at the floor, thinking deeply; everything
grows so much more complicated and difficult to decide as one grows
older. One loses that saving narrowness of view that, in youth,
prevents one from seeing more of a project than the side presented
to one, and so simplifies one's course of conduct. In youth, too,
everything seems so permanent; that clears away another difficulty.
In love matters it makes everything remarkably easy.... We love, and
our passion is certain to last for ever and ever. Then, it is fairly
easy to arrange for it. But as we grow older we see that nothing is
permanent. Everything is moving, shifting, changing, and the whole
difficulty of man arises from the fact that he will shut his eyes to
this universal truth. He makes institutions and laws, which would
only be good and serviceable if our emotions, our passions, ourselves
were lasting and changeless instead of being the victims of constant
metamorphoses, and consequently man's life is a perpetual and fruitless
struggle to adapt these solid, permanent and unelastic inventions to
the restless varying of his life and his being.

Thus do we bid him build the solid rock house of marriage--where?--upon
the shifting sands of his passions and emotions.

Can we expect it to be a success?

Everest knew that he loved Regina now, that he passionately longed for
and desired her; and the feeling seemed so strong, so deeply rooted
that it might well last for the traditional "ever." ... But experience
told him that, of the many, many passions and loves he had felt before,
all had varied, and shifted, and changed, and in due course, from one
ailment or another, languished, sickened and died.

And on their death he had been free. But in this case he was
considering, when they died, he would be enveloped, shackled in the
chains of marriage! He thought of all his married friends.... There was
not one who did not envy him his freedom, and yet most of them must
have felt at some time that same stress of emotion for their wives as
he felt for Regina now. He sprang to his feet suddenly.

"No! No! I will not be so foolish as to be led into it! In town, in a
few weeks, I may have forgotten her altogether."

He recommenced collecting his letters and papers with feverish vigour.
He knew he must go, and he would do so the day after to-morrow. His
resolve was quite genuine, and he looked out the up-trains himself in
Miss Marlow's ready laid hand-book, and packed his writing-case and
small trunks.

But Nature, who doesn't mind in the least about marriage, but is very
keen on carrying out those matters which really concern her, is not to
be put off by a human being just packing his suit-case.

The following afternoon, when Everest started from the Rectory for his
walk seawards, as he left the grounds, he met the curate coming up from
the village, and as he greeted him the young man joined him.

"I'm going to visit a parishioner who lives in a little cottage on the
beach. Are you going that way? If so, we might walk down together."

Everest assented pleasantly, though on that particular day no man's
company was particularly welcome to him. His whole excitable nature was
now strung up to one painful and horrible duty: the wrenching himself
away from a woman that he loved with certainly the best and highest
passion he had ever felt in his life. His blood seemed all on fire,
and running the wrong way in his veins; his teeth seemed on edge; all
his nerves shaken. But he showed none of this: he looked to the curate
singularly calm, quiet and self-possessed.

For a few minutes they spoke on indifferent subjects, and then the
young man said suddenly:

"You are making quite a long stay in Devon?"

There was a sort of questioning note in his voice, and Everest, not
having spoken to anyone yet of his resolved departure, merely answered:

"Yes; it is very lovely here."

There was a silence, in which Everest felt sure the curate was
gathering strength to address him on some subject of special import,
and his mind went immediately to village schools, the poor and
subscriptions, but, to his amaze, when the curate spoke, it was
of--Regina!

"I expect you have great opportunities of talking with her, have you
not?"

To which Everest replied frankly, wondering what was coming:

"Yes, we have talked a great deal."

"Has she ever," the curate coughed nervously, "told you about me?" he
said at last.

Everest's surprise grew.

"Not beyond mentioning your name and your services to her father, I
think," he answered.

"She never mentioned, I suppose, that I ... I was anxious ... I
proposed to marry her?"

"No; certainly not. I never heard it," returned Everest promptly and
emphatically.

A wave of hot emotion, he could not tell exactly of what kind, but
certainly surprise and anger mixed in it, came over him as he heard
another man speak of Regina, and reveal his attitude towards her, speak
of marriage with her! She was his ... his ... his.... How dare the
curate talk of her!... She was wholly Everest's, his own property. She
belonged solely, utterly to him, and then the memory came: he was going
to leave her, _he_ was going away, he was leaving her to herself, to
Stossop, to the people here, to this ... curate!

In a whirl of anger he heard the next words:

"She refused me," uttered the young man faintly. "You see," he
continued, "she is so very young, I think perhaps she hardly knows her
own mind, and I, of course, have no chance of being very much with her
or pleading my cause. I thought it was just possible, since you are
with her so much, you could put in a word for me. A girl is so much
influenced sometimes by what an older man says. He has the weight of a
father, and yet more than the influence of a father, because he comes
from the outside. He's a stranger. Regina would listen, I think, to all
you said.... I want her to consider things a little, to consider how
lonely a woman's life is, unmarried...."

The curate's voice went on, but Everest lost what he was saying in the
angry maze and swirl of his own thoughts.

So this was what he was driving at! It was not flannel clubs, nor coal
tickets, nor choir classes now; it was not subscriptions this time. He
was being asked to persuade Regina--his Regina--to marry another man,
this man--this limited, narrow-minded, microscopic curate!

Then he became aware that the man was talking of Regina herself,
telling him how wonderful she was, so unlike the other sisters, so
unlike anyone he had ever known, and drawn on by Everest's quiet,
apparently sympathetic attention he began to dilate on his own love for
her, his ardent desire for her happiness.

"And do you think a girl like Regina Marlow would be happy as a
clergyman's wife?" interrupted Everest mildly.

Inwardly he was furious at the tone of proprietorship that
unconsciously crept into the curate's voice.

"I think she would when she had settled down," he answered. "I know
she is very original, and has all sorts of fancies, now, but that soon
disappears. When once a girl is married, and face to face with her
duties in life, her children, her home, her regular employment steady
and settle her."

A silent rage consumed Everest as he heard this speech, delivered
in the rather pompous tones that the curate, without meaning to be
offensive, generally slipped into.

That morning, when he had been thinking of that alternative to his
going--marrying Regina--deep in his heart had been the idea of
children. Never before in his life had he met a woman by whom he
would so gladly have had sons as by her. It was just that steel-like
sharpness of the brain, that clear, unclouded intellect, that swiftness
of motion, that agility of limb, that vital force of energy in body
and mind, that he would like to see in his sons--if he had them. That
soul of a lioness, that frank, brave, upright nature she had revealed
to him, is not a very modern type. It reminded him more of the old
Roman spirit that lived in Regulus and Lucretia, and this thought had
swayed him very near indeed to the idea of marriage. Only again, to his
sensitive, comprehensive brain, the thought of maternity brought the
idea of sacrifice, and it showed how deeply really his love for the
woman had gone, that he shrank from anything which would involve her
in suffering and danger. He felt he could not bear the thought of this
gay, beautiful, radiant creature, risking, and perhaps giving up, her
life, so full of powers for artistic creation, for his sake, through
the gratification of his passion in bearing children to satisfy his
ambitions.

And this had carried his mind away again from marriage; it made the
matter more complex still. If he married, it was essential for his
property that his wife should have children, but he saw suddenly now,
and for the first time, what an ordeal loomed before him in giving over
a woman, whom he loved as much as he loved Regina, to suffering and to
danger.

Perhaps the ancient Greeks were influenced by this same feeling when
they married women merely to have and rear their children, while giving
their love and devotion and life companionship to others.

And now, here, when he, Everest, whom the girl loved, and who had such
great compensations to give in return for all he asked from a woman,
hesitated and contemplated the extreme of sacrifice, that this sacred
life might be left undisturbed, while he was planning to leave her, to
tear himself from her, for her sake, this wretched man at his side was
quietly talking of her duties, the tasks she was to be forced into,
the quiet, humdrum, irksome life she was to be bound to, the risks
of maternity she was to face, to gratify him, that he might enjoy to
the full this lovely flower, which Everest held too sacred to gather
himself! It was no use to leave her! If he did, this man, or some other
like him, would force her into an odious existence, such as was here
sketched out.

His heart seemed to swell with fury, as he thought of it, dark mists of
rage rose over his brain, darkening his mental vision.

"I am sure I shall win her in time," the voice went on at his side.
"All that is wanted is persistence, determination.... That young
Markham, who shot himself in London, it was a wrong thing to do, of
course--and so foolish! If he had come back here, and persisted, he
might have won her, just as I firmly believe I shall win her."

And in answer to a question of Everest's, he was taken through the
history of Regina's refusal to Markham, and the tragedy which followed,
and the other histories of the refusals, and all this talk went to
Everest's brain like corroding fire. It awoke and inflamed all that
selfishness of his love which, with Regina, and for her sake, he had
kept suppressed, and controlled. It rose up now to its full power and
fought with his reason. It filled him with rage. He longed to take the
curate up by his neck, and throw him over the hedge.

At last the waving trees of the garden came in sight, and he was now
all impatience to get away from him, but he felt bound to accompany him
to the cottage, and see the door shut upon him, before turning to the
garden.

"A clergyman wants a wife for all this sort of thing," the latter
remarked plaintively, as they neared the dirty little hovel on the
beach; "these people must be visited, especially when they are sick,
and it's a woman's work: it takes too much of a man's time."

Everest ground his teeth silently. He would not trust himself to speak.
Another moment, and they were at the door.

A filthy woman, followed by a crowd of still filthier children, opened
it. The sound of coughing and a baby crying came from the dark interior.

"You won't come in?" said the curate.

Everest declined, the curate disappeared, and the door was shut.

Feeling mad, like one who has drunk vitriolised brandy, his nerves
exasperated and his control all gone, Everest turned and walked back
rapidly towards the garden, with the swift, eager step of the thirsting
wolf scenting water. He came to the gate and laid his hand on it. It
was locked. He called her name. There was no answer. Each little thing,
each resistance made his anger mount higher, augmented the state of
turmoil he was in. He drew back a little from the gate, then jumped
over it, feeling he could have leapt over one a hundred times higher,
and began to scour the silent, scented ways of the garden.

The birds called over his head, the fragrance came in clouds to meet
him, he noticed nothing.

Suddenly, as his quick feet carried him down one of the darkest rose
alleys, he came upon Regina. She was asleep on a little bank, in the
deep shade, almost invisible under the drooping boughs of a laburnum,
that poured its golden treasure to the ground.

With a single step he was beside her, he had caught her into his arms.
She awoke to find herself clasped to his breast, her face being covered
with wild, fierce kisses.

"You are mine. You cannot and shall not belong to anyone else ...!"

The garden held them--that magic garden that waved and bloomed in
quiet peace, far from the riot of the hard and noisy world. Far more
beautiful than any cathedral's were its green and shaded aisles; more
beautiful than the anthem's roll its exquisite melody of rejoicing
birds; more sweet its perfume than incense, and Nature breathed over
her children there a greater blessing than man can ever give.


Three hours later Everest came back to the Rectory; he went straight
up to his room, turned the key in his door, and threw himself face
downwards on his bed.

He knew he ought to feel regret, to wish his action undone, to feel
fear of future ill, but he could not; still less was any sense of
reaction, of revolt, familiar to him in similar situations, near him
now.

From head to foot, one great pulse of elation, satisfaction, joy and
triumph beat through him. She was his, and those moments had been
his--moments unequalled before in all his life of varied success with
women. He recalled the scene with wondering ecstasy: the beauty of the
garden, the transfigured face of the girl, the pure, unclouded rapture
of those lustrous eyes, as she yielded to his arms, the radiant glory
of all the air about them, its intoxicating, fragrant stillness. Was
the garden really enchanted, as she called it. What was she, this girl?
Was she a goddess who had descended to his embrace? In the proud joy of
her self-surrender, in the ecstatic passion of her kiss, in the glamour
of poetry and beauty she threw over every action which with other women
was so commonplace, she seemed to be.

Of their act she had made a thing akin with beauty, with radiance, with
light, and he could only feel glorified, as he saw she did.

Innocently, grandly, full of a fervent delight in him as she had in
beauty, she had given herself to him, as Venus might have given herself
to Anchises; he could think of no other simile.

And to the tender love he had felt invade his soul for her in those
after moments which to some are so bitter, he could find no parallel in
all his former existence.

His one desire was to hold her again in his arms, though he had so
lately left her, to feel the tender bosom strain against his, to gaze
into the wonderful light and fire of those eyes.

This ecstatic state, this empire of mere nature, which knows nothing of
convention, nor the ways and laws of the world, over him; this delight
of the senses, the afterglow, as it were, of passion, remained with
him all the night, and then with the white light of the dawn came a
horrible sense of dismay.

What had he done? He had allowed the torrent of his own wishes,
his own desire, to sweep him over the brink of disaster, and he had
dragged this innocent, loving creature with him. Some men, in similar
circumstances, blame the woman; Everest only cursed himself, as he
sprang from his bed to face the coming day.

This bright, young life, so full of wonderful talent, this beautiful,
fresh flower, only just opened to the sunlight of life, he had
sacrificed to himself, to his passion and pleasure of an hour. It
seemed incredible to him, as he thought of it, that he could have been
so selfish, so weak, so vile.

What was there in that maddening garden that stole away all sense of
the outside world, and seemed to whisper that man was not the trained
puppet of the wretched, artificial sphere he has created, but the free,
natural, joyous creature Nature intended him to be?

Man must always remember that _he is_ a puppet, and a slave, and that
the laws of Nature now exist no longer for him. He in his blindness has
made other and contrary laws, which he has to obey.

Regina? What of her? What of this waking hour for her? She had not
appeared at dinner the previous night. He had not seen her since
leaving her in the garden. Was she suffering as he was? He longed to
see her, to speak to her.... Were those glorious eyes clouded by tears?
Was that sweet, smiling face convulsed in misery? It was like iron
twisting in his heart to think of it.

He felt as if he had taken a swift, joyous swallow, just rising to the
sun, and broken both its wings, and thrown it to the ground, to die.
He loathed himself.

He dressed rapidly, made himself some tea with his own lamp, and then
sat down by the window, thinking. The girl was just above him; if he
could only go to her, see her, find out what she was thinking, feeling.

Other episodes with women had affected him differently. In nearly all
it had been possible to compensate the woman in some way, or else she
was in some invulnerable position of safety, where their deeds would
not react upon her. But Regina? He foresaw every possible kind of
suffering for her in the future, and no reparation could be offered
her--except--marriage....

Yes, the thought came whirling into his disordered brain with stunning
force. He had the power to change everything for her. If she were in
tears, he could dry them instantly; if her heart was beating with fear,
he could allay all its terror. He could not undo what he had done, but
he could go farther and, as far as she was concerned, give her complete
protection and happiness. As he thought of her, as she had been last
evening, in the soft shades of the garden, as her image came before
him, radiant, inspiring, irresistible, in those moments of ecstasy, he
thought he would do that. It was not what he had thought of, wished or
desired, when he had come there; but neither was this. To enter his
friend's home welcomed by all, and then to steal the fairest ornament
there, to leave misery and wretchedness where he had found joyous
innocence, unquestioning love and trust....

No, he could not do this. A sense of being dishonoured, if he did, came
over him. Never in his life yet had he done a mean or cruel action, and
somehow, looked at in all its lights, this seemed to be both.

Well, he would do that; he would give up all other views and thoughts
for his future, and he would marry Regina.

This resolve came rolling into his mind on the flood-tide of his
troubled thoughts, and found a harbour there.

It was easier for it to do so, because of the very real passion he had
for her. Of all the women he had known, none had given him a greater
joy than she had, and the idea of possessing her, and her love and
youth, and all her passionate impulses, chaining them to himself only,
had its seduction.

Everest had reached the meridian of his years, and already, through the
green woods of his life, was stealing the cold whisper of the coming
winter of age, but with Regina he forgot it; she seemed to enwrap him
in her eighteen years, to hold the cup of elixir of eternal youth
to his lips. With her warm arms about him, her fresh, joyful heart
beating on his, it seemed the spring of life must always stay with
him. He could not part with her, he would keep her, and know again and
again with her those happy hours that were worth all the world could
give. Full of the new determination, he rose, and going over to the
mantelpiece he closed the open velvet case that contained the perfect
face, the delicate, cameo-like features of his cousin, and laid it away
amongst other cases, books and papers. That idea was over; that matter
was of the past.

He found his writing materials and wrote a few lines to Regina.

He did not see her till she came in at the last moment before luncheon,
and took her place at the table. He felt afraid to look much at her,
lest his eyes should in any way betray him to the others, but one
glance at her face told him that she looked pale, and as if she had not
slept much the previous night.

Time seemed a blank until the hour arrived when he could start for his
afternoon walk, and then he hastened his steps as much as possible,
dreading some interruption, some hindrance to seeing her. He felt he
could not exist longer, unless he could have speech with her. When he
came in sight of the garden he saw the door stood open, and beyond
it, against the deep green within, her white lace dress was visible.
He hurried forward, and in another moment the gate was shut upon them
and their embrace. She had come to meet him. She was not, as he had
tortured himself by imagining, tear-stained, broken and drooping, full
of sadness and reproaches. She was smiling, fresh, radiant, as usual,
with her face full now of rose and pearl, lifted to his, and her soft
arms tightly twined round his neck.

They walked a few steps farther, into the deepest recesses of the
place, and he told her all he had suffered, and how he hated himself
for his selfishness, and how his only thought now was to efface it all
from her mind by their marriage as soon as possible.

"I think we will go up to town together, and we will marry there. What
do you say?"

His face was very pale as he spoke the decisive words--words that
had never passed his lips to any woman before, and that he had
always thought vaguely he would say some day in such different
circumstances--circumstances where they would mean linking himself to
brilliant, worldly prospects, to landed possessions, to high lineage,
to a family old as his own; and now they were being said to this simple
girl, who had none of these, and not even that surprising beauty which
sometimes outweighs them all.

She had conquered him where other women all his life long had tried and
tried in vain. Why was it? Unless this ground on which they walked were
indeed enchanted. As is the case with so many men, love and marriage
stood widely separated in his mind. Love was a wonderful, passionate
pleasure, which had been his companion all his life. Marriage was a
stupid business arrangement, that he might have to make some time,
because certain practical advantages went with it.

He had immense property to leave behind him, and as he entertained the
usual family dislike of all his brothers and sisters, he would have
preferred to have a legitimate son to whom it would go, but it had been
urged upon him, ever since he could remember, that to marry was "his
duty," and as he had always found the "duties" discovered for him by
others were extremely disagreeable, he had come naturally to have a
very real distaste for it. No one had suggested to him that marriage
meant, or could or ought to mean, pleasure.

Pleasure and sin were always jumbled together, and held before his
eyes, through his childhood and youth, in his severe Scottish home, and
marriage was associated with duty, with constraint, with bondage, with
monetary considerations, and nothing else; with everything that he most
hated.

And the result of this training had been far from what his stern
family would have wished. The Oriental youth, who leads a cleaner
life than English youths, and is a stranger to dissipation, is taught
differently. Marriage to him is not represented as a holy penance,
involving renunciation and sacrifice, but as the only gate to supreme
delight. In all Eastern languages the word for marriage is identical
with the word for pleasure.

Does it not seem a wiser method?

So that, considering his upbringing, it was no wonder that Everest's
face paled and his heart sank as he pronounced the dismal word "marry,"
which had always seemed to him to mean the end of everything, the
termination of freedom, the finishing of pleasure, the dismissal of
love, only to be compensated for by great worldly gain. And here there
was no gain. His feet had somehow got entangled in the horrid mesh at
last. Yet, as he glanced at the girl beside him, so bright, with her
springing step, her rose-like face and her wide, innocent eyes, he
could not feel that she had spread it for him, as others had done in
vain. No, he had courted disaster, and himself pulled it down upon his
head.

Regina stopped in her walk, and looked up at him.

What loveliness in those blue eyes, full of the sky and heaven's own
light.

"No, Everest, I am not going to marry you."

The man could never recall exactly what his feelings were as he heard
her. Amaze was certainly the first, then a sort of relief, then
disappointment, and then, so strange is humanity, a nascent desire that
they _should_ marry after all.

"But, my darling, why not?"

"Because you don't really wish it; you ask me because you think it
is your duty, after what has happened. But I have given you my love
and myself as free gifts, not at a price that you must pay. I have no
price. No one can buy me, either by marriage or anything else. Most
women have; the women of the town bargain for so many shillings before
they give themselves; the women of our class bargain for marriage and
settlements, for a home, for fixed income, for the chained servitude
to them, for all his life, of the man they say they love; but I feel
differently, Everest." And she turned to him suddenly, stopping under
the branch of the swaying palm; her eyes were alight, her form seemed
to expand and heighten, red shafts of the sunlight sought out her
hair and rested there, crowning her with light. "I have _given_ you
what I have given. There is _nothing_ I want from you. I have given
you myself, and you have given me passion and intense, overwhelming
happiness. I do not want, and I will not accept, anything more."

Everest looked back at her and could not take his eyes away. As in the
first hour of their passion, she seemed less to him like a woman than
a goddess, an immortal. To talk of worldly things to her, to think of
them in her presence, seemed suddenly absurd. In his own room, while
thinking of her, she had seemed a helpless girl, whom he had injured,
and was bound in honour to protect. Face to face with her now, in the
garden, she seemed an all-powerful divinity, who had bestowed upon him
gifts that had no earthly price. The vivid sky above them enveloped
her with light, turning her white clothing into gold, and her fair
hair into flame, the red glow of it fell across the smooth pallor of
her face and shone in the wide-open eyes, regarding him with proud,
fearless confidence.

He felt silenced, abashed, confused, with a still more violent passion
waking within him for her, now that she seemed to hold herself aloof
from him full of conscious power, self-reliant, seeking and asking
nothing from him. Like most men, Everest felt a sort of instinctive
intolerance of women who clung to him, pursued him. He was kind to
them, for that was his nature, but his own passion and desire began to
wane the moment its object seemed to be clinging dependently to him.
The wild spring towards liberty, the elastic rebound of the captive
in his arms, were what stirred the fiercest fires within him, nerved
him to the greatest efforts to hold her to him. Now, looking at the
passionate, beautiful form of the woman before him, and understanding
that she neither wished to curtail his freedom nor give up her own, he
really felt he would like to lead her to church, and there bind her to
him fast, by all the laws that man and God could devise. He advanced
towards her with one of those quick, easy movements that always wrapped
her in delight when she saw them, and brought the red deer of Exmoor to
her mind.

He took her arms above the elbows; through the muslin she was wearing
he could feel their soft firmness, their satin surface. How the touch
thrilled him, and her also! The electric shock of joy in the contact
was so great to them both that neither could speak or move for the
moment, but each stood motionless, gazing into the other's transfigured
face.

"But, Regina, I wish it! I want you to marry me!"

"Then you should have asked me before, when you first said you loved
me, and I would have consented, to obtain the joy of giving myself to
you. Now it is too much like paying a price, too much as if you felt
obliged to offer me some reparation, too much as if I had led you into
accepting gifts from me, knowing that you would feel bound in honour to
pay for them afterwards. Marriage was not in your mind when you came
here, not when you saw me, not when you desired me. You wished to go
away and I persuaded you to stay. Yes, but not to obtain anything from
you, Everest, only to give.... To give to you.... And, if you knew what
supreme delight you have given me, what these hours in this garden have
been to me, you would know there is no debt, no need for reparation....
If I have to pay with my life for them, which is quite possible, I am
ready to pay."

Everest drew her close up to his breast, and held her there tightly.

"My sweet, don't say such things. As long as I am in the world, nothing
shall ever hurt you. Say you will come up to town now, and marry me....
It will make me much happier."

He looked down on the radiant, light-crowned head pressed against
his breast and thought again of the mortal Anchises when the goddess
stooped to his kiss.

"Of course I will do anything you wish, if you continue to wish it, a
little later, but not now. You shall not feel that, like Medea, I have
thrown enchantment over you, and made you do what you never planned."

Everest was silent, lost in a maze of wondering thought. He saw he
had been right in his estimation of Regina. She had not the ordinary
modern mind, which measures everything by the standards of the world
and of convention. She chose to do what she thought was right, and
as it did not seem to her right to accept him she would not do so,
overwhelming as the advantage to herself would be, horrible in its
risks and dangers, its ruin, according to all worldly ideas, as her
position without it now was. She had, as he had thought, just the soul
of Regulus, who gave himself up to the Carthaginian tortures rather
than speak a few words of false advice to Rome. How he admired her,
loved her! He realised the greatness of her feelings towards him. She
had perfect, absolute trust in him, as she had shown from the first.
She was willing to pay the highest price herself for his love, and yet
shield him from paying in the smallest coin. How different, how utterly
different from all the women he had ever known! There was not one among
those who had not fought and scrambled and clutched for self-advantage,
self-gain--not one who, in spite of her love for him, would not have
willingly sacrificed him to herself.

Regina, like her name, had come to him from Latin times.

He put his arm round her, and they sat down together, very close,
sheltered by the laburnum, and the doves flew down, and walked, cooing,
on the velvet moss at their feet. They talked of their plans, and
Everest got her to promise this much, that if, when he had been away
from her some time, living his own life, amongst his own people, if he
then asked her again, perhaps she would consent to marry him.

"You see, my very dearest," she said, in that soft voice of hers, which
always stirred his senses, "if you still wish it we will do it, but, if
you do change, how much better for you not to have married me now!"

"And better for you too?" he asked.

"No, no, no! You know, just for myself, there would be nothing in the
world better for me than to marry you," she returned passionately.
"Everest, there is no need for me to tell you that, surely? You
must see how it all appears to me.... You are so wonderful, so
exceptional!... I feel you ought to have the very best and loveliest
woman who ever existed...."

"Have I not got her here?" returned Everest, with equal passion,
leaning over her, and kissing her on the mouth and eyes, so that she
could neither breathe nor see. "You try to make me the most conceited
man in the world, but I have sense enough left to know I am not half
worthy of you."

Regina yielded herself up to his caresses, nestling close against his
breast, her lips on the warm brown of his neck, above his collar.

"Listen," she whispered, "I want you to listen to me. I have just this
one quality that is good: I love you so intensely, so absorbingly, that
myself is nothing to me beside you. It is very difficult to put the
absolute extremes of emotion into words, but I love you so much that
when I think of you my own life, my own happiness means nothing to me,
beside yours. You must be happy, that's all that matters. Nothing
else is of any account at all. If I can in any way make you happy that
would be my greatest delight, as it has been already; but I am not sure
I should be really doing that by marrying you, and until I am sure, I
won't do it. I am after all only a country rector's daughter, without
any special birth, position or beauty.... No--hush," she said, putting
her hand over his mouth, as he tried to interrupt her. "I am only
beautiful just now, because I am young and in love with you--blazing
with love for you in every vein. That fire lights up my eyes and paints
my cheeks and lips, and makes me look beautiful, but that is your
gift," she interrupted herself passionately, kissing him on his black
hair, above the ear, "you have given me that beauty.... It is not the
stone-cut massive regularity that the world calls beauty, and so, when
your friends saw me as your wife they would say: 'Why has he married
her? He must have been trapped in some way--she is only this; she is
only that--she has no this, and no that,' and perhaps, after a time,
you might get to feel so too. And it would kill me, simply, nothing
else, to see you regretted marrying me. You came here as our guest,
and we all, as hosts, have a sacred duty towards you. I want you to go
away as absolutely free and untied as when you came, free to marry,
if you wish, some rich great, wonderful person, your equal, who has
magnificent beauty and everything else to offer you."

"Do you think that I could do that now, after yesterday? Marry another
woman and put her in the place that belongs to you? I feel now I shall
never care to take another woman in my arms again. You were so sweet to
me, so unquestioning, so trusting, and I acted so badly, I shall never
forgive myself! It is not you that tie me, my own action binds me."

Regina raised herself with a quick spring in his clasp.

"Whatever obligation there was, if there were any," she said in a low
tone, "is paid in full now by your offer and my refusal. Yesterday was
a gift to you, a gift, a gift, a gift," she repeated, with hot kisses
on his hand at each word, "just as I would give my life itself to you,
if you wanted it."

"There must be many days like yesterday, and you can give me something
else, which no other woman can, when we are married, for we will marry
whatever you say."

"What could I give you?" she asked, with a swift, eager note in her
voice.

"A son," returned Everest, kissing her questioning lips, "just like
yourself, all courage and fire, and strength, in body and mind. Would
you like that, my sweet?"

She clasped her arms tightly round his neck.

"Anything done for you would be my greatest, my supreme delight! Do you
wish for children, Everest?"

"No, not personally, but there is the property. I must have a
legitimate son or let it all go to my brother. I should hate to have a
weak, mindless, feeble child, which could never happen if Regina were
its mother! So if, when my visit here ends, I go away to Scotland for
some weeks, as I must do to look after my place, when I come back, you
will marry me, will you not?"

"If you wish it--yes," she murmured.

"The suffering, the sacrifices, the danger of maternity, that does not
frighten you?"

"No, I am not afraid of anything, Everest."

He looked into her eyes, and in their blue depths he saw that
cool, serene courage that he loved, that made his heart throb with
admiration, with some sentiment which it was new for him to feel for a
woman.

He wanted to tell her this, but he could not at the moment find words
in which to define and express it; so in silence he kissed her again,
where the sun darting through the leaves lighted up the pink down of
her cheek, and, as is the way with lovers, all their talk melted into
caresses, and their arguments became kisses, and every thought and
emotion were soon merged into mere overwhelming delight in each other.

The golden hours went by, and nothing came to disturb them in their
solitude until the evening light, a most gentle messenger, stole
through the blossoms in a rosy glow, warning them that they must part.

Everest rose after one last strenuous passionate embrace, and as she
saw him standing above her, his brilliant face flushed and smiling,
his dark eyes kindling with elation, she felt that this life had given
her her due, if it gave no more. When he had gone she lay still for a
little while longer in the shadow.

"I was right to refuse to marry him. I am sure I was right. If he loves
me he will still wish it. If not, it is I who will suffer, not he,
and he will know--he must know now--that I only care about him, that
I would die for his happiness," she thought vaguely, mistily, for
she was tired and would have liked to stay there, half waking, half
dreaming of him.

It was with a great effort that she got up a little later and walked
slowly back to the Rectory.

With dressing for dinner and appearing reasonably conversational at the
meal, Everest had not much time for quiet thought until late that night
when he was going to bed. Then, as his mind reverted to the afternoon,
the stupendous unselfishness of Regina's attitude came before him. If
a girl refused such a marriage with a man to whom she was indifferent,
the refusal would be remarkable for its negation of so much worldly
good; but for one filled with intense and passionate desire for the
man who offered it, such a refusal must need the most heroic courage,
the greatest steadfastness of purpose, the highest fortitude, the acme
of devotion. He sat in his room, absorbed in the contemplation of it,
unable to go to bed, unable to sleep, feeling compelled to study this
new light on a woman's love.

It was worth while conquering and winning and possessing a woman like
that. All his blood glowed within him as he thought of the greatness
of that character, the largeness and the splendour of that soul that
had yielded to his influence, that had submitted so unquestioningly to
him. He had been accustomed to view women somewhat as soft and pretty
kittens, liable to scratch and bite sometimes in their little tempers,
but, on the whole, caressable and lovable, charming to indulge and to
fondle; but he had often thought vaguely how differently he could feel
for another type, how glad he would be if a wild lioness, full of her
splendid strength and mettle and independence, sprang across his path
and became gentle and tame to him. Caressing a lioness he would like
much better than stroking a kitten. And this now had actually happened!
He knew that in Regina, under her soft and beautiful exterior, lay
just those same wild, brave impulses, that contempt for the dangers of
life, that enthusiasm for great things and emotions that burned within
himself. The realisation that now he had made this soul his own, that,
grand though it was, it now virtually knew no law except his will and
his pleasure, seemed to send waves of fire through his whole being.

When he at last went to bed that night, it was only to dream of her as
she had stood crowned with ruddy light in the garden.

The golden days of June slipped by swiftly, silently, vanishing into
the past like radiant dreams, and while the rest of the household,
in the sleepy, creeper-covered Rectory, led their ordinary, bovine
existence of feeding and sleeping, varied by their unbovine petty
quarrelling, these two at least lived a life of which every hour flew
off to Eternity on gilded, flame-coloured wings. When two such deep and
strong natures as Everest's and Regina's come together and mingle, the
education to each, the interchange and interplay of emotion and feeling
are very great. And as each lovely day of sunshine, or gentle silver
rain, or turbulent grey cloud wrought imperceptible changes in the
nature round them, added different notes to the nightingales' songs,
unclosed new roses and ripened fresh blossom on the lime and chestnuts,
ardently leading onward and upward to the glorious perfection of
midsummer, so did each day work mysteriously and enchantingly on
the passion and intimacy of these two, unfolding fresh impulses, new
thoughts, striking hidden chords, unveiling deep recesses.

This period for them was different in its gentle and subtle teaching,
in its gradual drawing away of the sacred veil that floats before
the face of passion, from the conventional honeymoon with its abrupt
and violent candour, its sudden wrenching down of all the delicate
curtains of mystery, of idealism, of poetical fancy which fall round
the shrine of love. In a honeymoon the two lovers are flung suddenly
into incessant contact, absolute isolation with each other, from which
they cannot escape, as one might push a couple of prisoners into a
cell. Every obstacle, every bar between them that has till now raised
their passion to divine heights is removed. Every duty, every work from
which either has been accustomed to receive moral stimulus and support,
is laid aside, every diversion, every amusement and occupation taken
away. Night and day, without change, without rest, they are thrust into
each other's arms. Is it surprising that when the moon is past so few
have anything but utter satiety to show for it?--that the wonderful
flame of love that lives on excitement, danger, privation, romance,
difficulties, should for ever be quenched and put out?--leaving the
travellers to wander on down the narrow lane of marriage without its
sparkling, radiant light to guide them in its dark places.

Everest and Regina could never meet except by the overcoming of
difficulties, by planning, by suffering, between periods of eager
waiting, and when they met the parting was never far off, the
possibility of discovery, of interruption always present. So the
wild pleasure of their first embrace lived in all the others, and
their passion for each other increased, as a fire blazes all the more
fiercely for a little water thrown on to it and other futile attempts
to extinguish it. For the girl, life had suddenly turned into the mazes
of a glorious dream. Her ordinary existence of hard work, of study,
stood still. She mixed with the rest of the family and did such tasks
and duties as were required of her, exactly as a well-regulated machine
would have done, her real life for herself began and ended only in the
garden. She was glad that she had always spent so much time there, in
solitude and away from the others: it made her absences from home now
less noticeable.

She would start for the garden the moment after luncheon, and walk with
the books, that were never opened, clasped to her as usual, through
the hot, silent noonday slowly towards the sea. She loved to reach
the garden and be there before Everest, so that she might have time
to think and dream there, of him alone. At this scorching hour there
was such a deep silence in the thick green shades. The birds were
quiet, taking their noontime rest after their ceaseless labours since
the first grey light of dawn; the doves even sat puffed and voiceless
in and about their cotes; her own light step on the sandy paths was
the only sound. How lovely it was to go on, past the lilac bushes,
of which the blossom was now over, but the leaves were still fair in
their smooth, neat green, between the round and bunchy may-trees,
most of them still laden with their pink and white snow and under the
hanging veils of gold of the laburnum, until she reached the green
turf beneath the palm, where the roses, so luxuriant in their June
growth, no longer stood, as in the winter, like girls waiting for their
partners, but joined hands with each other and danced merrily, nodding
a thousand blooms as the light breath of summer passed over them.
Here she would sit quietly, feeling her heart beating tumultuously at
the thought that he was coming to find her there, that she would see
the foliage part and the roses give way as the slim, beautiful figure
came towards her, the green shade and gold light alternately falling
on him. She was never quite sure that he would come. There was always
that breathless uncertainty about it that is so painful and yet so
delicious. Anything might occur at home that would make it impossible
for him to insist on going out alone, and very often it did happen
that he was kept and delayed at the last moment, and Regina waited and
waited, trembling under the roses, her cheek flushing and paling, her
bosom broken up by her heart-beats, until the intensity of longing and
hoping and fearing became such that when he did appear she would fall
into his arms in a passion of weeping from relief and delight.

But the moments before he came and before she began to fear that he
would not come, while the hour was still early, and she sat there
awaiting him in her pretty fresh dress, knowing that she was lovely
as the flowers themselves in the tender light beneath the trees, were
very dear to her. She lost herself in golden, glowing dreams of the
future: she would be with him; they would wander together in those
wonderful places where he loved to go; she would be beside him, and
perhaps danger would come upon him and she would be able to protect
him, save him; perhaps she would have the supreme privilege of dying
for him. She would give up her life, oh, how gladly, in shielding him
from pain or hurt; but what spoiled the happiness of this dream was the
knowledge that Everest must suffer by her death, and yet that idea was
delicious too, and she saw into his nature so well, she knew that he
too would think nothing of his life if called upon to give it for her.
Fortunately, dreams are not exacting, they do not make demands upon our
logic. They lull us, soothe us and shut us in with rosy mists and lead
us gently along soft, golden ways.

Sometimes all night she could not sleep for the joy of thinking of the
morrow, and all the morning she could not read, nor paint, nor play for
thinking of the afternoon and looking forward to the moment when she
might take her way through the sleepy Rectory garden to the highroad
and the sea.

Love is always wonderful, and to a woman always beautiful and
entrancing, no matter what the guise in which it comes, or what the
time or circumstances. If it comes to her late, when her face has lines
in it which cause her agony lest her lover should perceive them, if her
lover himself is a very imperfect specimen of humanity, that even her
blinded eyes are offended by, even then love still gives her pleasure;
but in Regina's case all of her love's setting and circumstance
was as lovely as love itself and her joy was unclouded, exquisite,
complete. Radiant in her eighteen years, she had no burden of deceit
or cares or fears; she could lift her face to Everest and know there
was nothing there, nor in her heart, that she dreaded him to find,
and in his countenance bending over her there was that beauty, that
perfection that gives rapture to the eyes as a melody does to the ears.
Often returning from the garden, through the sweet-scented meadows in
the long, light evenings, those calm evenings of the English summer
which seem to carry madness to the blood of youth, after a long and
happy afternoon spent with him, it seemed to her as if her head was
light with joy, as if her brain or heart must burst with the excited
happiness of loving and being loved by such a man as this.

In the soft violet dark that gathers under the limes, she would stand
still, drinking in the fragrance of all the grasses rising from the
cooling earth and listening to the triumphant laugh of the cuckoo
when he found at last his mate in the thorn thicket beside her, and
the call of the nightingale and all the hundred lesser voices of the
wood, each summoning its mate, and would realise slowly in awed wonder
that she too now was sharing in the great universal joy of the world.
Sometimes also when she was with the others, and should have kept her
mind free from all private thought, irresistibly the memory of some
hour in the sheltered garden would come over her with such force that
it absolutely shut her brain and senses to surrounding things. Once
at the luncheon-table her father addressed her as she sat towards the
other end and her ears were so sealed that she did not hear his voice,
her eyes so fixed on the vision they saw that the figures round her,
the wonder growing on all their faces as she sat immovable, like one
suddenly deaf and blind, did not exist for her. It was only the sense
of touch that remained true to its post, guarding the body, whence for
the moment the mind, on Memory's wings, had fled. When her sister
Violet tugged at her arm to rouse her she started, and came back to
herself to find the whole table gazing upon her with various degrees
of amusement and surprise. She flushed scarlet, to herself the blood
seemed to get into her very eyes and burn.

"Father has spoken to you three times," remarked Violet, "you seem
quite deaf." Regina apologised, beneath her drooping lashes over her
burning cheeks her eyes took a glance at Everest opposite her. He was
smiling too. He could well guess where her thoughts had been.

After that she tried hard never to think of all this wonderful inner
life she was living, except when alone, but Love was sometimes
insistent and far stronger than she, and she could not always shut the
door of her thoughts upon him. So one day when she was obliged to go
to the village on a mission for her mother, instead of to the garden,
she lost her purse, and the eighteen shillings in it, and could never
remember where it slipped from her hand, though she had never lost or
forgotten it in her life before.

And to Everest, also, this time was very full of emotion, charged with
an intensity of feeling that was new to him, although he kept his wits
about him at luncheon and did not lose his purse. There were times for
him, too, when he could think of nothing but Regina, when the image of
the girl came before him with an insistence that would not be denied,
and swept whatever he was doing aside and claimed him for its own.
He longed to have her with him and for himself; he hated the long
separations that now intervened often between their meetings, though
they were in reality very good for him and helped to make the supreme
delight of those moments in the garden.

The day of his departure came at length and his face grew pale and
his heart beat painfully when he awoke at dawn and realised he had to
leave her. It was arranged that the Rector and the two elder girls
should drive him over to Stossop station in the landau, Regina being
left out, as usual, of any general programme. She did not mind--their
real good-byes had been exchanged yesterday under the whispering trees
of the garden. An exceptionally lovely day, it was like the centre
jewel on Summer's forehead in her diadem of wondrous days and nights.
Warm and golden, without wind or cloud, it seemed to bless the lovers
as they met in the deep hush of the sheltered spot and walked slowly,
side by side, down the little narrow winding paths covered in by aloe
and tamarisk and climbing giant rose towards the balustrade above the
sea. How vital and life-giving was its warm salt breath as it met their
faces, stealing up through the thickets, talking to them of its cool,
seaweed-filled caves, of its still green pools teeming with infinite
life; and at last they came in sight of it, calm and deeply purple,
swaying and heaving gently as a maiden's bosom, under a rosy golden
haze, softly, very softly, traced in delicate lilac against the evening
sky lay the outlines of the hills across the bay; colour and light were
jewel-like in their transparency. They approached the porphyry railing;
but Regina could not look at the soft loveliness of the scene, she
could only gaze up at him, so soon to be taken from her. Oh, the ache
of that parting now it had come so near. She could have gone with him,
claimed him openly, spared herself all pain. He had wished it, offered
it. With a single word now she could be free from suffering, she could
keep by his side. For a moment it seemed to her she must speak that
word; but no, she held to her strength with both hands. Better to let
him go free, better to prove to him the quality, the selflessness of
her love, better to leave her fate in his hands. So she was silent,
and only continued to gaze and gaze on the outline of his head, dark
against the glowing sky. They leant there silent, each thinking of the
first day when they had stood there, before their pact was made for
meeting in solitude, before the influence of the garden had made them
each other's and its own. But there was no bitterness, no regret in the
thought of either. Their union had been full of magic beauty, of divine
rapture, as if it had been in the Elysian fields, and they would not
either of them have wished it in any way different.

When he drew her gently from the balustrade, and they turned inward
again to the dark, close-roofed-in, leafy recesses of the garden, they
were talking earnestly with beating hearts of the life that might
spring from those dear glad hours there, and in a tiny glade, where
the turf was like velvet and the great tamarisk-trees twisting and
intertwining their thick branches overhead made a perfect roof, and the
may-trees stood so thickly round that the nightingales were already
singing there in the soft green dusk, he pressed her close to him and
said one sentence that burnt into her brain and remained there as if
stamped in with fire.

"If you know it when I am away from you, do not feel frightened or
oppressed, dear one. I should hate you to feel that; write to me at
once, that I may arrange for you to come to me, and for our marriage,
and remember, it is my dearest wish."

Regina listened, pale, her bosom fluttering with emotion, a little
overawed, but the next moment she was clinging to him passionately,
trying to tell him how deep, how infinite her love for him was, and
nothing could frighten her: she would only be intensely, wildly glad
when she knew. The hour passed golden-edged, full of tumultuous
happiness, and when at last Everest left her and walked away down the
silent green road, full now of ruby light, he realized that, crowded as
his life had been with experience, adventure, emotion, yet here in this
garden behind him the greatest thing of all had happened to him: he had
seen Divinity itself. Eros with his rainbow wings had descended to him
there. To-day he was going. A subdued sadness was visible in the whole
party. Only Violet, the middle sister, seemed indifferent. The Rector
was kind and genial as usual, but Mrs. Marlow and Jane were notably
pale and silent.

Regina stood at the Rectory door beside her mother to see the carriage
start. His luggage had been sent to the station previously. Jane and
Violet, in their delicate dresses, their large and shady hats, got in,
and Regina thought how lovely they looked--like flowers themselves in
the bright sunshine. Then he came out of the house and shook hands with
her mother, and said how much he had enjoyed his visit. He was in the
travelling suit she had first seen him in. He was holding his hat, and
the sun poured down on his thick, dark hair and the clear pale bronze
of the perfectly modelled face. He was quite calm and natural in his
bearing, and Regina knew it was due to them both that she should appear
so too; as he turned to her and held out his hand she felt all the
blood surge violently to her heart; she was as pale as white stone,
otherwise not a tremor passed over her face as she gave a little smile
and said good-bye, laying her hand in his. His firm warm fingers closed
over it instantly, and the quick, close, iron pressure of it told her
many things, and seemed to give her nerve-force and courage. He was in
the carriage. Then the Rector entered, and in a few moments more the
white dust of the road was rising in a cloud as the carriage rolled out
on it from the Rectory garden.

Mrs. Marlow and Regina turned slowly back into the house. It seemed
very still and quiet, the very air seemed to hang more heavily and with
less movement now the essentially vital personality of Everest had
gone. The doors of his rooms stood open as they passed by--the scent of
the roses that he had always had on his table came out to them.

They passed on to Mrs. Marlow's sitting-room, which lay at the back of
the Rectory, with a bow window looking out on to the garden.

"Are you going out, mother?" asked Regina, "or shall we have tea
together?"

"No; I have no engagements this afternoon. Come in, and we'll have tea
here. It will be late before the others get back."

Tea was brought in, and Regina, seated in the deep bay of the window,
watched her mother pour it out.

"I am very sorry Mr. Lanark did not take a fancy to either of the
girls," she remarked; "it would have been a splendid match for them."

"Perhaps he would if they had been more clever," hazarded Regina, in a
low tone.

"Beauty is always supposed to be the great thing in a woman."

"Yes, the beauty attracts, but it does not rivet the chain it throws
round the beholder. It is something else, mind or talent, that does
that. In all the histories of the _grandes passions_ of the world
the woman has had a certain amount of beauty, of course, but she has
_always_ been clever too."

Mrs. Marlow looked up, surprised. Regina stirred her tea absently,
gazing out into the sunlit garden.

"Well, he ought to have proposed to marry you, then," Mrs. Marlow said
smilingly, without for an instant dreaming that was just what Everest
had done. "You are clever enough and very pretty too."

Regina flushed rose-red and laughed. But when tea was over and she
slipped away, her face was very sad again. She passed Everest's rooms
on her way to her own and went in there. They stood in perfect order,
just as they had been while he was in them. She took all the roses
from the vases, the flowers she knew he had gathered and looked after
himself, and took them away with her and went up slowly to her room.
There she stood at the window looking out. It was the last day of
June. He had been with them not quite a month. Three weeks she had had
of absolute, unclouded happiness. There are a few human beings who
can claim that much out of the whole of their life. Now, whatever the
result, whatever the price she had to pay, she would never regret,
never wish one moment of that perfect time obliterated.

Day after day passed slowly by, and to the girl, after that tremendous
expenditure of energy, that intense excitement, it seemed as if her
life literally stood still. In the soft, sombre quiet of the monotonous
Rectory days she seemed to herself to have been wrapped up in cotton
wool and buried. Was it possible that people like her sleepy sister
Violet, and all the other twenty-eight unmarried ladies of Stossop,
could go on existing like this, twenty--thirty--forty years, their
whole life? Like flashes of hot light shot from a distant furnace came
Everest's letters to her; they seemed to illumine the twilight of
her quiet tomb. She went to the garden whenever it was fine, and sat
there and dreamed of him beneath the waving trees, or hung over the
balustrade looking down on to the sea, listening to its vital whispers
and picturing his image in its deep purple mirrors. Her brain felt too
tired to read or to learn, she neither played nor painted any more.

For the time he became her life.




CHAPTER IV

OUT OF THE STAGNANT HARBOUR


Three weeks after Everest had left, Regina, coming first, as usual,
into the breakfast-room, saw by her plate, on the table, a letter and a
small square registered packet, both directed in his handwriting. Her
heart beat rapidly; a tender mist of tears rose in her eyes. A present
from him! A gift from the man she loves, what a wonderful thing that is
to a woman! Gifts from all the world, from kings and emperors, might
move her not at all, but one little thing that _he_ has chosen, has
selected, sought out and bought for her, how infinitely dear it is!

Regina went up to the table, and taking the letter hastily concealed
it in the bosom of her dress. Not here, but in the sacred garden, she
would read it.... Here, it might be snatched from her and destroyed
before she could do so. The packet she turned over and commenced to
open. At last, from out of its silver paper and casing, the jewel lay
revealed, and she stood, gazing a little awestruck at its flashing
beauty.

It was a diamond star, to be worn as a brooch, and, every spike
radiating from the centre diamond of great size and brilliancy, was
composed of selected stones. Worked in across the star, in sapphires,
were the words "Regina Imperatrix," and the blue and white lights from
sapphire and diamond shone dazzlingly from their satin bed.

While she stood gazing at it, thinking of the care and thought he must
have bestowed on it, and the colour racing across her cheeks as she
felt the meaning of the word "Imperatrix" come home to her, the Rector
and the rest of the family entered the room.

"Why, Regina, what's that?" the Rector asked cheerily. On the loose
paper of the wrapper he recognised Everest's handwriting, and was not
at all ill-pleased to see what he had sent to his daughter.

Personally, as a business matter--and everything was a business matter
to the Rector--he did not care a bit which daughter it was that Everest
fancied. He could only marry one, and any one would be just as good for
the rest of the family. The Rector was an extremely acute individual
where worldly matters were concerned, and, while the others had been
really blind to what was passing so close to them, he had had a pretty
good idea of the meaning of Everest's love of afternoon exercise and
where his walks to the sea had taken him. In the back of his mind was
the fear that it all might lead to some irregular connection, but while
his code of morality for his girls was absolutely rigid where poor men
might be concerned, Everest's great wealth made it suddenly grow very
elastic. Regular connections sometimes grew out of irregular ones, and
no connection with a rich man could be wholly bad. Hence his amiable
glance on his youngest daughter as she held out to him her starry jewel.

Jane Marlow pressed up close to him. Her face was ashy-white and
seemed suddenly to line with age, so closely are age and evil allied.

"How disgraceful! Presents like that from a man! You'll make her return
it, won't you, father?"

She trembled in her virtuous indignation. She could have torn the star
from his hand and trampled on it.

The Rector turned to her blandly:

"Jane, don't be ridiculous. You would have been very pleased if Everest
had sent it to you. And if there would be no harm in your accepting it,
neither is there in Regina's case. She is quite entitled to have it and
enjoy it."

Jane turned away, the muscles of her face quivering, shaken with the
blackest envy and hatred from head to foot. She had so planned and
hoped to win this man for herself. In all her low-nerved, weakly,
doll-like body there was not a single pulse or fibre, which could
tremble to the music of love. But, like her father, she was dominated
by intensely worldly instincts, and to be married to a man of wealth
and position, no matter what the individual, was her dream and her
constant obsession by night and day, the only thing that filled her
little atrophied soul.

Everest's looks she had hardly seen, of his personality she never
thought, but night by night she dreamed of herself, sitting in motor or
carriage, driving to some great house, where, resplendent in jewels,
she would pass amongst the crowd admiring her beauty.

And she had so tried to please him.... She had taken him to her poor,
and let him see how charitable and devoted, and domestic she was. She
had taken him to church, and knelt so devoutly, and yet so prettily,
and in such becoming dresses, before him, at the communion-table; she
had never let any frivolous or unseemly word pass her lips to him; she
had never, while he was there, quarrelled with her sisters or abused
her mother. She had been the perfect, pure, sedate Rector's daughter,
and he had seemed lately to appreciate it.... Regina?... What had she
done?... She had been just as she always was. She had taken no trouble,
but it seemed now it was she who would have the motor and the jewels,
and live in town, while Jane would be left to grow mouldy in the horrid
old Rectory! It was too much!... She could not control herself!... She
burst into a flood of angry tears, and rushed out of the room as the
Rector was beginning to say grace.

When grace was over, Regina fastened the star at her neck, and her
sister Violet sat staring at it, in a dull solid way, through the meal.
In her heavy, apathetic mind she had recognised early that Everest was
not for her, and in some dim, instinctive way she was not dissatisfied
that it was so. He alarmed her. To her, with her fishlike circulation,
and her unused brain, the sense of virile strength and power about him,
which so delighted Regina, brought oppression. His experiences, his
brilliant intellect, his knowledge, put him outside the circle of her
stupid little thoughts.

She could not understand one-tenth of his conversation with Regina,
nor follow what he said, and his presence, his glance only, vaguely
frightened and confused her. Great things are for great people, and
little things for little people, and Violet, during Everest's visit,
had begun to realise dimly that, if a fine marriage meant belonging
to an incomprehensible and terrifying individual like this, the idle
novel-reading, the church-going, the humdrum little potter of home
life, were more suited to her mental and physical equipment. So she
stared at the brooch without any deep resentment, only the general
sisterly dislike that Regina should have any present at all.

After breakfast Regina slipped away, and in the heat of the morning
sun walked to the garden, as fast as her swift-moving feet would carry
her, and once beyond its magic gate took out the dear letter, and with
beating heart unfolded it.


     "MY DARLING,--I miss you so much, and want to have you in
     my arms again. I send you a little brooch I have had made for you,
     my Empress. I went about our flat, yesterday, as soon as I got
     back from Scotland. I have a good one in view, and will let you
     know as soon as it is ready for you. Only these few lines now, as
     I have so much to do.

     "Till we meet again, my sweet.

     "EVEREST."


When she had read it more than a hundred times, lingering over each
word, she kissed it and slipped it back in her bodice.

Everest had referred to the flat before. In all his letters there had
been the same eager, impatient note: he wanted her, and whether she
chose to marry him or not she was to join him in London. He would take
a flat, and as soon as it was ready he hoped she would come, as he
could not go on living without her. He left everything in her hands.
If she would like him to come down, with a special licence in his
pocket-book, and marry her from the Rectory, he would do that, if not,
she must come to him. He would prefer to write to her father about
their engagement.... Might he do that? Whatever she decided, she was
to remember he could not exist without her.... Several letters of this
sort had reached her from Scotland, and had carried to her heart the
extreme of happiness. She had not answered very definitely. She did not
wish to curtail his time in Scotland by fixing dates herself. When he
was back in town some wish of his would develop itself, and she would
follow that.

The same afternoon she spent in her room. She locked herself in and
then got out all her paintings, and went slowly over them in review.

She knew they were very good. Everest, the only person who had seen
them, had said so, but that would have made no difference to her. She
would not have believed it unless her own intuitive knowledge had
told her so. Sometimes she had done bad work, but she had known it
instantly, and destroyed it, as relentlessly as the all-wise animals
destroy their ill-made or imperfect offspring. All that had survived
was fit to live, and she sat in the centre of her pictures, looking
from one to the other in a glow of delight.

Genius comes into the world not to learn, but to teach, and that is
what the commonplace mind cannot grasp.

It will insist that everything must be taught, forgetting that at some
time there could not have been any teacher. The question: Which came
first, the hen or the egg? might well be asked of those people....
Which came first: the teacher or the taught?

As a matter of fact, genius knows no teacher but the divine force
within that guides, directs, accomplishes all.

And Regina, leaning rocking on her bedroom chair, in the middle of the
sheets of white paper that she had converted into living, joy-giving
things, her slender hands clasped round her knees, knew that, whatever
happened, she need never starve, never be dependent on anyone, never
ask anything from anyone, as long as her fingers kept their cunning and
her eyes their sight. As she sat there, the thought suddenly darted
into her mind that it was Saturday, and unless she wrote to Everest
before the London post left he could not have her acknowledgment of the
brooch until Monday.

She sprang up, found her writing materials, and wrote.

It was only a few paces down the road to a letter-box, and, knowing it
could not take her more than a second or two to reach it, she did not
stay to lock up her work, as usual.

She ran down the stairs without her hat, and across the garden, to the
highroad. The letter-box had been cleared when she reached it, but she
knew she could overtake the old postman and get to the post office
before he arrived, or give him the letter on the road. She went on with
flying feet, but she had to traverse the whole distance to the village
post before she came up with him. She saw him put the precious missive
in his bag, then she turned homeward, eager to get back to her pictures.

When she came back she went up to her own room. On opening the door she
look round, surprised. Her pictures, that she had left scattered about,
on chair and easel, were not visible anywhere.

Her first thought was that the maid, in clearing up the room, had laid
them all together, and put them away somewhere. She opened one drawer,
and then another, but without finding them.

Then, with a suddenly anxiously beating heart, she looked round the
room again. A side-table caught her eye, and on it--what was that
strange mass of ragged-edged paper piled there? She crossed to it. Her
pictures were there, or the torn fragments of them, destroyed beyond
hope of recovery, and on the top of the broken heap lay her Bible.

Bewildered, distracted, hardly realising what had happened, Regina laid
the book aside and took up first one mutilated sheet, and then another,
scanning them with staring eyes. Each one had been torn across and then
across again many times, and roughly, so that the edges were violently
jagged.... Nothing of beauty remained, except the wonderful colours;
the scraps of softly brilliant tints even in their hopeless destruction
had a confused loveliness.

Regina's fingers trembled more and more as she turned them over. All
the blood had left her face; it was ashy, convulsed. Who could have
done it? It seemed the act of a child or a maniac. Months of patient,
untiring work, buoyed up by hopes and anticipation of success and the
joy of creation, had been undone in a few moments. When it came home
to her that not one of these precious children that she had so loved
and rejoiced in, that had been her constant companions and comforters
through days and weeks, remained to her, a slow sort of agony took
possession of her, that was so intense it seemed it must kill her.
Gasping, she sat down on a chair, holding the rim of the table and
staring at its contents.

Jane and Violet Marlow were sitting together that afternoon in a small
boudoir they shared between them, when suddenly the door was opened,
Regina appeared on the threshold, deadly white, and with black and
kindling eyes.

"Have you, either of you, been to my room and destroyed my pictures?"
she asked. Her tones were like the scrape of steel against iron. Both
the girls looked up, one from the novel she was reading, the other
from the band of silk she was embroidering. Regina knew in that first
second, in that first upward glance of surprise and dismay, that they
were not the guilty ones.

"Oh, Regina!" was all they could either find to say, but the accent in
it of genuine horror was enough for her quick ears. Both girls knew how
Regina loved and valued her paintings, and some dim conception of her
suffering came home to them as they looked at her distorted face.

"Someone has," she returned. "Where's mother?"

"In the linen-room," Violet answered, and Regina turned away, closing
the door behind her. Her feet hardly touched the ground as she went
down to the linen-room. She opened the door and found Mrs. Marlow
sitting before the huge linen cupboard, her lap full of damask
tablecloths she was sorting.

"Mother, someone has destroyed all my pictures.... Is it you?"

Mrs. Marlow looked up in surprise.

Regina stood in the doorway, rigid, white as a statue, her face haggard
and drawn. In that moment it resembled so much another countenance that
Mrs. Marlow had seen bend over her in a last farewell that the woman
stared back at her daughter almost as pallid. Usually, when Regina
recalled to her those dear past hours of delight Mrs. Marlow resented
it and felt angered by this living witness to dead things, but to-day
had been the anniversary, not of Regina's birth, but of her conception,
and all day Mrs. Marlow had been struggling in the clinging arms of
memories that would not be denied. She had fled to the linen cupboard,
and counted the damask cloths again and again, aloud, in vain, to stop
them, and now, when like an apparition the very face of her lover came
before her vision, the woman's struggling soul fainted and called to it.

She almost stretched out her arms to her, letting the linen fall
heavily to the floor in her sudden movement. She would have liked
Regina to lay her head down on her breast and sob out her anguish
there, as _he_ once had done.

But Regina, never having been accustomed to affection or caresses in
her home, naturally did not understand the gesture: she only repeated
her question, standing by the door:

"Dear child, no," returned Mrs. Marlow. "Destroy your paintings! I
should not think of such a thing.... No one would. Surely it must be
some accident. I am so sorry!"

"I don't think it is an accident," Regina answered, retreating. "Thank
you, mother, very much."

She withdrew and went on down the flight of stairs. Her whole body
was quivering in physical agony, transmitted from the mind; her brain
seemed bursting. As she reached the hall she saw the footman come
out of her father's study and close the door gently. He saw Regina
approaching it, hesitated, and then said respectfully:

"Master said he wished not to be disturbed, that he was going to write
his sermon."

Regina pursued her way, and laid her hand on the door.

"Thank you, Williams, but I am afraid I must disturb him for a few
moments."

Williams went on his way, wondering what was the matter with his young
mistress.

"She looked like a person as has been taking some of them deadly
poisons," he remarked at the servants' tea, and Williams was very near
the truth, for the action of all fierce anger is to distil a corroding
poison within ourselves, which infects the whole current of the blood.

When the girl entered the study the Rector was sitting at his desk, by
the far window, sheets of manuscript paper lying before him. He looked
up, as the door opened, and when he saw who it was that had entered his
eyebrows contracted, and he made an authoritative gesture for her to
withdraw.

But Regina advanced steadily, with the grim, remorseless step of the
hunting beast of prey. When she was close to the desk she stopped. Her
eyes glittered in the deadly white of her face.

"Was it you who tore up my paintings?"

Unconsciously, the Rector looked round for help or assistance. Some
primitive, physical instinct warned him he was near death at that
moment, though such a thought never came near his mind. His eyes came
back from their search round the empty room and from the far-off bell.
He fidgeted with his pen, and then said nervously:

"You see, Regina, I have to think of your moral good ... I ... er,
can't let things go on in my house of which I ... ah ... of which my
conscience does not approve."

"Then that means you did destroy them?"

She was very near the desk now, the waning light of the afternoon fell
upon her face. The Rector thought he had never seen such a terrible
look of rage on any countenance before. It was truly shocking.... These
human passions were really dreadful, when you came face to face with
them.

"I considered it my duty," he returned. "I laid your Bible on them to
show you what actuated me."

Then he had done it! This was the man who had torn to pieces that
fabric of beauty she had built up with such tender, adoring care, into
which she had woven so many hopes.

A gust of fury enveloped her, so that she shook from head to foot.
The lust to kill, to murder him, rushed upon her like a great beast
and gripped her, shook her in its teeth, till all grew black and red
before her. She gripped the mahogany chair back, by which she stood,
till the knuckles started out on the back of her hands, white and
shining.

But the instinct of her strong mentality was to elucidate the mystery,
to search out the clue to this bewildering act, that she could not in
the least understand.

"Why did you do it?" she asked.

The Rector unconsciously bent under the penetrating will of the query.

"Because they were improper--most improper pictures to have in a
clergyman's house."

"Improper?" Regina stared at him in a blank amaze that for the moment
eclipsed the welling tide of passion. Had her father suddenly become
mad? Was that the solution of the mystery? She had yet to realise that
there is no madness so blinding, so deadly, so destructive, as the
craze of the impure mind against all artistic creations.

"They were landscapes, sunsets ... the most beautiful things I could
find ... the skies, the effects of light.... What do you mean?"
she continued, and again the Rector felt compelled to stand her
cross-examination and reply.

That same primitive impulse of self-preservation that had stirred
within him at his daughter's approach warned him now, without his
thinking about it, that his sole safety lay in the defence and
explanation, such as it was, that he had to make.

"Yes, of course, they were landscapes.... But there is a way of
treating even a landscape, so that it becomes objectionable. I have
never seen such things before, myself. Those staring, red skies,
those flushed appearances, those twisted black trees, those dark,
slimy pools.... I really cannot tell you the unpleasant things they
suggest....

"Those stormy heaths and wind-tossed foliage seem to me to typify
the riot of the passions, and those mossy banks in the sun suggest
sensuality.... Improper? Yes; highly improper I consider them!"

Regina stood listening wide-eyed, in sheer, paralysed amazement.
That a person's mind could be so deformed and twisted that by its
own blackness it could defile the innocent beauty and sweetness of a
landscape was a fact so new to her, and so astounding, that she felt
stunned by it.

That the man before her was speaking honestly she saw.

"But these things are just portraits of what we see about us," she
went on, after a silence, her clear, logical mind battling with the
psychological problem before her. "If the landscapes were improper,
then so must the things be. What do you do when you go out and see a
sunset sky?"

"If it suggests to me unsatisfactory thoughts, I don't look at it."

"But how _can_ it?" queried the girl passionately. "When I see the
sunset sky I feel I am being borne away on invisible wings to paradise;
and these mossy banks, with the gold light lying on them, they are
exquisite, and they are all around here.... You can't go out without
seeing them."

"Don't continue talking like that, Regina. I have told you, when I go
for my walks, if I see anything likely to disturb my moral sense I turn
my eyes away; and because there are many dangerous and attractive
things in nature about us, that is no reason why we should portray them
and bring them into the home for constant contemplation."

Regina's haggard eyes looked blankly back at him. He was talking to
her in an unknown language she could not understand; telling her
incredible things she could not believe, for her own mind was bright
and clear, crystal-like as a mirror, reflecting everything it faced
with added beauty; diamond-like in its sharp, unstainable purity. And
the obfuscated, turbid, sensual mass of incoherent ideas and thoughts
that represented this man's mind appalled her, as she looked into it.

"If you destroyed the landscapes only because you thought them immoral,
why did you tear up the interior of Exeter Cathedral? There could be no
harm in that...."

"That was the worst of all," answered the Rector stormily, moving
his papers angrily before him; "the very worst! Of course it was the
cathedral, and a very beautiful picture it might have made, treated
properly, in the daylight, and full of worshippers; but there again,
you had got it nearly in darkness--the evening effect you would call
it, I suppose; the interior was quite dusky, and a red light was coming
through the chancel window. A very unpleasant suggestion was there,
very.... And still further enhanced by the solitude.... The place was
practically empty."

"What was the suggestion, please?" asked Regina, completely bewildered
now by the attack on this picture of all others, and dazed by her
wandering in the mazes of another and wholly alien mind. She still
clung to the idea that she must grip hold of the keynote of these
mysteries somehow.

The Rector fiddled with his paper and coughed, then he said, in his
pulpit manner:

"You must not forget, Regina, that all people are not like you. It may
be quite possible that you have painted that picture innocently, but
you must think about others, in all these things, and consider their
weaknesses. I have no hesitation in saying that that painting, if put
before young people, might do great, very great, harm."

"But how? I am only asking you how?"

"Well ... er ... don't you see for yourself how the darkness, and the
quiet, and the solitude might ... er ... suggest to the young people of
both sexes how a cathedral might ... ah ... serve them for ... er ...
er ... immoral conduct with each other?"

Regina's hands dropped from the chair back to her sides, with a gesture
of collapse; her face grew even more white than it had been, as the
surprise of this amazing interpretation of her sacred work forced the
blood to her heart.

"No, I don't see," she said, with a steel-like hardness in her voice,
"nor do I believe for one instant that any young people would or could
think such things. But if they were so utterly depraved and vicious as
that, nothing could hurt them, certainly not my water-colour of the
cathedral. In any case, whatever you thought or felt about them, you
had no right to destroy them in my absence. It was an abominable thing
to do!"

"Nonsense! As a father, I have every right to act for your good. As a
matter of fact, the pictures so annoyed me I lost my self-control, and
tore them up as soon as I saw them."

Regina made a sudden forward step and seized his arm. The grip of those
slim, white fingers seemed to go down to the bone, and the Rector gave
an exclamation of pain.

"Do you know that it's fortunate for you," her white lips said at his
ear, "that I have more control than you have, or I should _kill_ you
now."

She let go his arm, turned from him and crossed the room. She knew
she must go or she would spring upon him and destroy him, as he had
destroyed her work; anger in that moment filled her with the strength
to do it.

Once in her room she locked the door and sat down over by the window,
locking her hands together and forcing them down on the window-sill,
like one in mortal agony. Never had she felt before the in-rush of
evil upon the soul, but she knew it now. She longed to avenge herself;
longed to murder. Her nature was sweet and gentle and pure; her mind
always occupied with elevated things; the emotions of malice, of hate,
of envy, of cruelty were unknown to her. They never rose in her. But
now she was lost, submerged in this awful tide of black hate, that
rolled over her, and she struggled in it, powerless to help herself.

"Kill him!... kill him!... kill him!... If I go out of this room, if I
see him again, I shall do it."

She struggled vainly to get calmer, to take her eyes from the torn and
mutilated beauty on the table near her, vainly....

The passion of fury seethed in all her veins, it seemed a bodily as
well as a mental thing. She knotted her hands and unknotted them in an
agony, trying to throw from her this evil, hateful thing, this anger
that was parching her lips and closing her throat and corroding her
brain.

In that supreme suffering the thought came to her suddenly of Everest,
and his face, that serene, beautiful, perfect face she so passionately
adored, floated before her darkened eyes, as if he were in the room
with her. The remembrance of their love, its exquisite tenderness,
stole upon her softly. How could she let its shrine--her mind and
body--be so invaded by these other revolting emotions?

She strove still harder not to think of her father, not to think of his
act, not to remember her ruined work.... And then came the query: "Why
not go to him? To Everest? He wanted her.... No one here did...."

He was back in London now; if she went to him he would be only too
happy. Had he not said so a hundred times? Her hand went to her neck,
and touched the jewel star. On her breast was his note, showing he was
planning, wishing for her coming.

If, in any way, he was not ready, not prepared, not desirous to receive
her, she could stay alone for a little while. She had her own capital
in her pictures. But no--now, she had no pictures, and the black tide
of rage rolled up again to its full height and seemed to tower over
her, but she grappled and fought, and wrenched back her calm again.

Her capital was in her brain, and no one could take that from her. If
she herself did not let that poisonous anger sap it....

Suddenly a tap came at the door. Regina drew herself up, her whole body
quivered.

"Yes," she answered, from her place by the window.

"Are you not coming down to dinner?" sounded in her elder sister's
voice through the door.

"No, thank you; not this evening."

"Why? Aren't you well?"

"I have rather a headache. Do not wait for me, nor send me anything up.
I shall be better without it."

"Oh ... well, father sent me up to say you were not to feel distressed
about your pictures, that he had no objection to your learning to
paint, if you wanted to and showed talent. It was your _style_ he
disliked, and if you would give up your red skies and things, and take
simple, proper subjects--country cottages and village greens, you know,
that sort of thing--he would arrange for you to have lessons from Mr.
Andrews, the drawing-master at the Kindergarten."

Silence.

"Did you hear, Regina? What shall I say to father?"

"Thank him for his kind offer."

"How strange your voice sounds! Won't you open the door?"

"No; it might be dangerous for you."

"Dangerous? What do you mean?"

"Well ... er ... you see, there's a draught."

"Very good. I'm going down. Good-night."

"Good-night."

Footsteps moved away from the door, and down the stairs.

Then there was silence.

Regina sprang to her feet, every muscle within her shaking, every pulse
throbbing with exasperation.

Only one instinct moved her now: to escape, to get away from this
hateful place, that called itself her home, to get away from this
atmosphere of tyranny, that called itself religion, to get away from
this licentiousness of cruelty and ignorance, that called itself purity.

She turned to her handbag and packed it rapidly, with cold, trembling
fingers. Then put on a hat and veil, and threw her cloak over her
arm; for an instant she stood before her mirror, and looked in; the
beautiful rose and white skin, the masses of soft hair, framed in her
large black summer hat, pleased her; the luminous eyes, large now with
excitement and pain, shadowed with apprehension of the unknown, to
which she was going, looked back at her; but, dark as the waters of
Life might be before her, vague and uncertain and mysterious, she felt
all the danger and evil that might lie in that treacherous sea could
not equal the horror of the stagnant harbour from which she was setting
out.

She turned from the glass and paused, listening: the dinner-gong
sounded harshly through the house; when its echoes died away the sound
of plates being carried and doors opened and shut came to her faintly.
The family had gone in to dine on the stalled ox, with hatred.

She opened her door and passed noiselessly, unnoticed, down the stairs.
How glad she felt that never again would she have to sit down to that
depressing, grumbling, bickering, recriminatory meal! Softly she opened
the hall door, and went out into the sweet, warm evening.

It seemed to welcome her, enfold her, soothe her. She glanced up at the
deep rose of the light-filled sky and thought how sweetly it must be
arching over the enchanted garden.

Never again might she see it perhaps, but its influence would be with
her all her life. Its peace and beauty, its mystery, the holy love
she had felt there, the hours of rapture she had known there, had all
moulded her soul and stamped on it an impress that could never be
effaced.

Quickly, without a backward glance at the Rectory, she walked through
the still, dewy air towards Stossop station.




CHAPTER V

CLEAR WATERS


Everest was undressing, he had already taken off his coat and
waistcoat, and was standing in front of his long mirror, unfastening
his collar, when he heard light, quick footsteps outside, and the
handle of his sitting-room door turn. With one hand still on his
neck stud, he walked through the communicating doors of his rooms,
to see who was the intruder, and came face to face with Regina, as
she entered. The moment her eyes fell on the adored figure the stony
self-command she had resolutely kept wrapped round her tightly, like
a garment, fell from her, there was no need of it here.... Everest
stretched out his arms to her and she fell into them, in a sudden
passion of tears.

"My pictures, my pictures!"

Her head leaned against his breast, her whole body quivered
convulsively, with great, tearing sobs, in his arms. He held her close
pressed to him, asking no question, kissing her soft hair, and the rim
of her little ear, waiting....

"He tore them all up," she sobbed, after some minutes, "because he
disapproved of them, and I came away, because I felt I should kill him
if I stayed there.... Oh, Everest! what a thing it is to be made to
feel like that, submerged in evil!"

"Who tore them up?" he asked, as she raised her head. His voice had a
tone of horror in it.

"My father; he went into my room while I was away, saw the pictures and
took them all and destroyed them; because he thought it was right, he
told me.... Can you believe it?"

"Hardly," Everest muttered: his face had grown as white as hers.

"What an atrocious thing to do! What a regular old John Calvin!
Darling, darling, I am sorry! What can I do to comfort you?"

"I am comforted already, being here," she answered, drawing away from
him, and smiling through her tears, as she looked up at him. "Oh, if
you knew what a relief it is to be with you, and to feel that blackness
of hate vanishing out of one's mind, and the feelings of love rushing
back into it! For six hours now, since this happened, I did not know
myself.... I have been a murderess in heart.... I was devoured with
hate of him. The thought of you was the only thing that saved me, that
shone like a star in the darkness. The thought of _you_, that stole
through all the mists of murder and hate, and brought me here safely.
He owes his life to you...."

Everest's face grew very grave as he drew her closer to him.

"I am so glad you came to me," he said gently. "I like to think you
brought your grief to me, and also I was wishing for you so much, for
myself.... We can be very happy here."

"But I don't think I can stay.... Can I?" she said doubtfully.
"Really, Everest, I don't want to be any trouble to you. You may not be
ready for me. You were not prepared for me to come now. I felt I must
see you at once, but I have a little money with me, and I can go to an
hotel, can't I, and stay there by myself?"

Everest laughed and kissed her, looking down upon her with that
wonderful softening of all the brilliant face that moved her so.

"Yes, you could certainly do that if I allowed it," he answered, "which
I shall not do. You can perfectly well stay here with me. These are my
own private rooms, where I do exactly as I please. I have my studio
here too, and I always count this my happiest place in town, where I am
free and alone, and no one bothers me. How did you come? Have you got
any luggage?"

"I drove here in a taxi from the station, and I have only a handbag.
I felt I must get away from the Rectory and the possibility of losing
my senses and killing him. But I had no idea of forcing myself on you;
I want to be quiet for a day or two somewhere, and paint a picture
that came into my mind in the train. That will take away this dreadful
longing for revenge. Then you could help me, couldn't you, to get it
sold? You said I could always sell my things. I do not want ever, ever,
to go home again!"

"Darling, why should you? Your home is with me now. As for the picture,
if you want to paint, there is my studio, through that door. You can
work in it all day undisturbed, and sell your picture, I have not any
doubt, if you wish to. But now, you shall have something to eat: you
must have left before dinner."

Regina sank down in one of the large and truly easy chairs. Suddenly
she felt weak and cold and faint. For many hours that worst of all
fevers, scorching hate and anger, had burnt in her veins, eating up her
strength. For the time she was exhausted.

"We must go and get you some supper directly," Everest said, regarding
her anxiously. "Sit still till I come." And he turned back into his
bedroom, to put on his coat again.

"You were just going to bed. I am sorry to disturb you, and drag you
out again!"

For all answer, she heard him laugh from the inner room. In a few
moments he came back to her. She looked up with a sudden exclamation.

He had put on a light overcoat, a white silk handkerchief round his
neck, and his opera hat.

"Everest, I have never seen you like that! How wonderful you look!--so
very handsome in that hat! I have never seen you in it before."

"No, one doesn't wear them in the country," rejoined Everest, laughing.
"You are the most awful little flatterer I ever knew. If I live much
with you, I shall get vain in time. Come along now, you look so white.
You ought to get something to eat, and then go to bed and to sleep as
soon as you can."

They went downstairs to the waiting taxi, and Everest ran up again with
her handbag, and set it inside his own room, with a gust of pleasure
sweeping over him.

As he got into the taxi, he told the man to drive to the West Strand
telegraph office.

"We must send word to your father," he said, when he was seated by her,
"and let them know you are safe."

He saw her face grow still whiter in the shadows of the cab.

"Why? They don't care a straw about me, any of them. Why am I obliged
to tell them what I am doing?"

"Think how anxious they will be when they find you are not in the
house, after the picture question especially! They might think you had
drowned yourself, or anything."

"They would not much care if I had! But they will probably think I am
with you."

"Well, I wish them to know it," returned Everest, so decidedly that
Regina felt silenced.

When they reached the telegraph office he got out, leaving her in the
cab, and sent the wire to John Marlow:


     "Regina is with me and quite safe.--EVEREST."


He reflected for a moment with it in his hand.

It would make talk and gossip in the village, but he did not see how he
could help it.

Sooner or later he would have to meet John Marlow's inquiries about
his daughter, and he wished from the very beginning to have had no
deception, nor concealment of his own actions. He sent the message and
rejoined the waiting girl.

It was too late for diners, and still early for supper-parties, so
that the restaurant, when they entered it, was nearly empty.

Everest chose a quiet corner by a sheltering palm and screen, and the
girl sank down on the velvet-covered seat, beneath the rose-shaded
light, with a feeling of soothed contentment. It is a great thing to
come unexpectedly to one we love, and find ourselves utterly and wholly
and delightfully welcome. She saw this was so. She felt in every fibre
of her being the reflex action of the passionate electric joy that was
animating the man opposite her, under his quiet exterior. A warm colour
glowed in his clear skin; the dark eyes were full of life and fire; he
smiled a little, unconsciously, whenever he looked at her. He was so
tender and kind and devoted, so full of all that curious magnetic charm
that passion, when not thwarted, checked, too far repressed, or in
any way distorted, confers upon the male. She felt borne on a tide of
deep, peaceful happiness; she seemed to be floating gently on that warm
and buoyant flood. She was with him, and he loved and wanted her, and
nothing else in the world mattered.

Everest ordered a delicate little supper for them, and made her drink,
in champagne, the health of her new picture, which was to start
to-morrow.

The colour crept back to her face, and fresh strength into her limbs.
The beautiful emotions of grateful love and trust and joy were rapidly
mending the great rents that hate and evil had torn in her system.

"Are you feeling better now?" he asked, as they finished their coffee,
gazing at her. She looked very sweet, very youthful and appealing, he
thought, her face shadowed by the large hat, in the soft light. The
pain and excitement she had been through had lent a look of spiritual
delicacy to her face, widened the eyes, dilating enormously the pupils.
The skin was pale and very clear, the lips a bright line of scarlet.

"Are you ready? Shall we go home now?"

Regina gazed back at him, a sudden wonder on her face.

"How nice that sounds, when you say it--home; and I have always so
hated the word!"

Everest laughed and rose. He felt impatient to have her in his arms and
kiss her, which he did the moment they were in the taxi, driving back
from the restaurant.

"I am so grateful to you for being so sympathetic and sweet to me,
altogether, when I came to you suddenly, like this," she said in his
ear, with her arms round his neck, and he held her very closely as he
answered:

"Darling, it is I that am grateful to you, for coming to me, when I
wanted you so much. I am so glad you found me in." And he was silent
for a moment remembering the conflict he had had with himself, before
he had decided to stay in and go to bed early, that night, at the
studio.

It was only the picture of the enchanted garden that had held him. He
stood looking at it for a long time, and as the remembrance of those
radiant hours he had passed there came back to him he only longed for
Regina. Nothing else could satisfy or content him. He must insist on
her joining him at once, and until she came to him he would wait. And
then, just as his resolve was made, her hand was on his door and she
herself appeared! Just as he was longing for her so much! And he felt
he could not welcome her, kiss her, be grateful to her enough.

When they reached his rooms again Regina said: "I should so like to
begin my picture to-morrow, but I haven't any materials with me, and
to-morrow is Sunday.... I can't buy them anywhere, can I?"

Everest walked across the sitting-room and unlocked the door at the
end. This led into the studio. He turned on the light and called her to
follow him.

"Here is everything, either for oil or water-colours. You can use this
easel," and he lifted a half-finished canvas from one of the easels,
and set it on the floor. "All the paints and brushes you will find in
that drawer, and the drawing paper in the large drawer underneath."

Regina looked round her with pleasure. It was a large and
well-furnished studio; comfort and ease and every facility for work was
everywhere.

"What a delightful place," she said; "and full of your work. I want you
to show it all to me."

"I will some time, but not now," Everest answered, drawing her out of
the room with an arm she could not resist, and closing the door after
them. "Come into my room, and see your own picture, that was safely
with me when the others came to grief."

He opened his bedroom door, and the girl, with a feeling of awed
delight, crossed the threshold of his room.

If anything could have added to the worship which filled her for this
man it was the sight of that beautiful room, in which he slept and, as
he said, dreamt and thought about her.

She hated disorder of any kind, and finding it difficult to be always
tidy and orderly in her surroundings, herself, owing to her impetuous,
unmethodical nature, she specially admired the gift for order in
another.

She hated old, untidy clothes, hated the sight of anything that looked
torn or used or worn, and was fairly familiar with such things in the
Rectory bedrooms, since any clothes are considered good enough for the
country and home. Here, having taken Everest completely by surprise,
she saw nothing that offended her. All was in perfect order, every
object that met the eye was one of beauty and spoke of refinement and
elegance.

The centre table had flowers upon it, and an open leather writing-case,
where he had written his last letter to her, the previous evening.
A bookcase, low and convenient, stood by a long chair covered with
a blue silk rug. There seemed no clothes anywhere--doubtless they
were all ranged neatly in those many wardrobes, standing against the
walls--except a deep blue dressing-gown, thrown over an arm-chair, and
the silk sleeping-suit lying on his bed.

His dressing-table was really beautiful in its appointments, and the
girl's eyes rested with delight on his silver brushes and mirrors and
razors and scissors and buttonhooks.

It was all charming; it breathed order, beauty and peace; for a spirit
of peace is largely the result of order. Although not perhaps generally
recognised, nothing fatigues the eye and mind and body more than
disordered surroundings, the broken lines of a crowded and untidy room.

Regina had heard much of the supposed ugliness and untidiness of
bachelors' apartments, much also about the feminine touch and the
refinement to be found in a maiden's room. But this, the first
bachelor's room she had ever entered, in its stately order, compared
amazingly with the many rooms of girls and women that she had seen.

Everest drew her over to the mantelpiece.

"There is your picture," he said, and she gave an exclamation of
delight as she saw it.

It stood on his mantel, in a handsome double-swept frame, with
plate-glass before it, and looked as if the greatest care had been
expended on it, which it had.

She was surprised at the beauty of the work, now she came upon it
suddenly. The enchanted garden, in all its beauty, bloomed before her,
beneath its soft, crimson sky.

"How well it looks in its frame!" she said; "how perfectly you have had
it done!"

"It is a dear picture," he answered her. "It is my guardian angel. It
kept me here to-night, for you."

Then he took off her hat, and put it on his table, and her cloak, and
drew her into his arms, and kissed her, but very softly and tenderly,
for, while she felt an absolute adoration for him, he had also for her
an overwhelming reverence, and these feelings, animating them both,
carried their love far above the range of common, earthly things.

       *       *       *       *       *       *       *

The next morning Everest wrote to the Rector:


     "MY DEAR JOHN,--Last night Regina came here in a very
     excited state. She was very much upset about her pictures. She is
     now staying with me, and if you can feel enough confidence in me
     to let things stand just as they are for the present, I think they
     will work out all right. I offered to marry her, while I was still
     at Stossop, but, acting on some quixotic idea that our positions
     were too unequal, she refused me, and continues to do so. I have
     no doubt, however, I shall be able in time to persuade her into
     granting me what is my dearest wish.

     "Best say as little as possible at present of the matter; but
     where necessary you can, if you wish, give out we are already
     married. Yours always,

     "EVEREST."


He sent this letter when they had had their morning coffee, which he
made himself, and after Regina had gone into the studio and settled
down to her work.

She was nervous, trembling with a sort of inward palpitation, which so
often precedes intense effort, and he knew the only way to calm her was
to let her produce as soon as possible the ideas burning within her.

She worked all day, never once pausing to eat or drink. Everest,
knowing her intense preoccupation, and anxious to see her freed from
the feverish tension possessing her, went away to his club, and then on
to the new flat, leaving her alone, and thus free to work all the hours
of light.

At five he returned, and as he opened the door of their sitting-room
she rushed to him and kissed him passionately.

"It is done! It is finished! Come and look!" And she drew him over to
the studio, and to the window, where the picture stood, facing the last
western light, on the easel.

Everest almost started as his eyes fell on it. Its realism was so
tremendous. The passion and the fury of it seemed to strike the
spectator like a blow. It was a great picture, but horrible!--horrible
as its title, written in glittering letters of gold paint, beneath it:
"The Murderer."

Over a plain of snow, snow that covered foreground, middle distance and
distance alike, one limitless, hostile plain, hurried a single figure,
a fugitive, cowering figure, the folds of whose heavy coat, torn back
by the merciless wind, revealed a face in which fear and every hideous,
malignant emotion known to humanity struggled together. Behind him
glowed, blood-red, a crimson sky, the light from which, exquisitely
handled, by a truly master-hand, fell all across the snowy plain and
caught and tinged with scarlet the foot-tracks the wretched wayfarer
had left behind him; footsteps of blood indeed they seemed.

Awe-inspiring, terrible, fascinating, great in its grip of its horrible
subject, the picture wounded, satisfied, attracted and repelled all at
the same instant.

Everest turned from it to her and drew her into his arms. "I think it
is a very, very great thing," he said gently.

"He murdered my pictures and I longed to murder him. I have lived, and
slept, and lain down and got up with murder ever since. But now, it
is over. I have exorcised the demon. It is all there in the picture.
I have put it into that, and got rid of it. I am free again. Also I
am content, happy again!" And she smiled up at him, the light of love
and joy all rippling over her face. "It is greater than any you saw at
Stossop, better than any he tore up, is it not?" she asked. "That's why
I feel I can forgive him; he tore up all those, but then, his action
inspired this, which is greater, so I am not really injured, after all.
Besides, all that fire and rage and passion I felt seemed to be like
a smelter, in which my talent found itself, gathered itself together,
freed itself from all its dross of weakness or indecision, and flowed
out in its true mould. I shall paint better now, always, I think, than
I did."

She was wonderfully attractive to him in her excitement and enthusiasm.
That great energy that was in his own system seemed roused and called
into its full life by the display of it in another.

She was quite white, after her long fast, and her eyes shone like great
lights in her face. He could feel all the muscles of her arms tremble,
beneath the smooth surface of the skin, as he held them.

He had seen women before in all stages of excitement, induced by wine
and physical emotions, but this was totally different; this joyous,
passionate, mental elation that seemed rushing through her veins and
pouring from every cell of her slender, supple, beautiful body, into
his own.

As in the enchanted garden, she seemed less an ordinary woman to him
than some immortal, with all the fires of Olympus in her intoxicating
kiss. He had grudged those hours of the dull, uninteresting Sunday
that he had spent alone, while she was engaged in her work, but this
was worth it!--this moment of his home-coming, to her embrace, and
the hour which followed, when the painting was shut up alone, in the
cold studio, and he drew all her joyous passion, her ardent energy, to
himself!

       *       *       *       *       *       *       *

When the Rector received Everest's letter, which he did the following
afternoon, alone in his study, his face was a complex reflection of
the emotions of joy and surprise. He knew that Regina was extremely
unworldly (foolish, he considered), but that unselfishness or
disinterestedness could take any girl so far as to refuse Everest was
something his mind could hardly grasp.... So Everest had been immensely
taken with her! That was just what he had thought.... And he had
actually proposed to her!... And then, the little imbecile had refused
him!

He never doubted a single word in the letter; the two men knew each
other and understood each other perfectly, and he felt sure what
Everest had written was the absolute truth.

He sat, absently playing with the sheet of paper a long time, thinking.
As things were now, he could not certainly do any good by interfering.
He could only hope that Regina would abandon her idiotic attitude
before Everest's passion cooled. Her duty, of course, was to do, as
every good woman does: tie up the man firmly, while in a state of
helpless intoxication, so that when he recovers his senses he may be
rigidly bound, and none of his struggles to escape can avail him
anything. This leaving him free until he was sane again was a most
immoral and silly idea. However, there it was, and Regina had wonderful
brains, intellectually, though she was such a fool about her own
interests; she was just the sort of girl to keep a man like Everest in
love with her. It might turn out very well.

To her mother he had better state the case as it was; to the girls
he should say, he thought, that their sister was married. Regina's
flight had not occasioned much stir at the Rectory, for it had not been
discovered till the following morning, and then almost simultaneously
with the arrival of Everest's telegram. Jane had cried all the morning
over this final destruction of her hopes, and had not appeared at
luncheon; Violet had been round-eyed, silent and stolid, as usual.
Mrs. Marlow had violently reproached him for tearing up the child's
paintings and thrown all the responsibility of Regina's leaving home
upon him, and he had finally lost his temper, and taken her by the
shoulders, and put her out of his study, and she had not been at
luncheon either. That was all.

By dinner all would assemble again, with only the usual feelings of
aggravation, dislike and hostility to one another.

And now he could certainly get Everest to restore the church for him.
It needed it badly, and enlarging too. He could not well refuse under
the circumstances, and after the marriage Lanark Park would be a
nice place for the girls to stay at. What an excuse for him too; for
frequent visits to town ... to see Regina!... She was very generous
also. Now she would be so rich, there were many little loans he
could ask of her--a motor would certainly be a convenience, for the
more distant visits to his parishioners, and ready cash ... for other
expenses that it was troublesome to draw cheques for.... Yes, decidedly
the news was good, though it might have been better; so he dipped his
pen in the ink and answered Everest's note at once:


     "MY DEAR EVEREST,--Perhaps you can imagine with what
     profound sorrow I read your letter of yesterday. I am doubly
     wounded, as father and as clergyman.

     "It is indeed deplorable that a girl like Regina, brought up so
     carefully, spiritually watched over so tenderly, grounded so
     thoroughly in religious principles and surrounded by the purity of
     a loving home, should have taken such a terrible and distressing
     step.

     "You ask me to have confidence in you, and I think you know
     already, my dear Everest, I have the greatest confidence. But for
     this, the blow would be insupportable. You must, however, realise
     what a father's feelings are in such a terrible situation, and I
     trust you will exert yourself to the utmost to make my daughter's
     position an honourable one as soon as you possibly can. I cannot
     write more at present; I feel it all too keenly. In much sorrow,
     your old friend,

     "JOHN."


He read that over with satisfaction. He knew Everest would not stand
the least coercion, but that to say he had confidence in him and, as it
were, to put him on his honour, was the best--in fact the only--way to
deal with him.

With a bland smile, he folded the letter, put it in its envelope and
then turned to his sermon for next Sunday, on "Candour and Honesty."

When Everest received this letter he read it through, an amused smile
playing over his handsome face, and then slipped it into his pocket,
with the single comment: "Jolly old humbug, John!"

The first thing on Monday morning Regina begged him to see about
getting her picture sold, and Everest sent it to a shop he knew well in
Bond Street, with instructions to frame and glaze it, and expose it in
the window.

Regina asked specially that the price might be put on, and fixed it
without consulting anyone at seventy-five pounds.

Two or three days after, in Bond Street, they saw a little knot of
people before a shop, and when they came up to it found it was "The
Murderer" that made the attraction.

The painting looked very fine in its frame, and leaning back at just
the right angle in the window. One could hardly pass it without at
least a sideways glance, and nearly everyone paused to gaze at it.

Regina stood for a moment, hearing, with Everest beside her, the
comments on her work. Outwardly, she was quite unmoved, but when they
turned into the park she looked up at him.

Her face was flushed and glowing, her eyes shone softly. "Thank you
so much for arranging it all so well for me. I shall be glad when it
is sold. It is not a picture one wants to keep, as one does 'The
Enchanted Garden,'" and then after a pause: "All those people to-day
spoke of its great power, didn't they? It was fun to hear them talk!"

The following days were largely occupied in getting clothes, and though
Regina begged him not to trouble about these, he came with her and
superintended all the purchases.

She did not seem to wish to have anything sent her from the Rectory,
and she never inquired what Everest had written to her father, nor what
the reply had been. For her, apparently, her home and all its inmates
had ceased to exist.

These days spent in town, empty though it was, and rather dusty and
disagreeable at that time of year, were full of a wonderful delight
for them both. Everest was gifted with a marvellously good temper,
the result of his perfect health and strength. Nothing ever seemed to
ruffle or disturb him. He was always ready to laugh at those thousand
little contretemps that occur in life from day to day--he never blamed
her for them, even when she deserved it. He was always satisfied with
the clothes she chose and wore; according to him, she was always
dressed in the right things, and looked sweet in them. He sympathised
with her in her smallest troubles. If she had an ache, or pain, or
a cut finger it was a serious matter to him; and in these days of
intimate companionship with him Regina grew to know what the absolute
idolatry of another meant. She had come to him with it in her heart,
as so many women come to their lovers and husbands with that precious
gift, but in nearly every case the intense egoism, the want of all
consideration, the ungracious ill-humour, the constant anger over petty
details that men usually display in daily life, completely destroy it,
leaving the woman at last weary and indifferent. Everest's gay, sunny
disposition was very like Regina's own, and to be with him, after
living in the depressing atmosphere of the Rectory, made her feel as a
bird might feel set free in a glad, green wood, full of summer light,
after long imprisonment in a cellar. Almost breaking with its own
delight, her heart soared upwards in love's bright and sunny sky.

The picture had been in the window of the Bond Street shop a few days
when late one afternoon a middle-aged man entered, and nodding to the
proprietor took a chair by the counter.

"I see you've found a new genius, Jim," he said, "and you are doing
your best to boom it, by putting on that ridiculous price; but you know
it's too much; you won't get it!"

"Well, sir, it's the lady's own price. I am selling it for her,"
answered the man deferentially, for his visitor was a constant
customer; a good judge of painting, and with a purse as sound as his
judgment.

"Oh, it's a lady, is it? So much the better. A pretty one?"

"I shouldn't like to say so very pretty, but tall and attractive, and
so bright it's just like sunshine to see her come in."

"And how old?"

"Oh, about eighteen or nineteen I should say."

His customer nodded contentedly.

"She has remarkable talent--remarkable! The choice of subject alone
shows that; so strong, so original. All the same, I can't give you that
sum for it. It's ridiculous. You just take off two-fifty, and then we
can talk about it."

The shopman's face was a study, as he looked back at his interlocutor.
He had known Mr. Burton for twenty-five years, and had never seen him
intoxicated yet, but what was he talking about now?

"Two-fifty?" he repeated blankly.

"Yes!" returned the other testily, thinking he was pondering
discontentedly over the demanded reduction, "I say two-fifty. You
must know, as well as I do, that five hundred is a fancy price for
a water-colour. However I'll stand that; it's a big picture, and
something quite exceptional, so I'll go five hundred, especially as the
lady is eighteen and attractive. But not any more, and if you refuse
that, you're a fool, Jim!"

Jim looked down at his glass counter, struggling with his amazement,
and it did credit to his good qualities as a trader that his face
presented nothing more than the surly and sour look of one who is asked
to reduce his price for a valuable object. Rapidly, he tried to grasp
the position, and, though he could not find at once the key to it,
he saw that there was some error somewhere, which had induced Burton
to make him an offer of five hundred pounds for a picture priced at
seventy-five. It was clearly his duty to get for the artist the most
that anyone was willing to pay for the painting. It was even more his
duty to secure the largest possible commission for himself.

Here, if anywhere, the law of _caveat emptor_ must apply. Burton had
seen the picture, Burton was a connoisseur, if Burton said it was
worth five hundred that settled it; it was worth it. The vocation of
picture-dealing lends a mask to the face and adroitness to the mind.

Jim looked up with a depressed air.

"The lady fixed the price herself, sir.... I don't know whether I ought
to...."

Burton interrupted him: "Fiddlesticks! Fiddlesticks! I'll write you a
cheque for five hundred pounds, and you send it to the lady with my
compliments, not only on her painting, but on her cheek in asking so
much for it. Say if she's not satisfied, she can return the cheque
and have her picture back." And he drew out a cheque-book and laid it
on the counter. Jim, inwardly trembling lest at any moment Regina or
Everest should come in and in some way spoil this amazing bargain,
still moved slowly to fetch pen and ink, and put it before his customer
with the grudging air of a man who hates the concession he is making.

As soon as Burton was engrossed in writing he turned to the window,
and himself lifted the picture from it. The price ticket he rapidly
transferred to his pocket, before Burton looked round. He had signed
the cheque and pushed it over to Jim's side of the counter. He
stretched out his hand and took the painting.

"Turn on the light.... Let's see how it looks by electric."

The light was flashed on, and the beautiful soft crimson tones of the
sky, the fallen brilliance on the snow, lost nothing by it.

Strong, masterly, complete, it satisfied the eye of the judge, as he
scanned it rapidly and keenly.

"She'll go far, very far, if some damned love business doesn't cripple
her," he muttered to himself, and then aloud to Jim:

"Tell her to paint me a pendant to this--anything she likes, and I'll
give her another five hundred pounds, but not more, mind! Gad, I do
like her cheek!"

"Shall I send this, sir?" asked Jim: he felt himself turning green with
fear lest anything should happen before he could get Burton and the
picture safely off his premises, the cheque left behind.

"No, no! Put it in the motor, I'll take it with me. You can send me
up the lady herself, if you like! With the pendant, you know!" And
chuckling at his own joke he went out to his waiting motor, followed
by Jim, grasping the picture with hands that were damp and cold with
anxiety. The motor started, and he went back to his shop.

"Well, talk of luck!!!"

He drew the ticket from his pocket and looked at it under the electric
burner; a hair had curled itself round on the paper, by the figures,
and formed a little blot after them, which looked something like a
closed nought. The ticket, if your eye happened to catch it that way,
read £750, and nothing else.

Just as Everest was going to change his clothes for dinner, that
evening, the telephone in the studio called him up. He went to it and
heard the picture-dealer's voice:

"Would you mind stepping round, sir, for a moment? It's about the
picture, and it's important: only please don't say anything to the
lady till you've seen me, please, sir."

Everest assented and went back to Regina. She was seated, ready to go
out to the restaurant where they usually dined, dressed in a white
dress he had chosen for her, very similar to the one she had worn at
the Rectory the first night he saw her.

"I like to see you in one like that--it brings such happy associations
with it," he had said.

A collar of sapphires he had given her was round her neck, and the
jewelled star he had sent to Stossop at her breast.

She looked very lovely, as she always did in evening dress, the
wonderful milky whiteness of her skin and its satin surface seemed to
hold the eye irresistibly.

Beside her lay her dark cloak, white-lined, ready to slip on. "I am so
sorry, but I must go out for a few minutes. Will you amuse yourself
till I come back?"

She looked up and saw Everest with his hat and coat on.

"Certainly, don't hurry on my account," she said, smiling up at him,
and he went out.

At the shop he found Jim in a state of dismay. Possible complications
had occurred to him. He explained the whole incident to Everest and
then wound up with:

"I didn't know what to say on the spur of the moment, as you might
call it. With the gentleman there, pressing me to take five hundred
pounds for it, it seemed nothing less than my duty, but for heaven's
sake, sir, don't let the lady give me away about it, for if Mr. Burton
thought I'd made him pay more than I might have done, perhaps he'd
never come into the shop again."

Everest listened to the whole recital with some amusement.

"I can't say what view the lady will take," he said at the end. "But
I am quite sure she won't do anything to make trouble for you. As you
say, Burton's opinion goes far to making the value of it. I do not
see any harm in her accepting his price myself, but she may choose to
refuse. We shall see."

"If she lets on that she fixed the price at seventy-five pounds,
Burton'll see the whole game," wailed the shopman. "Do tell her, sir,
she mustn't give me away like that."

Everest promised he would see he was protected, and when the man was
somewhat calmed, he returned to the rooms.

Regina was standing by the mantelpiece, gazing at the garden picture,
when he entered.

He went up to her, and bending over her kissed her white shoulder, and
pressed the cheque into her hand.

"The picture was sold to-day and the buyer thought its price was seven
hundred and fifty pounds. He offered Jim five hundred for it, and the
man thought it his duty to accept it."

Regina gazed back at him with astonished eyes.

"Then is this for me?" she asked, unfolding the cheque.

"Yes; Burton, the man who bought it, was satisfied to give that for it,
which should be a great satisfaction to you."

"It is; but why did he think it was priced at seven hundred and fifty?
I suppose he misread the card. I think I had better write and tell him
I only asked seventy-five pounds."

If John Marlow was a humbug, Regina certainly was not. Everest watched
her with interest. He knew so well what John would have said and done
in a like case. He would have been so bland and glib, and pocketed the
cheque so smoothly!

"You can't very well without giving away the shopman, who not
unnaturally thought he was doing his best for you. It has made rather
a difficult situation. You had better think over what you'd like to do
while I'm dressing."

Regina took the cheque and walked back into the sitting-room. She sat
down at once and wrote:


     "DEAR SIR,--Through a mistake of mine, you were asked
     for my picture more than I intended. I am therefore returning you
     your cheque for five hundred pounds and I shall be quite satisfied
     if you will send me another for one hundred pounds instead. Yours
     faithfully,

     "REGINA ----."


And here she paused. It was the first note she had written since she
had been with Everest. What would he wish her to sign it? She left it
open, and sat and waited till he came in.

Everest picked up the note and read it; then he saw the blank she had
left, and took the pen from her and wrote in, himself: "Lanark," and
she pressed her soft, warm lips on his hand as it laid down the pen.

"Can that do any harm to the dealer?" she asked. "It has all got into
a muddle, and I hate even that note, because it's not absolutely
straight facts, but perhaps it's the best I can do. What do you think?"

"I think it's all right, if you want to return the cheque, which
there's no real need to do, since Burton bought the thing with his eyes
open."

"I know, but there is a feeling he was somehow deceived. I would rather
return it, I think. I only want the seventy-five pounds I asked really,
but I don't dare to bring that in, because it would betray the dealer.
It would strike Burton probably, then, that the man acted as he did."

She put the note in an envelope and addressed it at Everest's
dictation, and on their way to the restaurant they posted it. Everest
meditated in silence on her action. It was just what he had expected of
her. He saw that of the business, worldly, trader's instinct, which was
so marked a feature of the Rector's character, there was not a trace
in Regina. She had the aristocrat's outlook on things, similar to his
own, and he admired the quick, decided way she had instantly refused to
be even the passive party to a mild deceit, by which she was to profit
considerably. That Burton had considered her picture worth five hundred
pounds, and valued it at that, pleased him also greatly, and in his
ears rang the words of the connoisseur, repeated by the dealer:

"She will go very far, if some confounded love business doesn't cripple
her."

And suddenly, besieged by many thoughts, he turned to her, as she sat
beside him in the taxi, and kissed her impetuously, and crushed her
up to him, taking the girl by surprise. But she was always ready for
his caresses, and put her arm up round his neck, and kissed him back,
although it was ruffling her hair, and crushing to death the tea-roses
she had pinned at her breast.

The next day, while they were having tea together in the studio,
where he had been showing her his work, she received Burton's answer,
enclosing the original cheque:


     "MY DEAR YOUNG LADY,--Pardon this form of address. I am
     sure you must be very young to be so honest. I paid five hundred
     pounds for your picture, and it's more than worth it. I had an
     advance offer on it to-day.

     "Go to work, and paint me another as soon as you can. Any subject,
     and the price to be five hundred pounds. Your admirer,

     "CHARLES BURTON."


"I _am_ so glad, Everest!" she exclaimed, the brilliant light he knew
so well leaping up in her eyes. "A thousand pounds! I need not spend
more than that in a year, and so be no expense whatever to you."

Everest laughed.

"My sweet, no; but if you cost me twenty thousand a year, I would be
delighted to pay it!"




CHAPTER VI

PARADISE OR ...?


About a week later the flat was ready for them, and, their things
having preceded them, they drove over to it in the afternoon.

Tears had stood in Regina's eyes as she took her possessions out of
Everest's room at the studio to pack them.

"I have been so wonderfully happy here," she exclaimed, "I cannot help
being sorry to leave. This is where I came and took you by surprise,
and you were so good to me."

"Well, my darling, we might go on staying here, only, you see, it
is not very comfortable being obliged to go out to all our meals. I
generally only use this place in the summer, and when I am up just for
a few days or when I have a picture on hand," Everest had answered,
coming up to her.

"We shall soon furnish the flat with as much joy and happiness as we
have had here."

Regina laughed and sighed.

"The best furniture of all--joy and happiness," she repeated, and went
on steadily packing.

They had lived quite in Bohemian style at the studio, having no
servants to wait upon them, only the _concierge_ of the whole
building and his underlings, who saw to the cleaning of the place and
the arranging of the rooms, the carrying up of letters and water,
wood or coal, as required. Everest had made their own coffee in the
morning, and tea in the afternoon. For all else, they had relied on
the restaurants outside. There had been a charm in the quietness, the
simplicity of it all, in the utter absence of other eyes upon them,
even of servants, in the sense of being absolutely alone together in
this little niche of London, and to the girl a great, an indefinable
charm, in knowing this was his own, his most private, particular niche,
where he had lived and worked alone.

When they reached the flat, and Everest took her over it, Regina was
surprised at its wonderful comfort and luxury. The rooms at the studio,
where they had been staying, were large, well furnished and in perfect
order, but there had been a certain simplicity about them, a suggestion
that they were used by a bachelor in his hours of severe and solitary
work. The whole appearance and air of the flat was totally different.
It was full of beauty and luxury, and spoke of pleasure and ease, and
the delight of the senses. Everest had been preparing it for her, and
his heart had been in all the designing of it, while, as he did not
care in the least what the bills came to, everything in it was of the
most beautiful and most costly, extravagant type.

It was spacious, with a wide, high hall, square in shape, from which
the various rooms opened, and contained two large bedrooms, dining
and drawing rooms and an extra sitting-room, besides all the offices,
servants' bedrooms, kitchen and bathrooms. Regina thought the bedroom
he had arranged for them the most beautiful specimen of furnishing
she had ever seen. It was all in white and silver, with a silver
chick--that is to say, long curtains composed of vertical, swinging
threads of silver beads--enclosing the entire bed.

The walls were hung with white satin embroidered with silver, instead
of being papered, and the curtains were white satin and velvet, lined
with silver. The carpet was white velvet pile, with a design of lilies
of the valley, and their pale green leaves wreathed over it, and
outlined in silver, and all the furniture and china in the room bore
out the same design. The whole was lighted by deep rose-coloured lamps,
enclosed in fairy-like silver open-work, the tinted light flooding
everything, which otherwise might have seemed too cold, with tender
warmth.

"How exquisite! How truly lovely!" she exclaimed to him, and he flushed
and laughed, and said nothing was good enough for her, and that he had
designed the room to imitate the diamond-like radiance of her mind, and
the satin whiteness of her skin.

They went on from room to room, Regina admiring everything, her eyes
delighting in all the beauty and perfection of it, and her heart
beating uncertainly to think of the homage it all expressed for her.

They came back finally to the drawing-room, where a little fire burned
cheerily, though it was not at all cold, and the window was open. Tea
was laid ready for them, on a table near the fire, and they sat down,
opposite each other, looking into each other's eyes, and feeling that
no two human beings could possibly be more happy than they were.

Everest had thought four servants would be enough for them: a cook,
housemaid, footman, and his own valet. He had offered Regina a maid,
but she had begged to be allowed to continue without one.

"I do everything so simply and quickly for myself. I am accustomed to
it, and I don't want to become less independent."

Everest had replied it didn't matter at all, and so the question was
left.

The valet, Hammond, had greeted Regina respectfully, inwardly delighted
that his master had chosen her, and not one of "them other 'aughty and
stupid young ladies at the Rectory."

"You must be quite tired with all that tour of inspection," Everest
said, as they drew up their chairs to the table, "have some of these
hot scones to restore you."

"I shall soon be restored from such a pleasant fatigue as that," she
returned, laughing. "The rooms are so beautiful, they are just like
lovely pictures, and you have had so many of your own things brought
here they look as if we had been living in them for months already."

He had brought many personal things there, and a few of his own
pictures, which pleased her more than anything. They were finely
finished paintings of tropical scenery, and she spent a long time
studying them. Her own picture of "The Enchanted Garden" he could not
bear to part with from his bedroom, and it stood by itself on a table,
at the foot of the white and silver bed.

A few days after their installation, Everest had to leave her, to go
into the country, and after a morning's work on her new picture she
spent the afternoon playing the piano.

About four o'clock she rang for tea, and just after it had been brought
heard the hall door open and footsteps and voices outside.

She opened the drawing-room door and saw that the footman was
interviewing a tiny and extremely dainty feminine young person, dressed
in black velvet and a small toque covered with Parma violets.

She had a sheaf of papers in her hands, some keys and a gold pencil,
and a velvet bag swung from her grey gloved wrist. A sudden tremor of
interest, though she could not tell why, and could only see the back of
the intruder, ran through Regina.

"But I must have left it here, because I have already looked on the
stairs and everywhere," she heard the girl saying.

"I am sorry, madam, but nothing has been noticed here," the footman was
replying, when his mistress stepped forward.

The visitor turned, and Regina saw she was face to face with the
beautiful, cameo-like countenance she had seen in the velvet case in
Everest's room at Stossop. She recognised it instantly--in fact it was
such a striking face, and of such a marked type, it would have been
quite impossible not to do so. For the first instant Regina thought
that the girl had come to see her. Then she remembered that, though
she, Regina, knew her by her portrait and through Everest's remarks,
the girl had never seen and probably never heard of herself, and was in
ignorance equally of Everest's being at this address. It was just a
strange chance that had brought them together.

"I have lost my pocket-book, with all my notes in it--so tiresome!" the
girl was saying, as she turned to Regina.

"I called to see the flat above, and mistook the number. I came in here
before I discovered my mistake, and so I thought I might have dropped
my book here, as I can't find it anywhere else. I am tired to death
with looking at flats and worrying over them and now, in addition, to
lose my pocket-book...."

She looked very tired, her face was flushed, she seemed nervous and
half-inclined to cry.

A thought came to Regina that she would like to see more of her. She
was truly beautiful, and she was Everest's cousin.

"I am so sorry," she said aloud, "but won't you come in and rest for a
few moments, and have tea with me? I am quite alone, and just going to
have mine."

The girl hesitated. Behind Regina she could see the luxurious and
inviting room, with its tea-table, burdened with good things. She was
dreadfully tired and thirsty ... her motor was downstairs at the door,
and could easily wait ... tea would be delightful and she could spin
home afterwards in no time.

"Oh, thanks.... Well, do you know, I think I will really.... It is too
kind of you...."

"I shall be delighted," returned Regina. And the footman closed the
door, while the two women passed into the drawing-room.

She gave her guest a low easy-chair by the fire, facing the window, and
the talk was all about the lost pocket-book for many minutes, and while
Regina listened and sympathised she studied intently the face opposite
her. The girl was very fair, light curls of absolute and natural gold
showed under her tiny hat, her eyes were large and blue, and surmounted
by pale brown eyebrows, most perfectly and delicately arched. The
features were exquisite in their refinement, in their delicacy and
finish of form. A tiny, straight nose, a little curled upper lip, a
most exactly and elaborately curved mouth of scarlet, a ring of small,
even teeth, a perfect chin, set on a round column of throat, made up
a face of great beauty. The skin was of the colour and appearance of
ivory, and, now that the flush was dying away, colourless, except for
its even tone of cream. She was exceedingly small, there seemed hardly
any body at all in the tight-fitting black velvet gown.

In the large, voluptuous easy-chair she looked like a beautiful little
French doll. She explained how her aunt and herself were looking at
flats for some friends, and how to-day her aunt had been ill and unable
to come, and had begged her to motor to some different addresses,
and how she had done so, and made a lot of notes as to prices and
conditions--that this was the last to be visited, and that having done
that, and coming downstairs, she had missed her book, which contained
the whole fruits of her labours, and she was ready to cry with vexation
over it, etc., etc.

She talked prettily enough, but Regina saw, long before the recital,
with its many repetitions, its unnecessary details, its confused
arrangement, was over, the kind of mental equipment she possessed. The
losing of the pocket-book was exactly what might have been expected of
the silly, feather-headed little creature.

After the pocket-book's loss had been thoroughly deplored, Regina led
her into general conversation. She thought possibly, as her visitor's
eyes strayed about, they might recognise some of Everest's things,
but she did not seem to do so, nor to know the pictures, on which, at
Regina's invitation, she expressed some very banal opinions. She seemed
to admire the furniture of the flat a good deal more.

Regina, who, like all great natures, had practically the double
disposition of male and female in her, was always greatly attracted, as
a man is, by beauty and grace in a woman.

She felt no hostility to it, and no jealousy, so that Everest's
cousin had appealed to her favourably at first. At the end, however,
of half-an-hour the girl had tired and bored her by the inanity of
everything she said, and she found herself wondering whether, if the
girl married, the husband would shortly after commit suicide or enter
a lunatic asylum, or what would be his fate, and she was glad when the
visitor said she must go.

"It's been too awfully sweet of you!" she said. "I've enjoyed the rest
so much, and feel quite well again.... Good-bye...."

Regina wished her good-bye and accompanied her to the hall. True to
English traditions of good breeding, they had conversed all the time
without asking each other a single question, or hearing each other's
names.

When her visitor had gone, Regina walked over to the fire and gazed
long at her own face in the mirror.

Though it had not the beauty of line of the other girl's, it possessed
something that hers had not.

Then she commenced walking up and down the room. She was asking herself
this question:

"That girl, with all her possessions and her beauty, could she make a
man as happy as I can, I wonder?"

The thing interested her, and she pondered over it deeply and nearly
made herself late in dressing for dinner.

When Everest came back she recounted the whole incident, just as it had
happened, and saw him contract his eyebrows.

"So Sybil's in town now," he remarked merely, and seemed disinclined to
pursue the subject.

For many days after this, Everest was very much occupied, and out a
great deal, and Regina devoted herself to the painting for Burton.

They would be leaving England shortly for the winter, and she was
anxious to complete her work in good time before they had to start. She
had called her subject "The Great Denial," and she hoped to make it as
strong a picture as "The Murderer."

It was the interior of a monastic cell, of which the cold grey stone
was illumined by a feeble candle flame. On the stone ledge, that served
as table, stood a plate of untouched bread, by a flagon of water,
equally untasted. On the floor, stretched out, with his arms extended
in the form of a cross, lay the poor, attenuated, emaciated figure of a
young monk, apparently asleep.

Upon his face rested an expression of extreme beatitude. The whole end
of the cell was in vivid light, a sort of rose colour deepening into
crimson and shot through with gold, and from the centre of the rosy
mist lifted itself the etherealised form of a woman. In her face shone
all the purest and tenderest qualities of sexual love, as she seemed to
smile on the poor, thin figure on the flagstones.

Regina worked on this picture slowly, lovingly, with tender care,
different entirely from the fierce rush of inspiration, the fury of
energy in which she had accomplished the other. She painted chiefly
while Everest was out, and this was often, for he had a good deal to do
and attend to before leaving England for an indefinite time.

As no marriage had been given out, he could not introduce Regina to
any of his friends. He disliked equally the idea of lying directly
about her position, and of running the risk of her being annoyed or
insulted by them. So he saw little of his friends, and refused all the
invitations he could. Where he was obliged to accept, he went alone,
and Regina was quite happy, for she wanted nothing but Everest himself;
friends, amusement, gaiety, display--all these were nothing to her. Her
love and her art filled to overcrowding her daily life.

But sheltered though she lived in this happy seclusion, certain rumours
of the enormity of Everest's conduct reached the attentive ears of his
family, and to her surprise, one afternoon, she received a visit from
Everest's sister. She was sitting alone in the large drawing-room of
the flat, half buried in one of the luxurious arm-chairs, contemplating
with dreamy satisfaction the finished picture, to which she had been
adding a few final touches, softening here and there some over-dark
lines. With the brush still in her hand, she sat far back in her chair,
gazing on her work, while the light outside diminished and the great
room grew dim, lighted only by the wavering glow from the fire. She
would not ring for the tea to be brought up till Everest came back,
nor turn on the light; she would wait for him, and from gazing on
the picture she gradually fell to musing in the shadow-filled room
and meditating on her life. How supremely happy she was in it! She
could not imagine at that moment one other gift that she would demand
from the gods, if she had had the privilege of doing so. How perfect
the union between herself and her lover was! She wondered if it were
usual, this harmony of wish and desire, of thought and expression,
of outlook and view between two people, if it were usual for women
to feel that adoration for the lover or husband they chose that she
felt for Everest, so that his mere entering the room gave her joy, his
smile upon her a passionate delight, the sound of his voice an excited
pleasure, while his desire for herself carried her away to a paradise
of which afterwards her brain could hardly realise or reconstruct in
memory the ecstasy. As she was dreaming in these soft reveries the door
suddenly opened, and, thinking it was Everest himself, she sprang up to
welcome him.

It was the footman, however, who handed her a salver, from which she
took and read the little white slip:

"Miss Lanark."

"Say I am at home," she said, and turned on the light, filling the
room with soft rose colour from its many-shaded lamps. After a moment
Miss Lanark entered. The luxury of the beautifully furnished room
struck upon her senses disagreeably, the warmth, the light, the extreme
comfort of it, the beauty of its velvet hangings and carpet, its silken
curtains, the fragrance of the exotic flowers on the tables impressed
her just as she expected to be impressed, coming to her brother's
rooms from the severe simplicity of her own Scottish home. Here was
comfort, luxury, beauty; all the accompaniments of _vice_. She glanced
towards her hostess, standing to receive her. Here too, just as she
expected: the girl was richly dressed; a gown of pastel-blue velvet
fitted close--so closely and smoothly Miss Lanark had never seen,
except on the stage, in her rare visits to the theatre--the beautiful,
supple figure of the wearer, and fell in gracious folds round her.
There seemed old lace and some pearls about her throat, and above
rose her face, so soft and warm and vivid in its fair colouring that
it suggested being painted. Yes, it was all there just as she had
imagined. The picture was complete. Beauty, ease, luxury, happiness,
these must and did mean--sin.

She took the chair the girl drew forward for her. She was very calm and
self-possessed, and Regina thrilled through all her being, recognising
in her just that same wonderful grace of bearing, that air of perfect
breeding, that charmed her so in Everest. She was about ten years
older than he was, and her hair was grey, while his was quite black,
but she had the same beautiful features, only whereas in Everest's case
the face was all light and fire, life and animation, the sister's was
dead and grey and cold, unsmiling and severe.

"I have come to talk to you about my brother," she said, without any
preface, and Regina heard the gentle, refined tones of Everest's voice,
only with the music left out.

"I am so glad," she rejoined simply. "There is no subject so dear to
me. I worship him."

This last phrase offended Miss Lanark; men and women, in her
estimation, should like and esteem each other. They should not use the
word "worship" about each other, but keep that for their Maker. She
passed this over in silence on this occasion, and pursued coldly:

"Then don't you see how wrong it is to be living with him like this,
and keeping him from doing his duty to himself and his family?"

"What is Everest's duty?" queried Regina, gazing at her visitor with
genuine interest.

For the moment Miss Lanark was disconcerted. She had not really
thought of that. The ordinary run of people make use of a number of
set phrases, that have been composed for them and passed on by others,
and the direct questions of the few who think for themselves generally
bring confusion and discomfort upon them.

"Well ... er ... to ... er ... marry some proper and fitting person,
and have children to inherit his name and estates."

"Wouldn't it be just as good for the family, and everybody, if his
brother inherited them?"

Again Miss Lanark felt a little uncertain of her ground.

"No," she said, with some asperity, after a minute; "I don't think it
would."

"But Everest was not doing all that when he met me," objected Regina.
"He spent his time travelling about over the world, and loving and
being loved by all sorts of people."

Miss Lanark drew herself together very rigidly on her chair, the lines
of her mouth set.

"I am quite aware that Everest has been very wild," she said icily,
"but we all hoped he would come home and settle down now to a quiet and
godly life."

Regina was silent for a few moments. Her gaze swept round the peaceful,
restful room, where the walls had never echoed a hard or unloving word
all the time that she and Everest had occupied it, which had enclosed
a shrine of perfect love, where both had vied with each other in
self-sacrifice, in tenderness, in devotion, and wondered if indeed any
life could be more godly than theirs.

"We all hoped he would marry his cousin, Lady Constance Sybil Graham,
on his return to this country, and he would have done, I believe, but
for you. He would now, if--if----" She hesitated.

"You think it would be a good beginning for the godly life, to desert
me, when I love him and he loves me, in order to marry someone who has
a better worldly position, is that it?" Regina asked, leaning forward.
Her eyes were full of mirth.

Miss Lanark felt horribly embarrassed. It is so difficult to keep
up the religious and the worldly line of argument side by side. She
hesitated and then said coldly:

"A sister has to consider her brother's worldly interests as well as
the welfare of his soul, and if you would listen to your better nature,
and set him free by going away from him, both would benefit, I feel
sure."

This was a little ambiguous, but Regina understood the "both" to refer
to Everest's soul and his worldly interests. She looked away to the
fire in silence; to her open, courageous nature, to her singleness
of mind, it seemed truly marvellous this straining after the cloak
of religion, this dragging of the mantle of piety round the grinning
skeleton of lust after riches and worldly good.

Miss Lanark brought with her into this room, where Everest and she
had led such a frank, sincere and natural existence, just the same
atmosphere of falsity, of pretence, of humbug, that had pervaded the
Rectory. She could well understand how Everest had hated his home as
she had hated hers, and with this thought came the sweet recollection
of a phrase of his, uttered in one of their close embraces:

"I have never known happiness till now."

"Everest is perfectly free to leave me if he likes," she answered,
after a minute. "I should never stand in the way of his marrying or
doing anything he wishes, but while he is perfectly happy I am not
going to leave him and cause him distress and pain, nor am I going to
try to force him into a marriage with a commonplace woman, who I don't
believe could satisfy him."

"Commonplace woman! A girl of that splendid family, with all that money
and a title!"

"None of those things prevent her being commonplace," returned Regina
calmly.

"You've never seen her, you don't know anything about her."

"Yes; she came here one day for a few minutes, about some business."

"You could not tell in that time what she was like."

"I saw her and talked to her. I should be very stupid if I could not
tell then what sort of person she was."

Miss Lanark rocked herself backwards and forwards in her chair in
silence.

"To think of my brother," she moaned, after a pause, "with all his
wealth, his attainments, his opportunities, doing nothing with
them--living in sin, like this!"

Regina leant back in her chair.

"Everest is rather anxious to marry me," she remarked. "Would you like
that better, if he did?"

Miss Lanark started and sat bolt upright:

"_You! Marry you!_ A country rector's daughter, and an _artist_!" Had
she said "criminal" the accent could not have been more marked. "And
Everest! He could have anybody! There is not one girl in town who would
refuse him ... and then, to marry you!"

"Still, he would not be living in sin, would he?" returned Regina,
nibbling the end of her paint-brush and looking across the red
firelight at her visitor, with a laugh in her great, lustrous eyes.

Miss Lanark covered her face with her thin, beautifully gloved hands.

"Oh, it is all horrible!--whether he marries you or lives with you....
Cannot you go away and leave him to marry someone suitable, as he would
have done, but for you?"

"You think for him to marry a woman he disliked, and perhaps hated,
would be better than to live with one he loves, without marriage?"

"Oh _yes_!" replied Miss Lanark, so fervently that Regina sat silent,
thinking how truly "the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life,"
marvelling at the distance away from the truth of their religion the
modern Christian has got.

"Well, you see, I don't. I consider hate is a wrong and wicked thing in
itself, essentially evil; and I think wedded hate is a great deal worse
than unwedded love, so that I am afraid I cannot meet you in any way,
except by accepting Everest's proposal that we should marry each other,
but so far, for his sake, I have thought it better for him to be quite
free."

Miss Lanark wiped her eyes and coughed, then she said hesitatingly:

"Of course, if you would go, Everest is in a position to give you a
very good allowance indeed." She stopped weakly, her throat seemed to
dry at the words.

Regina simply laughed, quietly, musically. Miss Lanark recognised what
a charm such a laugh would have for a man.

"I don't think I am in need of an allowance from Everest, or anybody
else," she answered, glancing at the great picture, on which the red
light of the fire glowed softly, as if it would caress it.

Just at that moment the door opened and Everest came in. Regina sprang
up and ran to meet him, as she was accustomed to do. They embraced and
kissed, quite oblivious of their visitor, whom Regina had, for the
moment, utterly forgotten, and Everest had not even seen, submerged as
she was in the depths of a velvet chair, with its back to the door.

Regina remembered her after a minute.

"Your sister is here," she whispered in his ear, as they came together
towards the fire.

During their embrace by the door, Miss Lanark, who had never been
kissed by a man in her life, and who secretly felt great curiosity as
to what the dreadful sensation would be like, was sitting rigidly with
locked hands in her lap, gazing straight before her into the fire when
they approached. She was telling herself, inwardly, she hated people
making exhibitions of their feelings before others, but it was all like
the rest; just what she had expected: extravagance everywhere, and no
restraint of any kind.

"How are you, Clara?" asked Everest, in not too pleased a tone. "I
didn't know you were in town."

"No," returned Miss Lanark coldly. "I came yesterday on purpose to see
if various reports I had heard at home were true, and to call upon,"
she hesitated, and then added, "this lady."

Everest did not take up her speech in any way.

"How did you get this address?" he said merely, taking the silk scarf
from his neck. Regina, watching his face, saw it grow dark with
annoyance.

"I went to the studio, and they gave it me there," his sister rejoined,
rising.

"You will stay and have some tea with us surely, now Everest has come
in," Regina said, with her hand on the bell, but Miss Lanark declined
stiffly.

She felt she must get away from this distasteful place. The whole
atmosphere seemed to her hot with emotion, loving emotion, and
loving emotion meant wickedness. Had Miss Lanark wished to make a
representation of hell, she would certainly have drawn all the damned
souls kissing each other. To have depicted them murdering or robbing,
toasting or frying or torturing each other, would have seemed to be
delineating too trivial and insignificant offences, but if they were
represented as kissing! That would immediately explain why they were
there, and how fully they deserved it.

She held out her hand to Regina.

"I sincerely hope you will think over what I have said. We all of us
have to make sacrifices to duty."

"Certainly," returned Regina, "One's duty towards others should be the
first thought in one's life."

Her tone was calm, grave and beautiful; she voiced exactly what was
indeed the rule of her being.

Miss Lanark felt as if someone had thrown cold water in her face. She
turned to the door in silence.

"I suppose I shall see you before you go abroad this winter, Everest?"
she added to her brother.

"Oh, no doubt--we sha'n't start till September," he rejoined, going to
the door to hold it open for her.

Miss Lanark's thin cheek flushed at the word "we." So this beautiful,
warm-looking, kissing woman was going to be taken out with him! She
lifted her eyes at the door, and hers and her brother's met.

His brows were quite calm, his forehead smooth, but his gaze met hers
with an iron determination in it.

"You had better not interfere with my affairs," was what it plainly
said, and she went out, cold with anger and indignation.

Everest came quickly over to the hearth.

"What has that tiresome woman been saying?" he asked.

Regina had resumed her seat, and was gazing into the fire.

"Nothing, dearest, very particular. Only what I know already; that in a
worldly sense I am not good enough for you.... And she also seemed to
think if you married a rich woman it would be good for your soul, as
well as your prospects, though I can't follow her reasoning myself!"

"Damned lot of hypocrites, all my people are!" remarked Everest in
answer; and then he thought of John Marlow and his letter of "profound
sorrow." "I suppose they are all like that, don't let's bother about
them! Give me some tea."

The tea had been brought in, and Regina poured it out for him with
loving care over every detail. He took it from her, and they sat in
silence for a few minutes, rejoicing in being together again after some
hours' separation.

Then Everest leant forward and said very earnestly:

"I think, my darling, you had better marry me now, before we start
on the Egyptian tour. I want to take you up the Nile this winter, and
show you the Soudan. I was arranging about it to-day, my own dahabeeyah
is there, and I have given orders it's all to be refitted for you, by
September.... Then, later, we'll go into camp together, and do a little
lion-hunting, if you like.... But, you see, it's all rather risky work,
and I would like to know that we were married, and it was all straight
and square, so that if there were any accident to me you would be in a
good position."

"If there were any accident to you, nothing would matter any more at
all," returned Regina, in a low tone; and Everest came over and knelt
by her low chair, putting both arms round the supple waist, that felt
so warm and soft in its smooth velvet casing.

"Dear little girl, you are much too good to me. Nobody has ever loved
me as you do. I bought a rifle and a pistol for you to-day, and I am
having a gold plate with 'My Darling' engraved on it, put on both,
because you said you loved to hear me say that."

"But, if we do go to the Soudan, you won't ask me to kill anything,
will you?" she asked, a look of startled apprehension in her eyes. "As
far as I am concerned, the animals are all my personal friends and
relations. They are one family with human beings. I do not think there
is any real difference. Life is uniform everywhere. Only in some forms
it has greater power and capacity than in others."

"I shall not ask you to kill anything," returned Everest, smiling. "But
you must learn to shoot well, both with a pistol and rifle. It's quite
as necessary, more necessary, for a woman than a man. And you will be
a splendid shot, with your eye, that can see the deviation of a hair
in your painting. That feeling for the straight line must mean good
shooting. And our marriage? Come, now...."

"If you continue perfectly happy with me, and other things ... are just
as we wish ... then I will marry you at Khartoum," replied Regina very
softly, a beautiful, crimson flush passing over her face, "but not
before...." And then she kissed him, and let her white fingers play
with his thick and glorious black hair, and Everest forgot what they
were talking about, forgot everything, except that where she was was
paradise, though Miss Lanark, as we know, had thought of another place
in connection with her brother's flat.

Late that same night, lying in her white and silver bed, Regina thought
very seriously over things, her mind being very far from sleep. As
from the first, she only had the single desire to do the best for
Everest; and for many days now the question had haunted her mind:
what if Nature, by some evil fate, denied her after all the power of
maternity? She had heard and read that passionate, excitable natures
gifted mentally, and sensitive in mind and brain, were not the best
reproducers of their race. Nature cares for the type, the rule, and to
exceptional beings she denies sometimes the rights she allows to those
who are stolid, faithful models of the average.

Regina felt her own wish went for nothing in the matter. On the
contrary, as in artistic creation, a great wish seems to war against
production. She thought of all the poor royal women who, through the
ages, had asked the common gift, and been denied!

No; incredible as it seemed to her, considering all the health and
strength and love they both possessed, it still might be that she
would not be able to give him the one thing he had said he wished in
marriage. Then, if he was married to her, bound to her, it would be
impossible for him ever to realise his desire for an heir, ever to
dispose of his property as he wanted to. She, herself, could not free
him, except by her death, which would mean sorrow, or her desertion,
which would mean disgrace--for him. She, unfruitful, useless, would be
standing in the place of another woman, who possibly would have done
for him what she could not.

The thought was so bitter she clenched her hands as it came to her.
No, she would leave him free, until at least she was sure she had the
capacity for motherhood.

Even then she might not bear a son, but that was a risk she must take,
and every other woman equally with her, since conventional law makes it
necessary that marriage must precede the birth of the child for it to
be legitimate. That, she could not help, no means of hers could avoid
that risk for him. But no other would she allow, for her own advantage.
Truly and really, she kept to her duty, as she had announced it to Miss
Lanark.

And wearied out at last, by much thought for the dear, unconscious one
beside her she too, at last, fell asleep.

The next day the rifle and the pistol were sent home, and Everest
explained to her carefully all the properties and powers of the
death-dealing objects. She listened to it all most attentively:

"This is the best part about them, I think," she said, when he had
finished, and bent over the "My Darling" engraved upon them, and kissed
it.




CHAPTER VII

WITH THE GREAT RIVER


The Nile lay, gleaming exquisitely lilac, between its banks of golden
sand, calm and smooth, with a soft sheen upon its surface, it moved
forward as molten glass, without a ripple, without a murmur, in the
stillness of the sunset hour. The palms on Elephantine Island held
their feathery foliage without movement against the rosy violet of the
glowing sky. The burnished sand, unruffled by any breeze, stretched
level and even on every side, each grain of it seeming to glitter and
sparkle with tawny and deep orange hues, as if some Emperor had had a
carpet of jewels, of topaz and yellow amethyst unrolled along the river
banks, flashing and shining under the red-gold fire of the sun rays.

Not a sound jarred upon the stillness; from the gold tips of the palms
to the glow on the dreaming river all was wrapped in an infinite peace.

Some little distance from the island, motionless, with its sails
hanging like curtains of gold and lilac silk in the evening light, lay
the dahabeeyah of the Lanarks, and on its deck Everest and Regina were
sitting side by side, in long cane chairs, watching the lustre of the
western sky.

They had joined the dahabeeyah at Cairo, and, with its steam tug to
pull them up, it had not taken them long to get as far as this on their
way.

The boat was a thing of beauty; all fitted in purple and silver. It was
named _The Empress_, in honour of Regina, and was well worthy of its
name. When the girl went through it she felt, for the first time, a
rejoicing in Everest's wealth, since it gave him the power to provide
such a setting for their love. As she entered the sleeping saloon,
large and spacious as any room on land, and her eyes fell on the bed
at one side, with its purple velvet curtains, lined with mauve satin,
her feet faltered. She turned aside and, leaning her hand on the window
sill, looked down into the pale green waters below.

Her relations with Everest were still too new to her, and all the
emotions that filled them too intense, for her to be able to look upon
the room they were to occupy together with indifference.

Beyond the sleeping saloon, which occupied the whole width of the
boat, thus obtaining a very wide and gracious form, came two small
dressing-rooms and bathrooms, and beyond these, a covered topped
space, with open sides, a verandah, as it were, in which to sit idly,
contemplating the changing view of the river sides.

It was here they were sitting now, absorbed in that wonder of light and
colour that makes Egypt's peculiar beauty.

At the extreme other end lay the kitchen and the servants' quarters,
next came an anteroom and hall, where one first boarded the boat.
From this, one passed to the spacious dining-room, thence to the
drawing-room, and so on to the sleeping saloon. Over all the fore
part stretched the upper deck, with a smooth, polished floor, where,
before leaving Cairo, they had given a dance, and cool, white canvas
overhead, forming the roof. Inside the whole was hung with pale mauve
satin; and divans of wonderful depth and softness, inviting to slumber
in the long, hot afternoons, lined the sides.

Here, in the still, moonlight evenings, with the canvas sides of the
awning rolled up and their steam tug pulling them swiftly upstream
against the ripple and the light, floating airs of the Nile, Everest
would lie, while she played to him, or they would sit together,
watching the golden sand--golden to deep orange, even in the
moonlight--of the banks speed past them. It had been so far a dream
of enchantment, their life on board that boat. Day by day, and night
by night, this floating up and up the magical, golden river, between
ever-changing vistas of loveliness, of palm grove and date plantations,
of rose and azure-tinted hills, of deep green bands of the cultivated
fields, of burnished stretches of glittering desert, brought to the
girl's mind sometimes a sense of unreality.

"One never is so perfectly happy in one's life, for long," she often
thought. "The gods must begin to envy me soon, as the Greeks would say,
and strike me down." And she clung to every jewelled hour, as sometimes
in those rare dreams of perfect happiness that visit the human brain
the dreamer clings to his sleep, and fears the moment of his awakening,
which he is dimly conscious is approaching.

But, so far, no blow had fallen on the girl, each day came to her like
a messenger loaded with new gifts. Time was her ally, and every morning
the huge mirror, between its velvet hangings, showed her a face that
grew more lovely, a form that grew more perfect, as it developed,
flower-like, in this atmosphere, mental and physical, of warmth and
light; and though, in reality, Everest's feet were already on that cold
bridge that leads from youth to age, no trace yet of that awful, slow
destruction of the human frame could be detected in the lithe, active
body, nor in the clear-skinned, handsome face. The tremendous energy
that filled them both prevented any day seeming one moment too long for
them: its twenty-four hours barely sufficed them for what they wanted
to do in it.

Everest knew Egypt well, as he did Nubia, the Soudan, Abyssinia and
much of the heart of Africa, but he took an immense interest in
Regina's initiation and education. She was so well worth teaching! She
loved learning so much, and learnt so easily and rapidly! A good part
of their mornings were given up to the study of Arabic, which Everest
spoke perfectly himself. One of the girl's great joys was to hear him
talk when the Arab sheiks or other native visitors came to see them on
their boat, and she longed eagerly for the time when she would converse
easily with them, as he did. Then she must learn to ride perfectly and
easily anything that might be necessary at any moment, camel, horse or
donkey, and the dahabeeyah was stopped by his orders for many days,
at the most interesting spots, so that they might take long rides
together. And these camel races over limitless tracts of desert sand!
what a source of wildest joy and elation they were to her.

Everest would have the boat pulled up by some large native village or
settlement, and send his servants on shore to scour it for camels.

When some good-looking beast had been found, and sent up, he would go
himself, and personally examine it. Every cloth and covering would
be stripped from the camel by his orders, and then its condition and
skin carefully examined. The least sore or any pain-giving defect
caused rejection. He would only hire for his amusement animals that
could give it to him without distress. Finally, when two camels were
eventually selected, they were given food and water under his personal
supervision, and then left to rest in sheltered repose till the next
day. Under these circumstances, the camels on the following morning
were ready and fit and willing to go any distance, and those long
flying, swinging rides that she and Everest took together were a source
of great delight to Regina, delight greatly heightened by Everest's
care of the beasts themselves.

"I hate to hear a camel cry," he replied once to her eager praise. "I
know them so well--they are so good and gentle and patient and when
they scream as they do it means they are in terrible suffering."

And all his camels ever did was to gurgle with pleasure, whenever he
approached them. He seemed to possess a magnetic power over animals,
to speak to them in their own language. They never resisted him, nor
resented anything he did. They seemed to have an instinctive belief in
his knowledge of their troubles and requirements. And no trait in a
man could have bound Regina so closely to him as this did; no quality
evoked a greater admiration.

In their journey up the Nile, in their excursions into the desert,
they were often brought face to face with animal distress, caused by
the wanton cruelty or carelessness of the Arabs, or the still more
shameless callousness of the British tourist.

One morning they had been roused at daybreak by a piercing scream
from a camel on the bank, and both had hurried ashore, to find a
group of Arabs and one irate Englishman standing round a camel,
that was kneeling on the ground and resisted all persuasions of
the camel-driver's goad and the Britisher's boot to get up. It was
screaming, crying and groaning by turns, appealing in every way it
could to the pitiless crowd for help and mercy. Regina was white and
trembling with sympathy, Everest unmoved outwardly, and determined,
when they broke into the circle.

"Here, this tiresome beast won't get up," remarked the tourist. "At
this rate I sha'n't get out and back before noon."

"It has a wound or a sore probably under the girth, which hurts when it
rises," suggested Everest.

"I don't care what the devil's the matter with it," returned the other
savagely, "as long as it'll get up and let me get on to it."

"Then you ought to care," replied Everest sternly; "it's people like
you who encourage the camel-drivers to be cruel." And he added in
Arabic: "Stand back, all of you!"

The crowd, impressed by the commanding figure and the set gravity of
the face, all fell back, except the driver, who edged up behind him,
and pulled at his sleeve.

"Don't you go near that camel, mister; he very dangerous beast, very
savage; bad camel that, he bite."

Everest turned upon him, and said, as before, in Arabic:

"Stand back. Keep away from the camel."

The man fell back, and Everest went forward quite alone to the
complaining beast, who on seeing him approach, and fearing some new
form of torture from a fresh enemy, burst into a fresh series of its
anguished cries. When he was a little distance from it, Everest stopped
and began to talk to it in Arabic, in low caressing tones, and all the
crowd stood silent, wide-eyed and staring, and Regina watched him, her
heart beating and swelling with love and delight in him. After a few
moments the camel's shrieks fell to moans and groans, and finally to
silence. It turned its intelligent head this way and that, listening
intently to the soft Arabic words of encouragement and sympathy. When
it was quite silent, Everest drew near to it, and knelt down, putting
his hand gently on the saddle girth, when the creature winced and
moaned. It swung its head round towards him, but did not offer to
bite, and Everest talked to it again, while his strong, supple fingers
worked at the unfastening of the girth. It was difficult to get at,
owing to the animal's position, but with infinite patience and calm he
accomplished it, the camel watching him and listening to his voice all
the time. As the girth was loosened, some blood splashed out on his
hand and cuff, and as he drew the band aside a wound, in which a man
might lay his closed fist, was revealed. The camel winced and moaned
a little, but seemingly breathed more easily when the tight band was
loosened.

"Now you can get up," Everest said, exactly as he would have done to
a human being, and the camel, groaning slightly, but otherwise not
protesting, rose to its feet, while the blood trickled slowly down its
foreleg from the wound. Everest stroked and caressed its neck as it
stood beside him, and then turned upon the driver.

Regina heard him, in an unbroken flow of Arabic, which she could only
partially follow, abuse the man for using an animal in that state, and
threaten him with every kind of punishment if he persisted in hiring
out that or any other camel in a similar condition.

The man, not knowing in the least who this magnificent and
authoritative person might be, turned all colours, and vowed and
protested complete and absolute submission, and said he had another
camel, only it was worth eight shillings a day, and the English mister
had said he couldn't give more than six, so he wouldn't give him his
best camel, but now indeed he would, if this great lord would spare his
life and possessions. The scene ended by Everest taking the man's name
and address down in his note-book, and ordering the camel to be led off
by his own servants to have its wound dressed.

When he looked round for the British tourist he had vanished, and some
hours late Everest and Regina returned to their boat for breakfast.
Such and similar incidents were not uncommon, and each of them seemed
to send a gold barb down deep into her heart, pinning fast into her
consciousness a memory that could never be torn out.

And gradually, though she had never thought of or wished for children,
she delighted in the idea now of bearing them to this man. If she could
produce beings with his beauty, grace, strength and intellect, and that
dear character of his, and give them to the world, that was a work,
after all, worth doing; and hopes, like fairies, came to her now, from
day to day, and ideas and thoughts that became almost a conviction, but
she said nothing of it. She would wait till she was quite sure. There
was plenty of time.

And besides the riding of every kind in the desert, there was the
shooting. Everest was so anxious she should shoot well and easily, and
two or three times in the week they would go out to distant sandbanks
or hill ridges, where they could practise in safety. All kinds of
marks and distances were arranged for her: moving objects running on
a string, held by servants, and balls thrown into the air gave her
quickness and dexterity, with both rifle and pistol.

The days when there was no shooting practice there was the painting,
and they sat side by side on the cool upper deck, with the curtains
rolled up on some enchanting prospect, each absorbed in giving it
duplicate life upon the canvas.

And when the painting tired there was the playing, that they both
loved, and so the happy, busy days flew by, each filled to the brim
and overflowing with work and exercise, artistic creation and love.
Deliciously tired with accomplishment, they fell into each other's
arms at night, while the boat glided on by moonlight, to fresh scenes,
where the dawn would break.

Now, as they sat in the sunset hour, watching the light fall over the
desert, Regina's thoughts swept back over all the days and nights
of that glorious, golden month, and she felt almost afraid of the
perfection of her happiness.

"That man is late with the post," remarked Everest, looking at his
watch. "Didn't we send him ashore at six?"

"I'm not in a hurry for letters," answered Regina. "Nothing could make
me more happy than I am, anything might make me less!"

Everest laughed, and continued a little sketch of a lonely palm he was
making in his note-book, and just then the Arab messenger, with the
mail bag, came on to the verandah and saluted them.

There was an immense number of letters as usual for Everest. He opened
most of them with indifference, read and laid them down, without
comment.

There were a few for Regina, which she left on the table, unopened.
She did not wish to miss the transient glory of the sunset. And, as
she said, there was nothing, nothing, nothing, that she wanted in this
world.

"What a confounded bore!" exclaimed Everest suddenly over a letter.
"Sybil and her brother are coming out, and want to join our camp....
Isn't that tiresome?"

Regina went suddenly cold in the warm and roseate air.

"Oh, Everest, I am sorry!"

"A girl like that! So utterly unfit for camp life!" he went on. "It's
such a responsibility, and that ass of a brother of hers is such a bore
too."

"Can't you wire to them that you don't want them?"

Everest laughed his amused, easy laugh.

"Well, it's a little awkward! Besides, it won't make much difference to
Miss Sybil if she intends to come."

Regina rose with a swift, sudden movement from her chair, and came
over to his. Her face looked white in the warm light, her mouth had a
resolution in its lines that Everest had never seen before.

"You have been perfectly content and happy all this time, haven't you?"
she asked. "You don't want or need anybody else? You have no personal
wish that these people should come?"

"Not a bit," he answered, looking up at her with a smile. "I think they
would be a great bore. We are absolutely happy alone, and so we shall
be in camp. We don't want anybody."

"Then wire you won't have them: that they can't come." She spoke with
unusual decision for her, in talking with him. Generally it was her
pleasure to give way to him in everything. In fact she cared about
nothing so long as he was pleased. But now, this was important: there
was danger ahead to her happiness, and she rose to defend it, as a
lioness to defend her cub.

"I think this is the first thing I have asked of you," she added, as he
hesitated: "to send this wire."

Everest clasped both his arms round the slim, supple waist, as she
stood by him.

"My sweet, of course I will send one if you wish. You write out just
what you would suggest, and I'll give it to Salah to take now."

Regina bent down and kissed him on the thick waves of his black hair,
with a swift, passionate enthusiasm.

"Thank you so much," she murmured. Then she went into the body of the
boat, behind them, and wrote out the wire:


     "Regret your suggestion to join our camp quite impossible. Many
     reasons.--EVEREST."


"Will that do?" she asked, bringing it back, and showing it to him.

"First rate," he answered, and the telegram was sent.

No response of any kind came to the wire, either by letter or telegram,
and the Lanarks continued their dreaming, lingering journey up to Wady
Halfa by boat, undisturbed, and thence by train across the desert to
Khartoum.

They arrived there one burning midday, when the sun seemed a blazing
disk of fire against a burnished copper sky, and went to the hotel
to rest. All their staff of servants and camp equipment had already
arrived and were awaiting them. They had a large, cool-looking room
assigned to them on the ground floor. Its three lofty windows were
tightly closed by green, wooden shutters, made like a rigid Venetian
blind, and nothing of the heat and glare of the outside was visible,
except the blinding bars of light between the slats. The room was full
of green light, and a matting crackled under their feet on the floor.
A large white mosquito net hung round the bed. Above it, in a corner of
the rafters that supported the ceiling, a sparrow had built its nest,
and long trails of grass and straw hung down the wall.

Outside one heard the peculiar cry of the wood, as an Egyptian
water-wheel was slowly revolved in the garden.

Regina looked round with delight, as she and Everest entered together
and closed the door. Somehow the spirit of the East was in the room,
and it took her to itself and enfolded her, and she knew for the first
time that peculiar joy and elation that the East can give to those who
are sensitive to its magic breath.

They were tired after the three and a half days' journey in the
vibrating train, and lay down under the mosquito net, and slept
peacefully away the hot, sun-scorched afternoon.

It was time to dress for dinner when they awoke, and the cool sunset
air was filling the room.

Regina opened the long green shutters of one window, and gave an
exclamation of delight as she looked out into the paradise of palms
beyond. How cool, how deliciously green it was, and how delicately each
branch of the palm-trees outlined itself in gold against the brilliant,
gleaming sky! A hedge, a beautiful wall of pomegranate, was just below
the window ledge. She could put her hands down amongst its glowing,
vivid, scarlet flowers, and, beyond, the whole garden was a mass of
white roses, threaded everywhere by little sandy paths, beneath the
palms. She turned from the window at last, with regret, and began to
dress. They were both nearly ready when someone knocked at the door,
and as Everest opened it one of the hotel servants handed him a card.

He took it back into the room and read it:

"Damn!" was all he said, as he laid it down.

Regina looked at him, her heart beating. He dismissed the servant and
closed the door. Then he came over to the girl, who was fastening her
pearls round her neck, before the mirror. She turned to face him. She
saw he was very much annoyed.

"This is Merton's card," he said; "he is here in the hotel, and his
sister too. Now," he added, as Regina sank down on a chair by her, with
an expression of distress on her face, "you sent the telegram, as you
wished, from Assuan, and, as I told you, it has made no difference.
These people are here, and doubtless want to join us. I must ask you
not to press me to be discourteous to them in any way."

Regina looked up at him, as he stood before her, the card in his
hand, and her eyes swam suddenly with tears. She always admired him,
particularly in his evening dress, and at this moment, pale from the
heat, fresh and calm after his long sleep, his face looked extremely
handsome. But it seemed to her that never before had he spoken so
coldly to her, so sternly, as if she had already been guilty of some
act he disapproved. Lost in that great tide of love she had for him,
utterly helpless to oppose him in any way, as any human being becomes
once the chains of passion are bound round him, the girl clasped her
hands together on her breast, and merely faltered, while the tears she
could not hold back, slipped down her cheeks:

"Certainly.... Of course you must do just as you wish about them."

Everest stooped down and kissed her.

"My darling, there is no need to cry about it. They can't do us
any harm. If they join camp with us for a time, we can go on alone
afterwards. I don't think it's wise or right to quarrel with them and
make enemies of them."

After what he had said, and the tone and manner in which he had
spoken, the girl felt it would be unwise to urge anything in dissent
or opposition. She bent her head over his hands, and kissed them in
silence, and Everest took Merton's card and tore it into shreds, as if
he felt he would like to wring the owner's neck, and threw them into
the grate.

Meanwhile, in two other rooms, on the opposite side of the hotel, Sybil
and her brother were also dressing for dinner. She was in her room,
and through the open communicating door she heard her brother ask the
servant, when he returned from the Lanarks' room, what the recipient
had said on getting his card.

"The gentleman only said 'Damn' sir," returned the man impassively.

Sybil heard this answer in her room, and she looked into the mirror
opposite her and laughed.

When the Lanarks came down from their room the head waiter met them at
the foot of the stairs.

"Mr. Graham said, sir, he was sure you'd like to dine with his party,
so I reserved a table for six, in the window, for you all together."

Regina saw Everest knit his brows, but he only nodded and said:

"Where are the Grahams now?" And, on being told they were in the little
saloon, moved in that direction.

"We had better go there and get the introductions over," he said to
her, and she assented.

The saloon was fairly full of guests when they entered, but Regina's
eyes found at once the tiny and beautiful figure of the girl who had
called at her flat. She was exquisitely dressed now in white satin,
covered with lace, and embroidered all over with pearls. Her ivory arms
and shoulders were bare, her golden head bound round with pearls. She
came forward at once, with her hand outstretched, when she caught sight
of Everest, and Regina thought what a delicate, fairy-like vision of
beauty she looked.

"Oh, Everest, I am so glad to see you! And now you'll introduce me to
your wife, won't you? It was so horrid of you to carry her off up the
Nile, just like a brigand with his captive!"

She spoke charmingly, and smiled at Regina, who saw instantly the
line she was going to take. She was going to assume that Regina was
Everest's wife, for her own purposes, because, otherwise, she could
hardly have associated with her; but Regina guessed that she was
convinced they were not married, and that Everest was still obtainable
for herself. She saw, too, the girl did not mean to allude to the visit
to the flat. Regina did not feel sure whether she really recognised her
or not. At any rate it was evidently her cue to meet her as a stranger.

Everest presented Regina to both his cousins, and Regina bowed in
silence.

The Honourable Merton Graham was tall and thin and fair, like his
sister, without possessing her beauty. He looked hard at Regina, as
he was introduced, and said he was so glad to meet her; to which she
responded only with a smile. There were two other men with the Grahams,
and they were in turn presented. One, a middle-aged man, with rather a
pleasant face, was introduced to her by Graham as Surgeon-Doctor James.

"Not one of the modern school, who are mad on operations and
mutilations, and long to divide you into pieces as soon as they look at
you," he added, laughing, "but really quite a kind, respectable person."

And as Regina looked at him, and smiled, she felt that he deserved this
description, and for reasons of her own she was not wholly displeased
that a doctor would be with them if they were going to stay a long time
in camp.

The fourth man of their party was presented as Colonel St John, who had
a good record of big-game shooting in India, and he favoured Regina
with a long, admiring stare. She looked very well this evening, in
a gown of palest green that Everest had chosen for and given her. A
circle of great pearls enclosed her throat, and she had set two pearl
and emerald stars in her soft, shining hair. She had no need to feel
envy of the new-comer, and did not. She only felt cold dislike and fear.

She saw that the girl had come out, as it were, armed to the teeth,
and in face of all obstacles, to fight with her for the possession of
Everest, and that the desire for the man was intense enough to make her
risk all dangers, and accept a life for which she was totally unfitted,
and which she must hate. To gain her end she was willing to risk
spoiling her beauty, injuring her health, possibly even giving up her
life. Not an adversary to be considered lightly.

As soon as the introductions were over they went in to dinner. Everest
took his cousin in first, then Graham and Regina followed, and the
doctor with Colonel St John came in last. Regina watched Everest and
the tiny, exquisite, white-clothed figure precede her, with a curious
feeling. It was the first time she had seen him with another woman,
except her own sisters at the Rectory, and she noticed directly that
the calm of absolute indifference which had characterised his bearing
then with them was absent here. He seemed pleased, animated, as he bent
over and talked with her. Regina could see the wonderfully exquisite
profile of the girl as she turned her face up to him, and could feel
the admiration in Everest's gaze as he looked down upon her. He did
evidently admire her, and, in fact, it would be hard for anyone to do
anything else. Regina divined what was the actual fact, that his cousin
did possess for Everest a charm and fascination nearly irresistible
when she was with him, and not wishing to be conquered by it he had
kept away from her.

What would be the result now of this continual contact that the girl
had chosen--wisely enough if she wanted him--to force upon him?
Regina's ears seemed ringing with this question as she took her place
at the table opposite the two; the dazzling beauty of all the delicate
ivory carving, which yet was not ivory but white, pale-tinted flesh,
seemed for a moment to swim before her eyes. Her heart seemed to
contract and grow cold as her brain formed the pitiless answer--victory
for the woman. With her learning, her knowledge and her intuition it
was impossible for her to believe that a man already attracted towards
it could withstand the siege of beauty like this daily, hourly, beside
him, asking only to be taken, conquered and enjoyed.

A calmness, like the calmness in the face of death, came over her, and
it showed how true to herself and her own nature she was that the first
thought which came to her in that calm was not "What a pity I did not
marry him before," as ten thousand other women would have said in such
a moment, but "How fortunate that we are not married, that he is free,
quite free, to do just as he wishes."

And she gazed at Everest's dark, brilliant face, all light and smiles,
across the glass and flowers, and heard his talk and laughter as a man
on trial for his life may gaze at the judge opposite him who holds the
balance of his existence in his hands.

All this time Graham and St John were talking to her and courses being
set before her. It seemed a very long dinner, but at last the dessert
was brought, which she refused, and sat idly with her hands in her lap,
listening to the discussions of the future camp which now circulated
round her, and in which both Graham and St John took an active part,
thus leaving her in peace.

The incoming party of four wished the camp to be in common, and all
expenses shared equally between them all, but Everest was quite firm
and determined on the point that they should come as his guests, and on
no other footing, if they joined camp with him at all.

"I am much too selfish," he declared, with his easy laugh, "to be in
a camp where there are four masters, to say nothing of two queens. If
I am host I get things my own way, and make all the arrangements, and
give all the orders that suit me. I shall be delighted if you like to
join my camp as guests, but it would be quite impossible for me to camp
under any other conditions."

A silence fell on the table, and to Regina her heart seemed to cease
beating while she waited for it to be decided. Oh, how she hoped they
would refuse. The men would have done so, she was sure, but Sybil threw
a decided glance across to Merton and said simply:

"Thank you, Everest, so much. Of course we will come. You are always a
delightful host."

Graham said nothing, but looked at his plate. The other men being
merely guests of the Grahams could say nothing.

Regina's face was pale and Everest's clouded when they all rose from
the table.

"We have a splendid outfit for ourselves," Sybil continued, as they
moved together to the door. "We sha'n't poach on any of your preserves.
We have tents, servants, furniture, everything. They are all out at the
oasis. I found out where you'd sent yours, and, as I knew you'd like us
to join you, I had all ours sent there too."

Everest's face did not grow any more pleased looking at this statement.

"You did not have my wire, I suppose?" he asked, as they passed into
the hall.

"What wire?" inquired Sybil, with an innocent expression.

"I don't know that it matters if you didn't get it," he answered. "You
had none at all from me?" His eyes were on her face and she coloured
slightly as she shook her head.

"No, Everest; I have not heard from you since you left England."

Everest made no further remark and they joined the others on the
terrace outside for coffee.

Regina stepped out into the hot, lustrous night with a feeling of joy.
Khartoum was beautiful, she thought, with its waving palms lifting
their feathery tops towards the purple sky, which seemed to beat and
pulsate, so thickly studded over it were the palpitating stars, and
down there just at the end of the garden were the dark waters of the
Nile.

She wished so much she could have remained with Everest alone; how they
would have sat here together, drinking in the warm bauble-scented air,
listening to the curious cry of the water-wheel, watching the stars
flash and wheel suddenly in a great arc of light across the purple sky.

She sat silent, looking away from all the others into the mystery of
the tropic night. The men were talking together.

Sybil leant back in her chair; where a ray of light from the saloon
window struck on her golden head and gleamed on her satin and pearls.

Regina heard it being arranged that they were all to go over early next
morning to the camp on a preliminary visit to see if all were ready and
in order, the real start up the White Nile to be made on the following
day.

"We had better go to bed now," Everest said, rising, "We must start as
soon as it's light: it's so painfully hot and burning here after ten."

They all rose, and St John and the doctor went into the bar to get
just one more liqueur before turning in. The Grahams paused, saying
good-night and Merton added to Everest:

"I was sorry not to send you a reply to your wire, but Sybil didn't
want to; she said it would be all right when we got here."

Everest made no answer whatever. A silence that seemed thick in its
intensity followed, and then Sybil broke into a laugh. She knew already
that Everest had no admiration for her character, no confidence in
her word. She was not relying on those things, or this speech of her
brother's would have been a serious matter. She relied solely on the
perfect lines of her face, and these were the same whether she lied or
otherwise.

"I am sorry Merton has been so injudicious as to tell you the truth,"
she said lightly. "It's such a stupid habit of his. I am always trying
to correct him. We got your wire, of course, but I knew you wouldn't
mind when we were really here."

Everest looked down upon her in the ray of gold light.

"Brothers and sisters should agree, especially about the lies they
are going to tell," he answered, laughing too. "Good-night," and he
stepped into the saloon, holding wide the door for Regina, and they
both went up to their room.

As soon as they were inside, and the door locked, he came up to her and
drew her into his arms. She was a beautiful vision in her pale silk,
with her soft waving hair and the pearls gleaming on her firm stainless
breast.

"I can't tell you how sorry I am about all this, because it delays our
marriage," he said, in a low tone of passionate annoyance; "we can't
simply do anything now about it, can we?"

"Oh no; certainly not," she replied impulsively, "and--and I could not
marry you now--just yet--before----" She could not finish her sentence.
She burst into tears, the advent of these others was so hateful to her,
she was so disappointed and excited and strained, she lost control of
herself for the moment and bent her face down sobbing on his arm. He
stroked all the rich, lustrous hair gently.

"Sweetest, nothing matters; I don't care about anything except for the
pleasure of knowing you belong to me and of giving you any advantage
that there is in marriage. But now you see we can't call these
people to witness that we've been together all this time without it.
Unconventional as I am supposed to be, nobody would stand that, and
it would be so unsatisfactory for you afterwards. We could not marry
quietly here now--Sybil would be sure to find out."

Regina's tears had ceased: she looked up.

"Don't think of it," she said simply. "For the present it is out of the
question."

She disengaged herself from his clasp and sank into an arm-chair, her
handkerchief pressed to her lips. She was white and trembling, her
limbs hardly seemed able to support her.

It was quite possible their marriage would never be now, but that was
not oppressing her, the iron fetters of a legal tie that bound him
unwilling, unloving, unhappy to her, what would they be to her, who
longed after his love and desire and pleasure in her? If these were
hers, she wanted nothing else, if they were not hers, nothing else
would console her.

Everest stood by the bed, mechanically winding up his watch.

"I know you are sorry at their joining us," he said, after a minute.
"But I think if I had absolutely refused, it would have been such a
slight to Sybil she would never have forgiven either of us. She is my
next neighbour, our lands touch each other, and it would be a pity, for
your sake, to have her as an enemy."

"I am only afraid at the end of our camping together she will be more
of an enemy than you would make her now by refusing to take her."

"Why should you think so?" he answered, looking over to her.

Regina was silent. It did not seem wise to tell him that Sybil was
doing all merely to win him for herself, and that nothing short of that
would content her, and that her failure would inevitably embitter her
for life. The incense to a man's vanity is so often in itself such an
attraction towards a woman.

Perhaps the camping might be short; Sybil might find it impossible to
stand the rough life; anything might occur to break it up. It could do
no good in any case for her to put before Everest's eyes in glowing
colour this girl's passion for himself.

"It's difficult to say exactly, but you know how people generally
disagree and all grow to hate each other on these expeditions."

"Well, we must try to be as amicable as we can," returned Everest,
smiling. "I know Regina will be, to please me."

And Regina, looking at him, knew that she must indeed do as he wished,
that his will was absolute law to her, by reason of that magic power he
had to make her happy or unhappy by his glance. Man's prayer throughout
the ages to beauty has always been: "Be what you will, act as you will,
only give me the privilege of looking at and loving you."

In the early dawn the whole party assembled and started out for the
camp. The sky was still softly grey, the air light, almost cool. The
gay, wonderful, joyous river rolled blue and clear between its banks
covered by lovely feathered throngs, drinking and spreading out their
multi-coloured wings to the early light. The palms tossed their swaying
branches in the little breeze that comes before the sun.

They rode out on three camels with their guides, and Regina felt her
spirits rise as the cool current of air off the river struck her
forehead, lifting the waving curls beneath her wide-brimmed hat. She
looked wonderfully well this morning, and all the three men looked at
her with admiration as she sat behind Everest on the saddle-cloth.

It was certainly a very fine encampment when they came up to it; they
saw that the servants had set up all the tents and got everything in
working order. There were six white tents in all, and innumerable
smaller ones for the kitchens and servants. Everest had arranged a
large wall tent for their sleeping-room, and another square one for
the dining and living room, and a smaller one for the keeping of the
game, heads, skins, etc. To these the Grahams had added a tent each for
Merton and his sister, another larger one being shared by St John and
the doctor. There was a scent of coffee in the air as they approached,
and one of Everest's servants opened the dining tent door with an air
of unmistakable pride and confidence, revealing within a well-set and
most inviting-looking breakfast.

They all trooped in, and Regina was appointed to the head of the
table and to pour out the coffee. Sybil overnight had had a long and
earnest talk with young Graham, and the result of this was that all
present now accepted and deferred to Regina and Everest absolutely
as host and hostess. Sybil knew her cousin's character pretty well,
and she saw that the one condition he had made of their joining them
must be carried out to the letter. She would give him no excuse for
withdrawing his invitation. Regina felt happy at the breakfast. There
was excitement in going out into the savage desert, just their own
little party, alone, to meet lions and unknown and mysterious dangers.
This was life, movement anyway, it was not the slow death that was
consuming her sisters at the English Rectory. There would be room for
courage, for energy, for endurance here, and she loved action. She felt
like a strong young swimmer breasting the first turbulent, incoming
wave as he leaves the shore.

Everyone praised the breakfast, and the cook was called in, beaming, to
the tent and congratulated.

Then Everest and the other men went off to the gun tent to look up maps
and plans and decide their route, the question of the servants they
should take, the pack animals, the chance of native villages along the
Nile where fresh provisions could be got, and all the hundred other
things appertaining to camp life; and Regina, not caring for Sybil's
society alone, went over to the sleeping tent and walked round it,
admiring the beautiful camp furniture. Everest had provided everything
so perfectly folding, collapsible and adjustable. Here a camp sofa,
low and light yet steady, and there a folding breakfast-table fully
equipped with tiny silvery kettles and cups and everything necessary
for their early tea or coffee, that they would have here alone. And
he had been so thoughtful for her too. There were a couple of new
dust-proof trunks with perfect lids and locks that she might pack all
her personal things in conveniently and be sure they would not be hurt,
and quite a large mirror, because he knew she hated to be without one,
with a wood flap to cover its face in travelling. She sat down at last
in a folding-chair in the centre, and looked round, supremely content
with her future residence.




CHAPTER VIII

THE LIONS OF THE DESERT


Against the blinding brazen glare of the African sky the green tops of
the palms of the oasis of Tel-el-kelb waved gratefully and threw their
precious shade over the white tents clustered at their feet. It was
high noon and the heat, here, away from the magic breeze that is always
found on the Nile, was intense.

It was a large encampment altogether, the low brown canvas tents at the
back, far in the grove of palms, indicating the servants' quarters,
the higher and larger white ones, grouped together more towards the
edge of the trees, showed European comfort in the midst of their severe
simplicity.

At the door of the largest white tent sat Regina, looking out with her
clear blue eyes, gazing from the wavering shadow of the palms far into
the sunlit distances of the desert that stretched away in limitless
tawny ripples to the far horizon, broken here and there by exquisite
shallow lakes of azure surrounded by black rocks and stunted trees
which mirrored themselves in the shining water.

Ah, those lakes!--those wonderful lakes of the desert, which, when one
walks towards them, vanish utterly, and on the spot where they have
been--shining water, rocks and trees--looks up to mock one only the
glittering yellow sand. The mirage of the desert, how wonderful it is.
It had for Regina a fascination, a magnetic influence upon her that
she could neither explain nor resist. It seemed she could never tire
of gazing out on those magic shining phantom waters of the waste. She
looked very pale as she sat there, her chin leaning on her hand, her
elbow on her knee, across which rested the deadly little rifle. She
wore a short brown canvas skirt reaching only to her knees; below the
beautifully moulded calves and ankles were encased in brown gaiters
fitting tightly over the tops of her neat, low-heeled boots. A loose
blouse of the same colour was drawn in tightly by the heavy belt full
of cartridges that enclosed her waist. She was wearing no hat and the
yellow light flung up from the sanded floor turned her hair into soft
gold above the pallor of her face.

A month, she was thinking, had gone by since Sybil had joined them, and
they had all gone into camp. And how she had suffered in those thirty
days! A little at first and then more and more with each day that
passed, a long and terrible _crescendo_, as it were, of suffering.

The girl had come out, as Regina had thought, and as she now knew, with
the deliberate intention of taking Everest away from her, and she had
pursued this plan with a callousness and an ingenuity that was simply
inconceivable. The extreme cleverness of all her tactics seemed to
Regina wonderful in a person who, outside this one idea, appeared to
have absolutely no brains at all.

The main feature of her scheme was an excessive amiability towards
Regina, nothing could exceed her apparent admiration, affection and
respect for her. And by this attitude, from the first, she completely
disarmed Everest, as Regina recognised with a deep pain in her heart.
Clever and keen as he usually was in penetrating most people's masks
and shams, and understanding their real motives and feelings, he seemed
to be completely deceived by this girl's clever acting. It was so well
done, never overdone, but always perfectly even, natural and genuine,
that Regina, to a certain extent, understood this. Any man, lacking as
he does the keen female intuitive instinct about these things, would
have been deceived in the same way. It was always "What would Mrs.
Lanark like?" when any expedition was proposed, anything suggested, and
a charming turn of the golden head with a world of affectionate inquiry
in the blue eyes. "Would _you_ like to go out," or "Are you tired,
dear, after yesterday?" and so on, and Regina saw no other way than to
accept all this poisonous affection and be gentle and amiable in return.

Everest, who would have resented the least discourtesy towards Regina,
began to feel in this way an attraction towards the pretty, fairy-like
creature who was so devoted to the woman he loved, and quite lost his
suspicions that she would make mischief and disagreement in the camp.

To Everest himself she was submission and flattery personified. She
listened devoutly to all he said, never held a contrary opinion to his,
was always willing to adapt herself to his or Regina's wishes. She
would do this or that which was convenient, either stay in camp or go
with them; ride whatever was provided for her, do whatever was desired,
and in the evenings sang and played divinely on the guitar which she
had brought with her. Her beauty seemed to increase daily, and to
Regina the reason for this was perfectly clear. She was playing a most
exciting, difficult and successful game, and the excitement and joy of
it lent to her that peculiar beauty of intense animation which no other
can equal.

There was no doubt that she coveted Everest personally, with all the
force of which she was capable, and Nature is always on the side of
any individual fighting for a mate. She lends beauty and charm to the
female as she lends power and magnetism to the male.

And Everest closely in contact with this young, beautiful, insistent
woman, who was new to him, felt that transient sensory desire for her
which is a purely natural spontaneous impulse in natures like his, full
to the brim of energy and vigour, possessing both far in excess of the
demands of daily life.

His love for Regina went very deep into his whole organisation, and
his power of self-control was strong, therefore had he realised at the
first that he was going to do anything to make his idol unhappy he
would have strenuously resisted the new invading passion. But, as in
all these cases the beginnings are imperceptible, the slope of the hill
is far slipped down by the unwary feet before they even feel they are
descending.

In this case Sybil had masked her advances with infinite care. Of
course there could be no love-making, no flirtation, between them now.
He was a married man, she knew, bound to that lovely and exquisite
Regina for ever and ever; but there could be such a nice camaraderie
between them; they were such old friends and cousins, and cousins might
kiss each other, as they had always done, and her kisses were cousinly
little things at first, so that, without in the least alarming him
at the beginning, she established forms of intimacy that gradually
afterwards she could fill with passion.

When he awoke to the passion in them it was too late: it had set fire
to his own; he knew that he wanted those kisses, desired them, as he
did the woman herself!

It is useless for those who read this record to frown and scowl and
talk of his love for Regina and regard him as a monster because, while
loving and possessing her, he desired another. His love for Regina had
nothing to do with the question. One might as well argue that because
one dines every night at home one never wants to dine out with a friend.

The idea of replacing Regina with Sybil never occurred to him. Regina
was for him something he could never part with, a portion of his own
life. All the feelings for her were so deep, so real, so intertwisted
with the mental emotions, it was impossible to compare them with those
for Sybil. But she had the amazing power of novelty on her side; she
had that charm for Everest that the unlearned language has for the
student, the unknown country for the explorer; and when Regina at
last appealed to him about the matter, he suddenly realised that the
presence of Sybil, her society, the sight of her, her kisses, gave him
a keen pleasure that now he did not at all wish to give up.

The first time that Regina spoke to him of her own pain and distress
was in their tent at night, alone, and Everest had come up to her and
taken her into his arms.

"Dear little girl, how can you be so foolish? There is no one in the
world for me except yourself."

And this was quite true, for Everest had never felt for any woman the
same feelings as he had done for her, and it never occurred to him that
he could ever part with her. But the curious pleasure that his cousin's
face gave him, the momentary physical delight of her kiss, the joy of
putting his arm round the tiny form and seeing her little teeth gleam
in a smile upon him, all these were very dear to him, though he did not
ever dream of her in any lasting relationship.

When Everest was alone he often wondered himself how it was that,
knowing so well and disliking so greatly, as he did, this woman's
character and all her mentality, the physical charm of her presence,
the sound, sight and touch of her could give so much pleasure. It
seemed almost sometimes as if the fact that there was little sympathy,
almost no point of union, between them, no attraction except the
physical, seemed to heighten that physical attraction, increase its
power. He knew perfectly well that, in order to please Regina and
preserve her happiness, he ought to annihilate this new passion, which,
insignificant as it really was with reference to his life as a whole,
for the moment gave him so much pleasure; but then, was he bound to do
this, he asked himself. How far do the rights of others go? How far
ought he to deny himself, sacrifice himself that she might enjoy to the
full her life, instead of him enjoying his?

She had given him the extreme of pleasure, it is true, but in return
he had laid everything he had at her feet. That she had not accepted
his gifts in full was not his fault. He had not withdrawn any of them,
nor ever would. The first place in his life, in his soul, was for her.
Then they were equally in debt to each other, and now what was to be
done? He wanted to enjoy this new pleasure, have this new excitement,
and not being in any way an ideal character, but only an extremely
passionate and rather selfish individual with some few delightful
traits, he determined to take it--determined, that is to say, in that
vague and indefinite manner that one always determines such things,
driven by physical impulses, led by forces of which we know nothing,
compelled by unseen powers, like the helpless, whirling leaf before the
gale. There was no deliberate purpose, plan or intention. Imperceptibly
he had grown interested in Sybil's playing and singing after dinner;
her quaint, inconsequent prattle in its novelty amused him, though he
quite well recognised it would be intolerable once its newness had worn
off, her face from its great beauty of line had always pleased him
immensely, her ardent kiss, with those exquisitely carved scarlet lips,
had shaken his reason, and so from out of all these had grown gradually
desire, which is merciless, blind, relentless, savage, quick in its
onward rush, rapid in its disappearance as any desert lion.

Regina sat at her tent door and thought over all these things, and the
burnished glory of the golden desert swam before her in a mist of tears.

She had not read and studied and thought as she had without acquiring
that philosophy that knowledge gives, but no philosophy could help her
against the deadly pain now of her daily life. As far as the shooting
went, the camp up till now had not been a success. Small game and
birds of every sort and kind there were in limitless numbers, but the
lion district, according to their native guides, was always somewhere
beyond. This range of hills, that ridge to the west, the lions had
always retreated there, but when the whole party had duly packed and
moved there, the new camp on the range of hills or on the western ridge
was equally devoid of lion.

The men, except Everest, went out every day and shot what they could
find, largely antelope, but Everest always having been prompted by his
own nature against the taking of defenceless life, since his intimacy
with Regina, had lost all desire or capability of doing it. If they
came upon a lion he would shoot, the sporting chance was equal there,
the danger shared, the game well able to look after itself; but with
the taking of the beautiful innocent life which abounded all round them
he would have nothing to do. Regina revolted utterly from it, and would
never visit the large tent at the back of the camp where the antelope
were hung and the flamingo flung in heaps, dead and dying together,
their exquisite plumage making it seem as if a sunset cloud had fallen
there.

At first Everest and Regina had spent together a great deal of the
time painting, and Sybil, who, though she could not hold a rifle
straight herself, had no objection to seeing things killed, accompanied
her brother and the others on their shoots. But latterly Everest had
cared less about the sketching and had taken Sybil for camel rides in
the desert, rides in which Regina could have joined had she been able
to force herself to the pain of witnessing Everest's pleasure as he
lifted his cousin on and off her camel, and the passion in his eyes as
he spoke to and smiled upon her.

They had gone out to-day, and Regina had stayed in camp and practised
her shooting all the morning. She could talk with the natives and she
understood they were nearing the lion district, and she ardently longed
if any occasion arose in which she could put her skill at Everest's
service, or in his defence, to have it at her command, to show him all
those dear lessons in the past happy time were not given in vain. She
had shot splendidly. Not a single mark out of any of those which she
had set herself had she missed, and her nerves, so excitable by all
mental emotions, seemed to calm and steady themselves when her fingers
closed on a rifle as they did when they took up her paint-brush.

Now she was tired, and she sat waiting for them to return, for the
exquisitely painful pleasure of Everest's kiss, knowing that his lips
had only recently left another's.

All the other three men were more or less in love with her in varying
degrees, rather to Everest's amusement, but she only entertained a sick
antipathy towards them and their blood-stained hands and clothes, such
as any ordinary person feels on meeting a butcher coming out of his
shambles.

She insisted that they should come moderately clean to the dining tent
and that the conversation at dinner should not be upon wounding and
crippling, death agonies and blinded eyes and mangling shots, and as
Everest backed her up in this they had to submit.

Immediately after dinner she withdrew to her own tent, leaving them to
their smoking and brandy-drinking and their talk of blood and death.
And sitting there alone, she could hear the soft tinkle of the guitar
and the pretty girlish voice singing love songs under the palms where
Sybil had gone, and where Everest, wearied also by the drinking,
smoking and conversation in which he did not care to take a part, had
followed her. How she suffered! Like a bodily illness, the sickness of
jealousy seems to diffuse paralysing pain throughout the whole system.

Yet after that hour, or sometimes half-an-hour, of misery, when Everest
himself came to the tent, and raising the door flap stepped inside,
she rose to meet him with a smile and waves of intense happiness
vibrated through her as her eyes took in his image. The sight of him,
his presence near her had still that same tremendous power over her
that it had had from the first. The sharp contrast that he presented
to the other men they were now with seemed to heighten still further
the effect upon her senses. When he came in, pale and calm as usual,
his clear skin fresh and cool from the outside air, his dark eyes full
of fire, and approached her, willing to kiss and caress her, she knew
she must forgive him everything, she wanted and desired him too much
to do anything else. How different he seemed from the thick-skinned,
burnt-faced, heavy-eyed men she had left in the dining tent, flushed
with over-eating and drinking, soaked through with the scent of tobacco
and brandy and of old blood on their clothes and of grease and mud on
their shooting boots. Had they been models of fidelity and all the
domestic virtues she would not have let one kiss her, hardly to save
her life, so violently did they in themselves outrage her æsthetic
sense, but by Everest, if she were mentally hurt and wounded, yet the
physical compensations in himself were so overwhelming that she could
not do otherwise than go on loving him, through all her suffering.
Everest never came to her in the condition--dirty, untidy, smoky,
semi-fuddled--that these men seemed to live in, if, indeed, he was ever
in that condition at all, which seemed impossible in connection with
him. The order and beauty of his rooms that had so intensified her
love for him when she surprised him in London seemed always to be part
of his person, his clothes, his atmosphere. Without ever in the least
seeming to care about his dress or be conscious of his looks, he always
seemed to be clean, well-attired, fresh, alert-eyed, as an officer
going on parade.

And often in those night vigils, when the bitter gall of jealousy had
risen to the brim of her nature and anger burnt in all her veins and a
torrent of lava-like words waited on her tongue, and her brain seethed
with madness, when he really came to her, all possible reproaches
slipped from her mind; she felt only inclined to fall upon her knees
before him, as a slave girl before an emperor, and tell him how much
she worshipped him.

As she sat now looking into the golden haze of the distance, which
reddened softly as the sunset hour approached, she saw the light veils
of dust rising which meant the nearing of the home-coming party, and
she rose and retreated into her own tent. She guessed that Sybil and
Everest would be riding together and she did not wish to see it. She
found that when she did not actually see them together she suffered
less. She knew with her reason that much of what so hurt her senses,
looks, smiles, tones, even caresses, from a man of his nature, really
meant very little, and therefore when her eyes and ears were not pained
by them she was less disturbed. Behind these two would come the three
sportsmen, and then all the horrid procession of limp, blood-covered
bodies, masses of beautiful dead birds carried along by the troop of
servants. That she did not wish to see either. So she retreated into
the shadow and shelter of her tent and pulled down the door flap,
knowing that Everest would come in when Sybil had dismounted and gone
to her tent, and the three men with their spoils and their attendants
had disappeared to the gun-room tent at the back.

She set her rifle in the corner after unloading it and slipped off her
belt of cartridges, as it is hardly a comfortable adjunct to one's
clothing in a close embrace, and while she did so she heard all the
noise without of the return, the snuffing of the camels, the barking of
dogs, the chatter of the natives, the dragging of the heavy antelope on
the sand, and the scent of blood and dust came to her nostrils through
all the chinks of the tent.

She waited some time, but Everest did not come, and the sounds subsided
outside. As all grew quiet again, she lifted a little window flap that
was at one side of the tent and looked out into the green shade of the
palm. Her heart gave a great bound and then seemed to stand still and
tremble as a stricken deer. They were standing there, not twenty yards
away, Sybil and Everest, their hands in each other's, apparently about
to part. The girl's fair, pale face lifted to his showed distinctly
against the deep shadow behind her.

Regina looked at Everest, and a sudden fury like the hot smoke of a
fire rose over all her brain. A panting thirst after something not
defined stirred in all her blood, and then came the query, like a
voice in a dream: "Why not end this? Why not kill her?" She could do
it so easily now as she stood there, a perfect mark for Regina, who
could pierce a cactus leaf through the exact centre at twenty yards.
She was very near to Everest, it was true, but Regina knew her aim so
well--that calm white oval against the green. She could send a shot
from her pistol out of the tent that would find it and shatter it for
ever.

Without knowing it, in that instant of frightful jealous rage, her feet
had carried her across the tent, her fingers had clasped her pistol
and drawn it from her belt. Swift and silent as a shadow she was back
at the little window; they were still there, nearer each other, that
was all. She cocked the revolver and aimed it so that she covered the
delicate and perfect carving of that pale disk beneath the trees. Then
her true self woke suddenly and rushed upon her, and her hand dropped
to her side.

How mad, how foolish her impulse had been! Better turn the pistol on
herself than that. Death was far better than to live dishonoured,
burdened with the blood of another. Sybil had injured her enough
already. She should not turn her into a murderess; besides, death or
injury to Sybil meant suffering for Everest, and in her wildest moments
she had no wish to cause him pain or distress. To her, an object once
loved was sacred. No faintest thought of revenge on _him_ ever came
near her mind.

He had offered to bind himself to her and she had refused. She had
wished him to be free. Well then, how illogical, how absurd her
attitude now, like that of a pettish child.

She closed the flap of the tent and sank down on the side of the bed
and buried her face in her hands, lost in a sense of humiliation and
self-condemnation.

Here Everest found her when he came in, and as she looked up and saw
him enter, smiling and full of life, a sense of joy came to her that no
mad act of hers had brought misery upon him and so upon them both. She
rose as he approached her. She was very white, but she smiled up at him
as she saw the look of concern come into his face.

"You look so pale. Do you feel ill? Is the heat too much for you?" he
exclaimed anxiously.

"No; I am quite well. I always get dull and miss you when you are
out, that is all," she answered. She would not speak to him of Sybil.
She knew in matters of love coercion is useless, words are useless,
everything is useless. Like a malady, like a sickness, desire drifts
across the brain and runs its course. Sometimes the sufferer dies, but
more often he recovers and asks: "Was I ever ill?"

She took up the pistol and put it back in its place and busied herself
with making tea for him, and all the time her mind was recalling the
exquisite lines of Sophocles on love: "Like the icicle lying in the
hot hand of the wondering boy it diminishes and vanishes even while he
gazes on it and the harder, the tighter, he clasps it, the more rapidly
does it disappear."

Day after miserable day went by for Regina, while the hate, which was
wholly alien to her nature, for Sybil grew within her, and like some
horrible physical growth hurt and oppressed her in the growing and
seemed to poison her whole organisation.

If she could only have known clearly what Everest's feelings were; but
he would not speak on the subject. He had admitted that he desired the
girl, and all his assurances that nothing could affect his love for
Regina might be merely to comfort her. At the best he wanted something
that, but for her presence, he could and would have obtained. And to
Regina her own duty, her course of conduct was not clear. She had
brought with her into camp a few books, and among them "Anna Lombard,"
which she read and reread, finding in the position of Gerald Ethridge
some reflection of her own. But to her, her situation seemed more
difficult, her duty more obscure than his, for in Gerald's case he
felt convinced that Anna's love for the Pathan could not bring her
happiness, and therefore he could believe himself justified in trying
his utmost to turn her from it, but here the torturing thought would
ever present itself to Regina that Sybil had every quality to fit her
to be Everest's wife. She might well hold herself to be in the right
and Regina in the wrong. She could bring to the man she married a
large dower, noble rank, lands, old name. She was the bride picked out
and selected for him by his own family and people, and now he himself
desired her. In utter anguish of soul Regina asked herself again and
again why was she standing between? The girl was beautiful too, and
though, to Regina, the extreme disproportion of size between the
cousins jarred and seemed unnatural, yet she had to admit that Nature
worked that way, constantly making the male seek his opposite in his
mate, so that the average of the type may be maintained.

She hated Sybil with the fierce natural hate of any human being for
another who robs and despoils him of his dearest possessions, but
logically she could not defend that hatred of her. In the eyes of the
world she knew that Sybil and not herself would be given the better
title to Everest.

If she could only have known what he thought, what he felt! If she
could only have penetrated the mystery that had grown up round his
feelings and relations to his cousin! But like all men he would not
speak definitely or clearly to her about it. That silence of men! How
much it has to account for! We have all heard of the crimes without
number traced to and excused by the celebrated habit of "nagging" which
belongs to women. No condemnation is too severe for it. No sympathy too
excessive to be given to the male sufferers from it. But what of that
dogged brutal silence of men that corrodes and eats into the sensitive,
excitable brain of a woman? For how many murders and suicides has that
not been accountable?

In the whole world there is no lash more effective, no vitriol more
corrosive than this silence in which men cloak their various infamies.

Everest had been far more outspoken than most men would have been,
but he also, as the days went by, seemed to grow more reserved, more
silent. A sort of abstraction seemed to enclose him, and often after
a day's expedition, in the evening, when they had gone to their own
tent--those evenings which formerly had been so dear to her--he would
lie down on the camp sofa and fall apparently into a reverie which left
him hardly conscious of her presence. Looking at him she could see his
face had a pained, abstracted pallor on it. She could not tell of what
he was thinking, but she knew that he was desiring another and that she
stood between.

And the strain of all this was so great that it seemed to her she must
escape from it or go mad. But there was no escape for any of them from
each other. Like a lot of hostile animals in a cage, they were shut up
together in the camp to quarrel as they chose, and on all sides the
sandy waste hemmed them in.

One day she went out a little way from her tent with her easel and
colours. She was alone. St John, James and Graham had gone out quite
early, and Everest and Sybil, after luncheon, had strolled away
together among the palms. She did not know where they had gone, nor
did it matter. She never sought to spy upon them or follow them or to
see where they went or what they did. The fact that Everest wished to
be with the girl was all that mattered. The intense bitterness of this
knowledge was so overwhelming that all detail of pain and distress was
lost in it.

To-day, left alone in the suffocating heat of midday in the tent, with
nothing but her hatred of Sybil, her passion for Everest and her sick
misery in the present situation for companion, she felt as if her brain
would give way.

She must get out, under the open sky, in the shade of the grove, and
perhaps she could lose herself temporarily in some inspiration. She
must, in some way, break up the maddening circle of her thoughts.
Suppose she lost her reason and killed or injured Everest! The mere
thought filled her with cold horror and fear. Never, never, never,
whatever he did, however he made her suffer, would she in her sane
moments retaliate, never could she hurt or harm this man who had
given her so much happiness. But after all the brain is an unstable
thing--she would not know what she did if the veil of madness were
suddenly drawn over it.

Oppressed by this new thought, she gathered her painting materials
together and wandered slowly through her tent door towards the shadiest
part of the grove.

There were two palms leaning a little together which caught her eye,
and between them a tiny brown tent by a clump of banana-trees, the
whole forming a little picture in glowing light and wavering shade,
and she dropped down here, weary and heart-sick, putting up her easel
and trying to set her mind upon her work.

Her talent was so great that even in that state of pain and suffering
her hand obeyed her will almost mechanically, and she soon had the
whole sketched in on the paper.

She was just commencing the colouring when she heard voices close to
her and quivered and grew deadly pale as she recognised Everest's and
its gentle tones.

"I do love you so much," she heard Sybil's voice saying, "and you are
beginning to love me too, now just a little, do say you do?"

And Everest answered:

"Does this not seem like it." And just at that moment the two figures
came in view round a palm close to those under which she was sitting,
and she saw him bend over the girl and kiss her.

Regina had seen them kiss before, as Sybil had insisted on these
cousinly habits from the first, but this was a different thing. This
was neither a greeting nor a leave-taking. It was the kiss of pleasure,
prompted by passion, sought for by the man.

Regina felt absolutely paralysed by the agony of witnessing it. She
could not move, and for a moment could hardly breathe. Like those who
looked on the Gorgon's head, she felt turning into stone.

As Everest raised his head after their kiss they both saw her. They
could not do otherwise, opposite her and only a few yards away. All
three for the first second remained rigid and staring, then Sybil burst
away with a half scream. Everest let her go, not seeming to notice her
as she ran towards the camp. He stood for a moment where he was, then
he walked up to Regina.

The colour burned in the clear cheek, his eyes were kindling with
excitement and anger. He looked splendidly, cruelly handsome as he
approached her. She could not move. Fascinated like a little kid put
into the python's cage, she stared at him as he came up.

"Regina!" there was a sharp ring of annoyance and anger in his voice.
He expected reproaches, some outburst, but no sound came from her. She
gazed upon him quite silently, her blue eyes looking black and burning
in the deadly white of her face.

Everest loved her so dearly that he could not bear to face the anguish
of that gaze. He came a step nearer, then, with his natural easy grace,
threw himself on the ground beside her.

"Regina! Darling! It is nothing! Kisses like those are nothing! Do not
worry yourself or make yourself ill over them. You know, better than
most women, what men are, men of my temperament especially. I don't
want to lie to you, nor to deceive you, but I don't want you to think
things are worse than they are. Speak to me! Say you forgive me, dear
one."

At these words, in the loved voice that ruled all her being, Regina
burst suddenly into tears and let him draw her up to him, her tired
head, weary with much pondering over the same painful idea, sank
against his breast and she continued to sob and sob there.

"There is no question of my forgiving," she said at last through her
tears. "The whole thing is in your hands. You do want this girl, I
suppose; you do desire her?"

Everest laughed a little as he stroked her hair.

"In a way, perhaps, yes, just now. It is difficult for me not to desire
any beautiful woman who tells me she loves me. I am not accustomed to
resisting them, I'm afraid. The position with Sybil is getting quite
impossible. I will end it as soon as I can."

"But what would you like to do about her? For yourself?"

"Do not let us discuss her any more," he responded, kissing her hair.
"I want you to trust me and know that the matter between her and me
does not and will not in any way affect our relationship. Will you do
that?" And what could Regina say or do but assent and let him kiss away
her tears.

"Come," he added, after a minute, "let us go out of the grove. It's
quite cool now, we can walk easily."

Regina rose at once. It would be a joy to be out with him in the open,
away from the hateful camp. Everest called up a servant and told him to
pack up carefully and take into the tent Regina's easel and drawing.
Then he slipped his arm through hers and they walked through the palms
towards the gleaming gold of the desert. The oasis was just like a
great temple, she thought, with the straight stems of the trees rising
on all sides like pillars to support the roof, and the blue and gold
of sand and sky lay beyond its cool green shade, as if beyond an open
portal.

The light was full of rose colour, and the whole desert before them
looked palely pink as they emerged from the grove. Each tiny wavelet of
the gigantic sea of sand was rose-tinted on its crest and softly mauve
in its rounded hollow. The sky was still a glorious sapphire-blue, but
transforming slowly into golden orange and across the transparent light
of the west winged in joyous flight a band of flamingoes, wonderful in
their exquisite salmon-pink and flame-coloured plumage. The calmness,
the delight of the evening hour was on all around.

"How lovely this is!" Regina exclaimed. "And I feel so happy whenever I
am alone with you. It seems like the enchanted garden days again. Oh,
Everest, I am so grieved that this girl has come between us and that
you care about her as you do."

"Who can understand the mystery of our own hearts?" he answered
bitterly. "They are just like this desert, full of the bright shining
mirage of hope, and the oasis of beauty, and infested with the lions of
passion and desire that are always prowling there in the darkness."

Regina looked up at him as he walked beside her. How well he knew life
and spoke of it. Had not his passion for her sprung into her life
suddenly as a lion and devoured her, and now perhaps was passing on,
leaving her broken and destroyed as the mangled remains of a kid on
the sand where a lion has fed. But yet he had led her to those oases
and she had drunk deeply there of the sweetest waters of life, and
he had shown her the shining mirage and dazzled her eyes with those
beautiful phantom images she never could have seen without him. Yes,
he was like the desert, and she could not hate him any more than man
can hate the desert, in spite of its cruelty and the death it deals out
to them. Deeply, marvellously pink, lower and lower, fell the light,
like a mantle dropping on them and the face of the waste. They paused
and looked back to the encampment. Palms and tents and the figures of
the men and the feeding camels, all looked as if cut out of ruby, all
in lustrous glowing red against the pale warm gold background of the
sky. They sat down on a rising mound of the rippling sand, and he put
his arm round her and drew her close to him till her head found its
resting-place on his shoulder, and they were quite silent, fearing
that any word should mar the deep hush, the infinite peace that seemed
falling like a benediction from that far-arched crystal sky, and over
the girl's brain came softly the lines of an old French song she had
noted somewhere in her reading:


     "Eloine de ton coeur le fiel qui voudrait s'y glisser.
     Ce n'est point dans le coeur de femme que la haine doit s'y fixer."


And while she was resolving that never should that bitterness live
in her heart for him, no matter what his crimes against her, he was
questioning within himself why and how it was that, loving this woman
as he did, this curious wild gust of emotion should have swayed him to
another. He disliked Sybil, he had always done so. For years she had
courted him in vain, and yet and yet, the sight of those lines of her
ivory face, whenever he saw them, seemed to throw madness through all
his veins. It would tear his heart in two to give up Regina, not for
any reason on earth would he have parted with her, but like the deadly
thirst that comes on a man after drinking alkali water and drives him
back to drink of the poisonous thing again, his desire held him and
lived with him against his will.

The rose light faded and died and twilight came up over the desert
like a violet flood. Very slowly and lingeringly they rose and walked
back to the tent together, as the fires of the camp were beginning to
sparkle amongst the trees.

That same night Regina woke suddenly between the hour of midnight
and dawn and sat up in bed with a wild fluttering at her heart. For
a moment the bodily faintness, the whole strange series of physical
feeling, was so great, she was not conscious of anything else. She
turned to Everest for help and then saw she was alone. The bed and tent
were alike empty, brilliant with the moonlight that poured through the
canvas, bright as day.

Sick, dizzy and confused she sat up, gasping. Then a great joy vibrated
suddenly all through her. It was true then. She felt convinced now that
her unsubstantial hopes and thoughts were verified. A great delight
filled her, the scene of the enchanted garden rushed back upon her and
Everest's words. Now she might tell him, she could not be in doubt any
longer.

Where was he, she wondered. All the faintness seemed to have passed
again as suddenly as it came, all the cloud of bodily sensation to have
whirled by. She only felt a great sense of happiness, an eagerness to
share it with him.

She rose and found her dressing-gown and a pair of shoes and crossed
the tent, all filled with white light, to the door, pulled aside the
flap and looked out. It was a very still night, the palms lifted their
feathery tops in stately majesty against the glorious purple of the
star-filled sky without a quiver of the lightest leaf, their shadows
lay in velvety blackness on the silvered golden of the sand. Not a
sound disturbed the deep silence; the air came to her light and pure
and cool. Beyond the palm grove, far out into the limitless distance
she could see the desert roll like a rippling silver sea beneath the
moon rays.

As she stood there something moved, a shadow fell on the sand some
fifty yards away from the tent door and then she saw Everest's figure
walking slowly as if he were pacing up and down. Beyond him she could
see the closed faces of two other tents, they were those of Sybil and
her brother. In an instant the scene of the afternoon and its whole
import came back to her, and she held suddenly the canvas edge of the
door in her cold hand. She looked at the moving figure closely. Up and
down, up and down it walked and she could see his hands were clenched
sometimes at his sides and sometimes one hand would be raised and drawn
across his eyes as if to clear away some painful thought.

Regina turned from the door and found her way back trembling to the
bed. She could not tell him now. It was too late. What a bitter irony
of fate! What a cruel mockery to send her certainty now, when her lips
were closed and he was only thinking of and desiring another! She
reached the bed and threw herself upon it in a passion of bitter tears.
All their talk, their own dear intimate conversations, came back upon
her like knives cutting into her brain. How she had looked forward
to the joy it would give him! How she had dreamed of the expression
that would cross his beautiful face! How she had cherished the idea
of this pleasure she had in store for him! And now, how could she
tell? It would, perhaps, be no pleasure, it would bring to him only a
sense of bondage, a feeling that he was bound. Already he was pacing
there, tortured by thoughts as pitiless and savage as the desert lions,
already he was torn between his honour and his desire. Should she add
to his burden?--carry out to him a chain and fetter with which to bind
his feet already longing perhaps to go from her? No, a hundred times
no; not now. The happy secret, the joyous hope transformed into bitter
pain, she would lock up in her own breast as long as she could.

If she could have but told him sooner! If she could have had that
delight in London before they left, or on board that magic boat he had
fitted up for her! The intense joy of it then! Would it have made any
difference, she wondered. No; nothing, she thought, would have helped
her.

Everest did not come back, she lay in the silver light of the tent
alone, in an agony of grief and pain; her pillow drenched with tears.




CHAPTER IX

IN THE DARK WATCHES


The camp was in a state of excitement; the natives in a whirl of
breathless jabber, even the stolid Englishman slightly fluttered. Lion
had been seen and heard at last--seen with the naked eye and heard
by the fleshy ear. It was no question of imagination, nor of rumour,
nor of excited fancy this time. It was true, genuine, solid fact. A
small party of the native servants had been out reconnoitring some
distance from the new camp into which they had just moved, and while
returning at sunset, as they came up to the brow of a long low line of
rocky hills, a tawny form had been seen swinging along over the gilded
ripples of the sandy plain towards them and somewhere far on the left
of them had disappeared amongst the rock and scrub.

The reconnoitring band had hurried back to camp, bursting with
importance and triumph, and since their arrival with the news the whole
party was a-buzz and astir with excitement.

There was a unanimous wish to go out that very night. They had all
been tantalised and irritated so long now by lion stories that came to
nothing, and wearied by every other kind of shooting than that which
they wanted and had come out for, that they all burned with the same
enthusiasm to catch the chance now it had come. The men called upon
Everest to come and talk matters over with them in the gun-room tent,
away from the women, and he went, leaving Regina cleaning her rifle
and looking over her cartridge belt in their sleeping tent. Her eyes
had sparkled when she had heard the news. She had no wish to kill a
lion for herself, nor acquire as an indifferent hearthrug the beautiful
golden coat that fitted him so perfectly, but the joy of going side by
side with Everest into danger, and perhaps being of service to him, of
even possibly saving his life, seemed to make every nerve and fibre
within her glow like hot steel.

"I may come with you, mayn't I?" she had asked, before he left the
tent, "and be close to you through it all, wherever you go, whatever
you do?" And he had bent and kissed her.

"My darling, yes, I should think so. You have waited a long time for
this. You must come now and show what you can do. You shall have the
first shot if you like."

"Oh no, Everest," Regina exclaimed. "I want nothing really. I would not
for worlds take your shot. I only want to be there so as to aid you or
help in any way if it is necessary. Do you see? I don't want to kill a
lion except in self-defence or defence of you."

"All right," laughed Everest in return, greatly amused. "You shall come
to protect me. Get ready now as I sha'n't be able to keep these fellows
waiting." And he had gone out.

She busied herself immediately with every detail of her dress, boots
and equipment, her pistol, her tiny flask of brandy, her knife.
Nothing was forgotten. Her courage and her blood rose with every
instant. There was only one thing she feared, and that was any
accident that might happen to Everest which should leave him maimed
or disfigured. If he were killed, the matter was simple. She would
instantly follow him by means of her pistol. But the thought of his
living bereft of the physical beauty and power he now possessed filled
her with horror. She would not think of it, however, for she was
powerless. She knew Everest wished to go after the lion, and she could
not deprive him of a danger and excitement, that he had enjoyed all his
life, on account of her foolish--as he would consider them--fears. No,
she would face everything with him and hope for the best, that was all
she could do. Of herself she never once thought. In addition to her own
naturally courageous nature, she had that added indifference to danger
which we all feel when our life is unhappy and full of pain. Hers had
contained so much slow corroding suffering lately that the thought of
risking it in facing some active danger seemed of far less moment than
it would have done on board the dahabeeyah on the golden Nile.

Meanwhile Everest had gone round to the gun tent, and the first thing
he saw as he entered was Sybil, seated on a camp-stool under the rows
of feathered game, surrounded by the three men, who were looking down
upon her with various degrees of dismay written on their countenances.

She was white to the lips with terror, trembling and clinging to the
sides of the stool with both hands to steady herself. The upshot of her
incoherent talk was that she was too frightened to go with them and
too terrified to remain alone in camp. Like most stupid, unimaginative
people, she did not realise or picture a danger to herself until it was
actually upon her, and when she had heard and spoken of lion-hunting
no very definite idea beyond that of the discomforts of camp-life had
presented itself to her. Now brought suddenly face to face with the
proposition of going out to meet the wild beasts or being shut up alone
in the camp, knowing they were in the vicinity, she lost her head
completely and seemed beside herself with terror.

Shooting harmless, defenceless things that could not strike back had
seemed pleasant and amusing enough to her all this time; when it came
to considering the teeth and claws of a lion the whole matter had a
different aspect.

Having just left Regina, brilliant and enthusiastic in her courage and
devotion, when Everest's eyes fell on the pitiable object his cousin
looked, shaking on her camp-stool, a throb of contempt went through
him. He was intrepid coolness, courage and dash himself to the very
brim, and he could hardly enter at all into the abject cowardice of the
girl before him. Directly she saw him she sprang up and ran to him.

"Oh, Everest, _you_ will stay in camp with me and protect me, won't
you?" she exclaimed, and the contrast between the two women's cries
struck him at the moment and recurred to him afterwards.

Regina's had been an appeal that she might come into danger to protect
him.

"What nonsense is this, Sybil?" he answered impatiently. "We've been
waiting all this time for our chance, and now you make a silly fuss
about it! Don't you want to come with us after all?"

"Come with you?" stammered the girl, while her teeth chattered. "No,
no, no, I couldn't."

"Well, then, you can stay at home," he returned curtly.

"That's what I've been telling her," interrupted Merton, "and she wants
one of us to stay, too. I'll be hanged if I'm going to now after the
rotten time we've had so far."

Sybil sank again on her camp-stool. Literally she could not stand up,
her knees were knocking together, her limbs crumpling up beneath her.
She was cold with fear.

"Well, why can't the two women stay and look after each other?"
asked St John, who was standing, his feet apart, his hands deep in
the pockets of his Norfolk jacket, staring at the little figure in
the centre of the tent. "We'll get on heaps better without them;
responsibility, you know, having women about."

"Regina! What good would she be?" answered Sybil.

"Regina would be as good as any of us," returned the doctor rather
fiercely. "She's a better shot than any one of us, bar Lanark, and
_she's_ no fear of anything--_she's_ Courage itself."

Sybil was too terrified to heed or care for the obvious comparison.

"You seem rather to forget, gentlemen," remarked Everest coldly, "that
this whole camp and expedition was organised by me solely for Regina;
and the first shot at lion really belongs to her. Our guests joined us
afterwards as--er--an afterthought."

This silenced the guests. St John flung himself down on another
camp-stool and began to clean his gun, muttering to himself it was
always like this when you had women about. Merton looked as if he could
have strangled his sister, the doctor turned to a hanging flamingo and
fingered his rosy wing in silence.

"That's quite right, Everest, you're the boss of this show," Merton
said, after a second. "You arrange the thing any way you like."

"Why won't _you_ stay with me?" pleaded Sybil, looking up at Everest.

"Because I don't choose to," he returned, almost brutally for him, so
great was the contrast to his usual voice and manner. "You are making
yourself absolutely ridiculous. I will ask Regina to stay with you to
take care of you, but if she refuses you'll have to stay alone."

He turned to the others.

"I'll go over and ask her and then come back to you and we can fix up
our plans. I think if we could ride out to the ridge to-night in the
cool, and be round those water-holes just after dawn, that's about the
best we can do."

"Right! Anything you say, Everest," Merton responded, and the others
grunted assent.

"Come, Sybil, you'd better go back to the dining tent and wait for me
there till I've seen Regina," Everest said peremptorily, and they went
out of the tent together.

"Splendid, plucky girl that other, you know," remarked the doctor. "I
think it will be a beastly shame if Lanark makes her stop in camp to
look after your precious sister."

"Don't talk to me," growled Merton. "I'm savage enough with her; she
wants a good shaking, upsetting things like this."

"Everest, you're angry with me," faltered Sybil, as they got outside.
"I can't help being frightened--can--can I?"

"Not altogether, I suppose," returned Everest contemptuously. "But you
can help making a fuss about it. You could stay quietly in camp and not
bother anybody else if you chose."

"I should have thought you would have liked to stay with me," she
murmured plaintively, slipping her tiny hand through his arm.
"If they all go, and Regina too, we should be in the camp all
night--together--alone--we could----Oh, Everest, do; won't you?"

They were passing under the few palms that intervened between the
gun tent and the dining tent. The moon was rising, but not yet very
strong. His face was in the shadow and darkness. She could not see it,
but she felt him let his arm fall so that her hand had no longer a
resting-place, and noticed he moved from her.

"I do not think that Regina would go except with me or for me," he
merely answered, but a great wave of passion for the woman he had named
rose in him as he thought of that tender, eager, devoted nature longing
to face death and danger for his sake.

Sybil felt silenced. She knew she had injured herself in his eyes by
her fears, but it was no use her pretending to be brave; she was white
and cold with fear. She did not know what to say. She felt he was angry
with her, and she was almost as much afraid of him as she was of his
lions.

Everest did not speak again till they reached the dining tent, in
which he found her a chair, and then went on to Regina. He felt his
whole being ablaze and aflame with love for her. Suddenly he hated
himself for his conduct, and a resolve sprang into life that as soon as
possible he would break up the present arrangement and go away alone,
alone with her.... He was at her tent door and entered.

Regina sprang up. "Are we to start now?" she exclaimed joyously. She
was quite ready, and looked gloriously handsome and vital and full of
mettle, like a racer at the start, as she stood in the centre of the
tent, flushed and smiling and animated, awaiting his commands. Everest
went straight up to her and without a word caught her to him in one of
those mad, passionate embraces she loved from him and never wearied of
and never found too violent.

"Dearest, dearest, dearest!" she murmured, kissing him back as soon as
he would let her. Whatever he had done, was doing, or desiring, however
he had sinned or was sinning against her, he wanted her kiss now and
she was powerless to do anything but give it.

He set her free after a moment and stood looking at her.

"Darling, I am so sorry, I have got to ask you something I hate. Will
you do it for me?"

Regina's reply was instant.

"Of course, you know you have only to tell me your wishes."

"I am so sorry, so angry, so vexed, you have no idea, but will you stay
in camp to-night and give up this expedition?"

Regina's face suddenly grew white and grave; the joyous flush vanished.

"You yourself going without me?"

"I and the other men, yes."

Regina fell on her knees before him and stretched out her arms.

"Everest! If you only knew what it means to me, to let you go into
danger without me, you would not ask me. If anything should happen to
you, I do so want to be with you. Won't you let me come?"

Her voice, in which her whole ardent nature, her great and overwhelming
love for him revealed themselves in wonderful music of tone, made
Everest's eyes suddenly swim and the image of her kneeling at his feet
swayed mistily before him. He took both her arms and gently raised her.

"Dear one, listen. I know all you feel and I appreciate it so much, but
there is no danger, or very little, for you to worry about. I know you
want to share what there is and I want you with me, but in this case
you can serve me so much better, if you will, by remaining here. After
this we will break up the arrangement and you and I will go and hunt
somewhere together alone, where we can do as we please."

"Why do you want me to stay?" she asked, looking up at him.

The red of angry savage annoyance surged all over his face.

"This girl Sybil has been making a scene and saying she cannot be left
alone in camp, and of course, in a way, we are responsible for her. I
can't order any of the others to stay with her, and it's hardly well to
leave her by herself, she might do any foolish thing. She is simply in
a state of nervous terror. So I am asking you to stay and look after
her."

Regina paled with resentment. She did not know how utterly and entirely
Everest revolted now from the girl whose physical beauty had for a time
so ensnared and delighted his senses. She did not know how strongly
he was drawn to herself and how completely the whole influence of the
other had faded from his body and his mind. She had no clue as to
the gradual weakening of this influence for some time past and the
growing indifference on Everest's part which now had suddenly changed
into contempt and revolt. He had been very silent about Sybil, after
the manner of men, and had tried to show Regina by acts rather than
in words that the matter, as far as he was concerned, was at an end.
But as he stood to Sybil as host, and as she put out all her powers
to keep him by her side, it was difficult for Regina to gain a just
idea of the truth. Had Everest been of a more brutal and less refined
type of sensualist he could have explained to Regina in a few short,
outspoken sentences the fact that all and more than he wanted had been
pressed upon him, and that he was now weary and annoyed with the girl
and everything connected with her. But he revolted from any betrayal of
a woman who, however selfishly, had loved him. He felt it a matter of
honour to be absolutely silent about her. And in this way Regina had to
be left to misunderstand and to suffer.

So now that he appealed to her to stay in camp it only seemed to
her that she was appointed as guardian to the jewel he wished kept
in safety, and her happiness, desire and pleasure was to be again
sacrificed to this girl as it had been now for so long.

She was so bitterly angry; the rage and tumult of her jealous passion
and indignation was such within her, that she could have turned upon
Everest then and poured out a flood of burning reproach like a torrent
of molten metal upon him.

But her self-control was perfect, her empire over self complete. She
knew, with a man like this, violence, coercion was useless. And that
moment of all others was not the one for recrimination or reproach.

She was white to the lips as she looked at him, but she said simply:

"I am to give up coming with you in order to take care of Sybil. Is
that it?"

"That is the letter of it, the spirit is that you stay behind in camp
because _I_ have wished you to do so."

Unconsciously his tone was cold and commanding. He felt the intense
vibration of resentment and indignation that went through her as
plainly as if an assagai was shaken before his face, and he was enraged
at the whole situation. For a second they both looked at each other
in silence, and, as so often before, the girl felt that, if he chose,
he had every right to command. To a man of inferior physical aspect,
to one who had less influence on her senses, she could not in that
moment of intense disappointment, of revolt and outraged feeling, have
submitted. As it was, after that moment of silent rebellion, she laid
down her rifle and turned away.

"There is no more to be said then: I will stay," she answered, in a low
tone.

Everest's face softened. He followed her and put his arm round her neck.

"Dear little girl, you think me a brute, don't you? I will give up the
expedition myself and stay with you. Do you wish me to do that?"

Regina looked up at him, her eyes were full of hot blinding tears.

"I shall be in an agony of suspense till you come back safely," she
returned; "but I can't ask you to stay, I know how you would hate
it--the other men thinking you perhaps wanted to get out of it and all
that, or else that you had no will of your own and I had made you stay.
As host and leader you can't well stay behind--you would feel it so."

The male nature in Regina made it easy for her to understand how
hateful, nearly impossible, it would have been for Everest to stay
in camp with the women while the rest of the party went out to the
excitement of the hunt. The intense disappointment she suffered herself
in foregoing this, the first really important, expedition with him, for
which she had trained herself so patiently, made it easy to realise
what his would be in missing the first opportunity for which they had
all waited so long.

She turned and kissed his hand on her shoulder.

"Go, my dearest, as you wish; only come back to me safely."

When Everest left her and went back to the impatient men in the tent,
his whole heart and soul seemed on fire with passion for her. He just
looked into the dining tent as he passed, where Sybil was sitting
quivering and pallid in her chair.

"You have got your way," he said curtly. "Regina has given up her own
wishes to stay and look after you, but if this sort of thing is going
to continue, the sooner you go home, I should think, the better. It is
simple nonsense to join a hunt and then try and spoil the sport."

He felt so angry with her, she had spoiled the whole thing and
prevented his having Regina with him, which he had really looked
forward to. Above all, he was repelled by her weakness and cowardice.
His passion leapt up for a woman who was courageous and fearless. There
was something in himself that responded instantly to any heroic act
or quality, and for the weak and timid he had nothing but a sense of
aversion. Sybil was too cowed and too wretched altogether to reply. She
could not find her voice and Everest went on his way to the gun tent.

"Hurray!" they shouted, as they saw him. "We thought you were never
coming back. Well, what's the news?"

"Regina will stay," Everest answered quietly.

"She _is_ a brick. _You_ ought to have stayed, Merton, and let her come
with us."

Merton only grinned and went on counting his cartridges.

Regina, left alone in her tent, sat down and pressed both her clasped
hands on her knees. She was thinking of her love for Everest and how
absolutely it made her his slave. She recalled the image of him as
he had stood there a few seconds back, practically commanding her
to stay in the camp, and realised how impossible it was for her to
rebel against him as it would be impossible for her to refuse or deny
him anything, as in fact it had always been from the first. And she
was inclined to resent this taking away of her will-power and this
feeling that it was beneath another's feet, but she was foolish to do
so, for in the heart of worship of another is found the extreme of
passionate pleasure. Above all she was fortunate, and this she did
really feel grateful for, that the empire over her was in such hands
as his. Everest was not a commonplace nor an ordinary individual. She
had not that intensely painful humiliation of being conquered by an
inferior. All her sense of wounded self-love and pride was tempered by
her intense admiration of him; physically and mentally in every way he
was worthy to command others and exact their obedience. Passion, the
slave-driver, had at least made her over to a noble owner.

Immoral he might be called, but she would not say so, it did not seem
to her the right word. She knew that almost nowhere, neither in the
pages of history nor in the world, are there men to be found of great
physical strength and energy combined with powerful mental equipment
who have joined to them a rigid morality. That a vigorous and active
male animal shall acquire all the unattached females in his vicinity is
one of Nature's most general and fundamental laws, and Regina knew it,
and that is why she had resisted and resented, as far as she had been
able, the vicinity of camp-life that threw Sybil into constant contact
with him.

And though he made her suffer frightfully for his own gratification,
she did not blame him so blindly as another woman might have done,
because she realised it was Nature's fault more than his--Nature who
will not give that gift of intense vitality to a man without its
accompanying dangers.

That vitality Regina loved and desired for her child. How she longed
now to tell him he was the father of the little life that was forming
within her! It was such a supreme happiness to her to know that she
was bearing his child, something that would be perhaps the beautiful
tiny image of himself. It would be a delight intensified if he knew it
too. Perhaps, if she delayed, the pleasure of ever saying those happy
words would be denied to her. Perhaps this very night he would be taken
away from her, and then he would not ever have known that which once at
least he had told her he desired so much.

She sprang to her feet, it was such a temptation to speak, to tell
him, before he left this evening! But out of pure unselfishness she
hesitated. If in reality he wished now after all to abandon her, to put
his cousin in her place, she must, must, must leave him, as ever, free
to do so, though it killed her.

He might already consider himself in honour bound to marry her, of that
she could not be quite sure, but she was certain that he would feel
bound if she told him she was to be the mother of his child.

No, she would wait still and be silent. Fate would perhaps reveal to
her in some way, soon, the truth of things and how she ought to act.

She dismissed personal thought from her mind and began to gather some
things together to take over to Sybil's tent. For, from the first, she
had strenuously opposed the girl entering hers. This was the sanctuary
of her and Everest's love. She would not have anyone to intrude there.
The whole of the camp was public. She wanted one place at least where
she could be secure of privacy. She had made a great point of this
with Everest, and he had given absolute and stringent orders that
neither Sybil nor anyone else was to disturb Mrs. Lanark in her tent.
And Regina was grateful. She felt she could not tolerate the hateful
presence of Sybil there. Everest was wonderfully good in matters like
that, where so many men fail. If Regina expressed a wish, however
little of importance it might seem to him, he exerted himself to have
it carried out. He never pooh-poohed or waved away her request. If she
wished it, that was sufficient. That same obedience he expected from
her, he exacted from everybody else to the orders he gave for her sake.
Regina was very grateful to him for this. It gave her a position in the
camp that was very pleasant, and she knew intuitively that it was a
rare quality in men. The small daily wishes of wives are generally, as
in her father's case, politely but steadily ignored.

She cleared up the tent, and it was from Sybil's door, some two hours
later, that both the girls saw the hunting party start, a small
procession of camels, headed by the native guides, scouts and servants
with all the necessary guns, ammunition, knives, flasks, water-bottles,
flash-lamps, food-baskets, and all the rest of the necessaries for
luxurious hunting.

Everest, having the arranging and planning of everything, mounted and
started last and had moved a few paces already from the camp, the
others being a little on ahead, when he paused and, drawing up the
camel, told it to kneel down again, which it immediately did, for the
tone of his caressing voice had the effect of reducing every camel he
mounted to docility.

He never carried a whip or a goad, nor had the rein fastened in the
nostril of the camel, relying entirely on his voice and magnetic
influence over them to guide them. Nor had he ever struck an animal in
his life. He used to say: "A man must be a fool if he can't manage an
animal by his intellect," and it was a fact that they never disobeyed
him.

Now Regina, watching him from the tent door, with tear-filled eyes,
admired the easy skill with which he handled his camel and dismounted.
She thought he had forgotten something and went forward to him. But
Everest had only turned back for her. He clasped her to him and kissed
her.

"My dear, good little empress," he whispered in her ear, as he bent
over her, and Regina felt that he was pleased with her and her own
heart grew hot with delight. She threw her arms round him with
passionate fervour.

"My emperor! You know I would die for you," she murmured back.

Another moment and he had swung himself on to the saddle-cloth and the
camel rose, to recommence its stately march. The moon was now high,
and its light, clear and silver, flooded all the plain and illumined
the string of moving objects. One of the men looked back and saw the
incident.

"What's up?" asked St. John, who was close beside him. "Anything gone
wrong?"

"Oh no, it's only Everest spooning as usual."

"Which one is it this time?" asked the doctor grimly, looking straight
ahead of him.

"His wife, as it happens."

There was silence for a moment and then Graham said:

"But he's an awfully nice fellow. I don't wonder at the women all
running after him, I should be in love with him myself if I were one.
He's a marvellous person really. I don't believe he's ever lost his
temper in his life, he's such tremendous command of himself. Animals
are just as crazy about him as women. I saw him managing a horse, a
vicious brute that no one else could get near. Everest was riding it
and it began its tricks, it did everything to make a man in a rage,
but Everest never turned a hair. He kept his seat just as if he'd been
in an arm-chair, and talked to the animal the whole time and, by Jove!
the horse seemed to understand him, he settled down and was as quiet
and good as anything. Everest had never touched him once, except to
stroke his neck; he'd no whip, no spurs, nothing. I expect that's how
he manages his women, makes them do all he wants without a disagreeable
word."

"Easy enough," mumbled the doctor, "when a man's so beastly
good-looking."

Everest had just caught up with them, so they lapsed into silence, and
the camels all sidled together and swung forward steadily into the
silver silence of the desert night.

Regina, left behind, stood watching them diminish and diminish into
distance with the blood racing madly in her veins and all her brain
alight with anger. She did so long and yearn to be there, up beside
him on the saddle-blanket, on the camel, swinging, swaying out into
wide space, beneath that glorious, star-filled, infinitely arching sky.
She loved being with him anywhere, and most of all riding, and on a
camel.

The free, giant motion of the animal, the sense of strength and ease
with which its great stride goes forward, bearing its burden high above
the dust and impediments of the earth, sets the blood glowing and the
pulses dancing, and she loved it. Here and now to part with him, to
see him going to adventure, danger, risk she might not share, to be
condemned to the hot, silent tent, to sit inactive there when all her
eager, ardent frame was calling out for deeds, movement, action, hurt
cruelly. Her brain was seething in fury and rebellion as she turned her
steps slowly back to Sybil's tent.

"Come in and shut the door, do," came the latter's voice from within,
peevish with fear. "I feel so frightened. I think they were brutes to
go and leave us alone."

"I can't see what there is to be afraid of," returned Regina coldly,
entering and letting down the tent flap.

Of another nature altogether, she had no fear of solitude, nor of the
desert. She would have lain down anywhere on the sand, her hand on her
rifle, her pistol in her belt, and slept like an English child in its
cot at home.

"They are rather brutes, but they can't help it," she added absently,
and sat down on a folding camp-stool, watching the other girl begin to
undress.

The tent interior looked cosy enough, bright with red rugs on its
sandy floor and a gilt-framed mirror swinging between the two narrow
beds--for a second one had been put in for herself, as Sybil could not
bear to be alone if Graham was no longer in the tent beside her.

"What are you afraid of specially?"

"Why, all these lions about!"

Regina laughed contemptuously.

"All these lions about! You talk as if we had been falling over lions
and unable to get into our tent door for them!" she exclaimed. "As a
fact, we've been here nearly two months and not seen one!"

"Yes; but that was in another camp. I do believe we've got into the
districts now where they are. Regina," she added suddenly, "what does
'Hina' in Arabic mean?"

"'Hina' means 'here.'"

"I thought so; and 'henak,' what does that mean?"

"'Henak' means 'there,' 'over there,' 'at a distance.'"

"Well, that's just what I thought. Now I'll tell you what I heard those
servants saying. They were talking about lions, because I know that
word, and then one said: 'La, la mush henak, lekin hina, hina.' Now
doesn't that mean: 'No, no, it's not over there but here, here'? And he
got quite excited, and pointed just round the camp."

Regina looked grave.

"Why did you not tell the men?" she asked.

"I _did_, I kept telling them about it, but nobody would listen to me.
Merton did ask the man something about it, but the others all swore
the lions were over the ridge. You know how they jabber and how they
contradict themselves and each other. My idea is, these horrid beasts
are all round us," and she shivered. The light from the centre lamp
fell on the fair, flower-like beauty of the girl, and as she let down
the gold river of her hair the blood of her companion watching her
seemed to turn into flame. She felt she would like to spring upon her
and kill her, like the lions she was talking about.

"Well, if it's true, I am rather glad," she returned. "I'd much rather
they would come and eat us up than Everest."

"Regina! How can you! You don't mean it!"

"Of course I mean it," she flashed out, with extreme passion in her
tones, "to be here and know he is in danger, that's the worst agony I
can have. I would give up my life for him any time."

"How wonderful!" returned Sybil, drawing off her shoes. "I couldn't
care for a man like that."

"No, I don't suppose you could."

"Good-night, I shall try to go off to sleep and forget I am in this
horrible place. How you stare, Regina! What's the matter? Won't you go
to bed?"

"No; I shall sit up for a time. Go to sleep in peace. You are quite
safe."

Sybil lay down on her bed, only drawing the rug partly over her. She
had a loose thin flannel gown fastened round her waist and open a
little at her neck in the hot night. It was very still within the tent,
and without there was not a sound as the moonlit hours went by.

Regina sat like a statue, her elbow on her knee, her chin on her hand,
watching the sleeping girl.

What mad, passionate thoughts came to her in their dark battalions and
assailed her!

How beautiful it was, that delicate, ivory face, so exquisitely carved,
as it lay against the white canvas pillow. It was no wonder that a
man should covet it for his own, especially a man like Everest, with
his artistic eye for perfect lines. He had always admired it enough
to make him keep with him everywhere the blue velvet portrait-case he
had had in his rooms at the Rectory. His sister had said that but for
Regina he would have married her. But it was not true--Regina felt it
was not true, that she never could have satisfied him--kept him--but
yet, perhaps, beauty and name and breeding in his wife would have been
enough, and for the rest, of all that is divine in humanity--passion
and love and character--he would have sought in other women ... she did
not know, her thoughts could only whirl round in dizzy, empty circles,
outside the barrier of his implacable silence, as falling leaves might
beat and whirl round a fortress wall. She knew nothing, and in the
obscurity of another's feelings and passions there is no firm ground to
stand on.

"It is not his fault, nor hers," she thought; "but oh! Fate! take her
away from here, leave him to me again."

In the silence stirred a tiny sound, she heard it, and then, instantly,
quicker than thought itself, the tent flap moved and a long yellow
streak flashed by her and was upon the bed before her eyes.

One frightful shriek rang out, then the yellow flash passed by and was
gone into the night, and the bed was empty where the golden beauty of
the girl had been. Regina had sprung to her feet, but the lion had
apparently not even seen her.

Almost like lightning, with a rapidity that no one can believe until he
has seen it, the great beast had entered, seized its prey and gone.

For a second, Regina stood motionless. The blinding realisation came
upon her that she stood alone in the tent and that her rival was gone
from her to a certain death. Her invocation had been heard.

In that moment a view of her future came to her. She would be his,
alone with him again, safe, secure, protected, loved, herself and her
child. And all that was required of her was to do nothing. No one could
blame her. Fate had come to her aid. Why should she not receive back
her life and happiness at its hands?

The temptation came upon her and gripped her for a moment so that she
could not move.

Then she picked up her rifle, jammed her pistol more firmly in her belt
and went to the flap of the tent door and pushed it aside.

In the bright African moonlight she saw the form of the great yellow
cat, trotting leisurely across the sand in the direction of a low
ridge of sandhill, scrub and rock that lay towards the east, obliquely
opposite to the direction in which the men had gone. The moonlight
showed her clearly its victim flung over its shoulder for its
convenience in long travel. She could see, too, it was a lioness, and
these two facts made her think that the girl was probably uninjured.
The lioness was out hunting, not for herself but for food for her cubs,
and the prey was being carefully carried back to them. She could see
there was no struggle. No screams broke the stillness. In helpless
unconsciousness the girl was being borne away to a swift, inexorable
death. And to the watcher at the tent door came again the great voice
of Self and all the cries of the Flesh saying: "Let her go! It is not
your part to save her."

She did not know how many servants had gone with the men; doubtless
they had left some, but those probably not the most active nor the best
shots. If she took the time to go to the back of the camp and find and
rouse them, before anything could really be done in rescue the lioness
would have disappeared. The natives would talk and gesticulate, weapons
would probably not be ready, the time in which rescue could be effected
would be lost. Yet Regina would appear to have done all she could, she
would have roused the camp, she would have tried to get assistance; no
one could expect a woman to go out on foot alone to face lions in the
night, nor reproach her if she did not.

Regina would be guiltless and Sybil for ever unable to mar her life
again.

But as there is a magnetic pole which draws all magnets to itself, so
in this world there is that great indefinable Force of the Right which
draws all noble natures always to itself. Where they see the Good
and the Right gleaming ahead of them, there they must follow, though
stones cut their feet and thorns tear their flesh. The Right, through
everything, pulls them to itself. And it drew Regina's feet swiftly
over the threshold of the tent now. Silently, quickly, gripping her
rifle, she followed in the wake of the lioness. And Temptation walked
beside her, trying vainly to suffocate her soul with its dark wings.
She knew that in the effort before her she must probably surrender her
own life, and the greatness of the sacrifice, the immensity of the
demand made upon her appealed to her, called upon the heroism within
her.

For some miles the lioness went on at the same easy trot, and Regina
followed swiftly, but unable to shorten the distance between them. Then
the yellow form began to spring and bound, and for a second now and
then was lost to view, and her pursuer knew that she had reached the
scrub by the rocks. Then the tawny form disappeared altogether and only
the human figure remained, hurrying over the sand in the moonlight.

At last she reached the scrub amongst the rising sandhills and here she
went very cautiously, searching for the mouth of the lair she guessed
was hidden there. She stood still for a moment, listening for a sound
to guide her. A faint scuffling noise came from a gully beside her,
deep down between two black faces of rock and overgrown with stunted
thorn and the disk-leaved cactus. Down, down through these, one step at
a time, silently, holding her heavy rifle above her head to avoid the
catching thorn, she descended. The moon, that had been obscured by a
tiny cloud, broke suddenly again into full brilliance and she saw she
was at the mouth of the cave.

Calm, cool, without a thought of her own life and beauty that she was
taking to destruction, only filled with an intense determination to
save another, she stooped down and entered the lair. The entrance was
low, but worn smooth and easy of access, once reached, by the passing
and repassing of a great body. Within the cave the floor was sandy, and
the rock roof so near to it she could not stand upright, but had to
move forward crouchingly, with bent knees. Through the obscurity of the
inside she strained her eyes, and there, opposite her, far back from
the entrance, she saw four green spots of phosphorescent fire against
the rock background. She paused, holding herself very still. The warm,
suffocating scent of the den filled her nostrils; she heard snuffing
and scrambling noises, and then, as the darkness became more and more
clear to her eyes, she descried the forms of two little yellow cubs
tumbling over each other on some brush in the corner and snuffing at
her with curiosity. The mother was not there. Regina looked round. On a
ledge of rock jutting out from one side lay the unconscious form of her
companion, her loose sleeping gown all gathered together by her neck,
where the lioness had held her, but apparently otherwise untouched.

Regina's heart leaped up in a great sense of triumph. All personal
feeling was lost and she was only intent now on her heroic duty to save.

As she had thought, the lioness had been out hunting, not for immediate
food, but for the sake of filling up her larder, and having secured one
victim, dissatisfied, perhaps, with the size of it, she had left it
there and started out again to look for more.

Speed was the great necessity now! Regina felt that if she could get
away from the den and cross the desert to the camp in time, her success
was won. She turned to the rock and lifted the girl's limp body into
her arms. One of the cubs ran out and snuffed and growled at her like
a puppy and she nearly fell over its soft body as it waddled to the
entrance with her. But in a moment more she stood upright outside and
drew in a deep breath of the pure desert air.

Up, up through the brake and the tangle of tearing thorn and poisonous
cactus, she ascended, panting with the burden of the girl and the
rifle in her arms. She held her against her breast, one arm under
her shoulders, the other under her knees, and the rifle clasped flat
along the girl's side in her right hand. How she blessed her splendid
strength of limb and lung and muscle coming up that thorny, rocky
path. The top of the sandhills gained, the worst was over, smooth and
easy to travel lay before her the hard sand of the desert. Down from
the sandhills in safety she stood now on the level and, breathing
deeply, she started a steady, even walk over the moonlight plain. Her
burden lay so still in her arms she feared the shock had killed her.
But the body felt limp and warm; she could only hope she was merely
unconscious. She walked on and the sweat in the hot night broke from
her forehead and poured down her face, her knees trembled from fatigue.
From behind a faint light of the coming dawn began to shine on the
desert. Still very far in the distance she thought her strained eyes
could distinguish the white peaks of their camp. Would the men have
returned? Would he be there? How would---- Without her having heard
a sound, there was a rush of wind past her, a blow on her neck and
shoulders of something she could not see and the next instant she was
flat on the sand, the body of the girl beside her, over which stood
the lioness, growling and snuffing suspiciously. Confused by the scent
of the den and the cubs, the animal paused there.

Regina scrambled to her knees, raised her rifle, took aim and fired,
over the body of the girl, straight at the snowy breast of the lioness.
There was a roar of agony and rage and the beast was upon her. Her
bullet had found its heart, but it still had strength and time to take
its vengeance. Without pain, for the girl was above the region of pain
in that excitement that knows neither suffering nor fear, she felt its
teeth close cruelly on her shoulder and break it, and its claws sink
deep into her breast and back and tear the flesh. She turned her head
away, cheek down to the sand, to save her sight, for she still had
work to do, and so for a second remained motionless. The great beast's
growling turned to long moans, slowly its teeth and claws relaxed. Then
suddenly it rolled clear from her and lay still.

Regina picked herself up and stood, the blood pouring from her shoulder
and chest, but the dauntless soul, strong and unbroken, determined to
conquer.

With her left and uninjured arm she drew the girl's body up to her and
walked forward, strong in that last great gush of vitality that Nature
gives, opening all those reserves for which there is no future need.

Half-an-hour later, as the dawn came up over the ridge, she reached the
camp.

Her eyes were dim, and vaguely she saw the press of figures, the fires,
the standing camels. Her head was light and a strange singing filled
her ears, but she heard the word "Regina" come in his voice to her,
full of agony and love and passion, and she staggered towards him,
livid, speechless, her clothing drenched with blood that still came
slowly from her shoulder.

It seemed to her swaying vision that she was instantly surrounded by
figures and faces, a thousand faces swam round her, her burden was
taken from her, then came the roughness of sand to her cheek and lips
as she fell, and then black unconsciousness.

The doctor and Everest knelt beside her; at his orders all the others
fell back and the cool breeze that blows in the desert at dawn came
to her unimpeded. With hands that did not show the slightest quiver,
though the tension of agony in his brain was so great, it seemed as if
it must break it, Everest loosened her cartridge belt and drew it from
her.

"Good God! her right arm!" He exclaimed, as it fell unnaturally,
broken, as he moved her and suddenly the words shot across his brain in
its anguish, "if some love business does not cripple her."

The doctor forced a little brandy between her white lips, but she did
not move, she lay there under Everest's eyes, the gay, radiant creature
he had left, now crushed and senseless, a little heap of torn flesh and
broken bones and blood-stained clothing.

It seemed to him that all the agony of a hundred lives of pain was
forced into his brain at that sight.

"We must get this off," the doctor muttered, indicating the black and
stiffening blouse; it was already torn down by the lioness's claws at
the back, and the under-linen bodice and flesh and skin with it. St
John and Merton, who were standing by, turned away, unable to bear the
sight of all that white loveliness mangled and destroyed. Everest, pale
as ashes, but perfectly calm, drew and cut away the stuff, piece by
piece, with infinite skill and care.

No one seemed to think of Sybil; after the first hasty pronouncement of
the doctor that she was alive and uninjured, she had been carried to
her tent. Merton had given some orders about her, then he had come back
to Everest's side, but Regina herself, as sense struggled back to her,
asked as she first unclosed her eyes:

"Is she all right? Did I save her?"

"Yes, my sweet, my brave darling, you did," Everest answered, bending
over her. Their eyes met, and a little smile played in hers as she saw
the fire of love in his.

"I'm glad," she said faintly. The agony was intense now that action
was over. Her eyelids quivered and then grew still as she lapsed into
senselessness again.

Merton, who was watching her face, turned to St John and gripped his
arm.

"Oh, St John, this is too horrible. If she dies what shall I do? Why
did I leave Sybil with her?" His face was working convulsively. St John
drew him away.

The sun was getting quite hot, in that instant way it has in Africa; as
soon as its rays are well over the horizon they begin to burn.

The doctor wanted to get her into the shelter of the tent. As he
touched her to raise her she groaned.

"Let Everest lift me," she murmured, and the doctor drew back.

"She can stand it better from you," he said to Everest, and the latter
slipped his arm very gently under her and raised her. It was agony to
be touched, frightful pain to be moved, but she was silent in his arms
as he lifted her and carried her into their tent.

He laid her on the bed, on her unwounded side, and put a pillow to
support the broken, useless arm, and then bent and kissed her as, in
all their days of passion, he had not done yet. She saw in the anguish
on his face at that moment his suffering, that he showed in no other
way.

"Do not grieve so," she whispered. "I am so strong. I shall recover all
right. Tell me, did you find any lion?"

He shook his head. "No, not where we went. That's why we came back.
They were on this side."

"Then I did have the first shot at lion in this camp, as you said I
ought to. How strange it all seems! I shot it out there to the east of
the camp. I want you to have that skin. Will you send after it? Get it
before it is spoiled, and always keep it. Everest, you know--I saved
her--for _you_."

"I know, I know," he answered, and his voice told her the words were
wrung out of his inmost soul. "But I only want you. It has all been a
mistake, and I felt I could not explain. You are my very life, dearest,
no one else is anything."

"Come, come, this won't do!" broke in upon them from the door. "No
talking, no excitement, please."

The doctor had gone for his case of probes and dressings. He stood now
with it in his hand and disapproval on his face. Everest moved a little
from the bed.

"Leave me with the doctor for a moment," Regina said. "I want to ask
him something," and Everest left the tent to give orders for the body
of the lioness to be brought into camp.

As he came back from doing this, he came upon the doctor just leaving
the tent and stopped.

"Will she live?" he asked, and the doctor thought in all his experience
he had never seen so much suffering and anxiety on a person's face,
combined with such perfect self-control and calm, and thought what a
splendid pair they were.

"No one can say," he replied, "but I should think there is every chance
of her doing so. I was just coming out to find you. This probing of the
wounds is a most painful process, but it's extremely necessary; all our
success depends on getting them clean. They are all choked up now with
clotted blood and bits of linen driven in by the beast's claws. Your
wife's just as brave as she can be, but she must suffer intensely. Your
influence is so good over her, you'd better be present while I'm doing
it: you soothe her, mesmerise her in some way, and that's better than
an anæsthetic. I believe she'd let you mince her up alive and never
complain. It's a nasty business for you seeing it done, but if you can
stand it, it's better for her."

"Of course I will," rejoined Everest. "I was coming back now to her,"
and both men entered the tent together.

It was a hideous scene of four long hours of suffering that followed,
but suffering illumined by those noblest qualities in humanity that
shine out like lamps here and there and throw their light across the
stained pages of humanity's black record as a whole.

The girl never flinched nor groaned as the probes went deep into the
long slashes from shoulder to waist made by the lion's claws, nor when
the forced-in linen was drawn out from the wound above her breast, nor
when her broken arm was handled and set. Of all the great horrible
pain she was suffering the men were given no sign to increase their
difficulty and labour.

Everest at first held her hand and spoke to her, putting to her lips
from time to time the liquid the doctor ordered, but when the wounds
were clean it was his strong, slight hand that, without a quiver of
the muscles, replaced as far as was possible the torn fragments of
flesh and strips of skin exactly and perfectly in their place in the
hope that they would grow again, reunite and join without a serious
scar. The union of brain between these two was so complete that, though
Regina had not uttered any word on the subject, to Everest it seemed as
if her whole body, as it lay there so broken and wounded, was crying
out to him: "My beauty, my beauty! Save that if you can for the sake
of our love." And the doctor watched with surprise the admirable skill
and infinite care with which he pieced all the satin surface together.
Some of the places were too deep to be treated in any way but stitched
up, and this the doctor did himself. Then they dressed and bandaged the
whole of the back and shoulder and breast and set and bandaged the
broken arm, and only at the very last Regina quietly fainted as Everest
kissed her and told her it was finished.

When she recovered consciousness she passed almost immediately into
a deep sleep. She was so very, very tired and everything was done
now, and he was pleased with her, so nothing mattered and the sense
of suffocating heat in the tent as the noon rays poured down on the
canvas, the buzz of the flies, the sight of the instruments and basins
and bandages, the long ache and smart of her whole body, all these were
blotted out as the soft, velvet darkness of sleep enfolded her.

The doctor turned to Everest.

"Now you must turn in and take a rest. Out riding all last night and
then four hours of this. Tell them to send in that extra little bed
here and then get a good sleep. If you don't you'll be done up and no
good to nurse her."

"But it's the same for you, doctor," rejoined Everest, smiling. He was
standing erect at the foot of the bed, without any sign of fatigue.
"You've been without sleep as long as I have; you want a rest."

"Oh, nonsense. I'm not leading the life you are and taking it out of
myself all ways at once. I'll get that bed in and then off to sleep you
go. When you wake up you can watch her and let me doze a bit." And he
went out.

A little later, when he had seen his two patients, as he called them
to himself--for the pallor and extreme mental distress of Everest's
face told him that, unless there were some alleviation of the strain,
physical collapse must follow--asleep in the big tent, he crossed the
strip of fiery sand to the two little white ones opposite of Sybil and
her brother. He entered the girl's and found her white and shivering in
her bed with the rug drawn up to her neck. Merton was standing beside
her.

"Why doesn't Everest come to see me?" Sybil asked directly the doctor
appeared. "It was all so awful for me. He might have come."

"Mr. Lanark has not had a moment in which to think of anything but
his wife and her suffering; he's been working with me there for her
these last four hours, and now I've made him go to bed. He's utterly
exhausted with it all," the doctor answered, with some asperity.

"I don't believe I shall ever get over it," moaned Sybil, "that awful
beast coming on to the bed. I think it's coming again every minute."

"You had better try and brace up, and not give way to your nerves like
this," he returned. "Your friend shot the lioness, so you've nothing
to fear from the same one anyway. You'd better get up and have some
luncheon with the rest of us. There's nothing on earth the matter with
you."

"Oh, doctor, how can you! You don't know what I feel! I couldn't eat! I
want to see Everest. I am sure he would come if he were told." And her
eyes began to fill with tears.

"I'll go and get him, Sybil; don't cry," exclaimed Merton, who resented
a little the doctor's attitude to his sister. He approached the door,
but the doctor barred his progress.

"You shall not go," he exclaimed angrily, "and disturb him now. I won't
be responsible for his life, I tell you, if you drag him up from his
sleep and bully him. Let your sister wait till the evening. If she has
the smallest consideration for him she will do that at least."

The doctor was a great burly man and Merton could not get by him. He
stopped sulkily and Sybil said:

"Don't go, Merton, I'll wait."

"I should think you would," grunted the doctor, "when you've caused all
this trouble already!"

The contrasts of humanity, he was thinking--Regina in her agonies had
declared they were not to worry about her, she was not suffering, she
would soon recover. This girl, untouched, persisted in lying in bed and
magnifying her little woes.

Regina's first inquiry had been for Sybil. Sybil never troubled herself
once to ask about the one who had rescued her!

"Well, if you won't get up and lunch," he said aloud, "you'd best have
a sleeping draught and try to go to sleep."

But Sybil did not want to be put to sleep, she wanted to lie and shiver
and look ill and complain and talk about herself. So the doctor put the
draught back in his pocket and went off to the dining tent, where he
found St John, and the two men sat down to luncheon alone.




CHAPTER X

THE REACTION


That same evening, late, when the moon was pouring silver over the
encampment and over the level plain, and the pink and orange ridges of
rocky hills that lay to the west and east, and the air was cool and
still, Everest and Sybil sat in the latter's tent, of which the flap
was securely shut and tied. They were alone. The girl was dressed now,
and sitting on a folding-chair. She looked pale, and her face was tense
with anxiety, her eyes distracted.

Everest sat opposite her, restored by his long sleep, calm and entirely
composed. On his face was an unusual expression of severity: it looked
implacable, absolutely immovable, like a countenance of stone. Sybil
clasped her hands and wrung them together in her lap.

"Oh, Everest, don't say such things," she said, in a low tone. "Don't
say you won't marry me--any time. Not just now, I know you can't--not
for some time, perhaps, but promise you will some time--when we are
back in Europe, say. It is so dreadful to me to think of--of--all that
has happened, if we are not to marry after all."

"Why did you seek such a position, then?" he asked, looking across at
her steadily; and she, meeting the gaze of those large eyes full of
fiery darkness like the African sky at midnight, felt her soul sink
and faint in a mingled anguish of shame and despair and hopeless
longing for him.

"You knew that I was with a woman I loved, and who loved me. Why did
you come and try to force yourself, as you did from the first, between
us?"

"I felt sure you were not married. Regina was only one of all the many
women you have had with you for a time. She would have to give way to
any woman you wanted to marry."

Everest's face grew still more set and cold, if that were possible.

"You see you chose to assume all that, and assumed wrongly," he said
quietly, and his tones were like falling ice. "Had you accepted
the idea that we were married you would have been wiser. Regina is
virtually my wife. I should never place any other woman than her in
that position. I shall be glad if you will try to grasp that now."

Sybil, unable to bear his gaze, his voice, beside herself with
wretchedness, burst into tears.

She slipped from her chair to the floor and put her hands pleadingly on
his knees.

"You can't mean it, Everest, I am sure you don't. It would be the
wrecking of my life."

Everest's face did not change; he looked down upon her unmoved. She
was very beautiful, but in that moment he did not even admire her. The
passion for Regina, stirred now into a great blaze, seemed literally to
hide this girl from him; moreover, she had deceived, entrapped and was
now trying to coerce him.

"Do you not see that if I did marry you it would mean the wrecking of
Regina's life?"

"I have not to think or care about Regina!"

"Did she not think of you when she followed you into the lion's cave?
You would not be living at all now but for her. For you she is lying
there in agony, maimed and mutilated, that you may be here safe, and
you talk of not having to think of her!" His voice shook with anger.

"Rubbish! She didn't do it for me, she did it for you."

This was perfectly true, but it was the worst thing she could have
said in her own cause. It came over Everest with heartrending force,
the truth of it. Regina had done it for him. For him she was now lying
crushed and broken, with all her glorious vitality laid by perhaps for
ever.

"For me, well, then, yes, for me; and you want me to desert her in
return, to consider you before her. You talk of my duty to you when
she has all but given up her life for me! I have no duty whatever to
anyone, except to her!"

"Nonsense, Everest; you know it's no use to talk like that. You must
marry me now after what has occurred. You knew very well I considered
myself engaged to you or I should never have allowed it."

"Allowed!"

Everest only uttered that one word. His face was very pale; his lips
compressed into one hard line; his brows contracted. Vividly the whole
scheme of the last two months stood before him; like a raised map in
black and white relief. The coming of this girl and her brother to
join their expedition, their insistence on being in the same camp with
him, the daily, hourly companionship she had forced upon him, the
persistent court, the final deliberately compromising situations, the
seduction of his senses, the difficult overthrow of his reason.

As in Regina's case he had taken all blame to himself, and knew that
he had abused her innocence and trusting love, so here his conscience
absolutely acquitted him.

Just then the string of the door flap was pulled undone from the
outside, the flap pushed aside and Merton came in. It seemed to Everest
as if his coming had been arranged beforehand. Sybil rose and sat back
in her chair. Everest did not move. Merton looked from one to the other.

"I can guess what you've been discussing," he said rather awkwardly.
"Look here, Everest. Sybil has told me everything, and I really do
think you ought to do something about it."

"What would you propose my doing?" returned Everest coldly, looking
steadily at Merton, who flushed uncomfortably under the older man's
gaze.

"Well, marry her, or promise to marry her when we all meet again in
Europe, because I suppose we'll have to break up now. She's had such a
shock she wants to get out of this, and I imagine you'll be tied here
some time yet; but I'd like some understanding as to what you're going
to do before we leave."

"I have already told your sister I can do nothing."

"But you know, it's all very well," remonstrated Merton hotly; "we're
cousins, and you have some responsibility to her. She says you have
been intimate, that you forced her----"

Everest rose from his chair with a sudden movement.

"You believed that--of me?" he asked, and Merton shrank under his eyes
and tone.

"I don't know what to believe," he said sulkily.

"Will you repeat that accusation, Sybil, in my presence?" he asked,
turning to her, but Sybil could not raise her eyes. She turned scarlet
and looked down on the camp-table beside her.

"No, no," she faltered hurriedly, "I never said exactly that. Merton
must have misunderstood."

A look of contempt passed over Everest's face as he turned again to
Merton in silence, his eyes seemed to say, "You see what a liar she is."

"Will you admit your relations with her?"

"If Sybil wishes me to, yes, I admit that, otherwise I should never
have admitted it to anyone."

"Then you owe her some reparation."

"I owe her _nothing_," rejoined Everest, with some heat. "It was a
mutual amusement, and she understood perfectly from the very first it
was not, and could not be, anything more. I decline to discuss the
matter any further. It is done, over. As far as I am concerned it is
effaced from my mind. What do you want, Merton? Do you want a duel with
me over it, or what?"

"No, oh no, of course not," Merton replied hastily; "that can do no
good. I want you to promise to marry her some time, next year, say. Why
not, Everest? It has always been thought and talked of in our families,
and Sybil has as much as you have. We have all hoped you two would
marry."

"I refuse absolutely. You must be made of stone if you can talk of my
marrying your sister when the woman I love is between life and death
because of her devotion and self-sacrifice. Sybil would not be here at
all to make her mad charges and demands but for her. She is my wife, or
will be as soon as I can make her so. It is useless to go on talking.
Let me pass."

Merton moved from the door and Everest, without a glance at Sybil, went
out.

Coming out of her tent, white with anger and vibrating with an
indignation he could not repress, little as his general impulse was to
condemn others, he ran almost against the doctor who was coming from
Regina.

"How is she?" he asked. "Is she out of danger now? For God's sake tell
me she is."

"Don't excite yourself so; yes, yes, she is out of all danger, humanly
speaking. I see no reason why she should not quite recover. Of course
her condition complicates matters a little, but, as far as one can
judge, she is going on very well indeed."

Everest stared at him.

"Her condition? But she was in splendid health when this happened!"

The doctor stared in his turn.

"Health? Oh yes, but I was alluding to her state--being enceinte, I
mean."

Everest paled till he was whiter than the drill he was wearing.

"Is it so?" he asked, after a second's blank gaze at the not too
friendly face regarding him, "and she--did she know it herself?"

"Oh yes; I should think so, undoubtedly. Yes, I know she did, for the
first thing she asked me when we were alone was, would all this make
any difference to the child."

"And what did you say?" Everest asked, with difficulty; his throat
seemed dry; a cramp stretched round his heart.

"I told her no one could say, but quite possibly it would make no
difference since it was so near the beginning."

"Why did she not tell me?" asked Everest blankly, incredulous still.

"Perhaps she thought it wouldn't be welcome news," grunted the doctor
grumpily. He had scant sympathy with Everest's conduct as regarded
his cousin, though he had shown such genuine and passionate devotion
towards Regina to-day that the doctor was inclined to be lenient.

"May I see her now? Go to her?" Everest asked.

"Yes. She's had a splendid sleep, the best thing in the world for her.
Only don't let her talk too much, or excite her in any way."

Everest nodded in assent and went on. A strange feeling of delight,
of triumph, of joy in his possession of her, filled suddenly his
veins. And she had known it all this time and had not told him! Even,
he remembered, she seemed to equivocate a little once when he had
questioned her.

He came into the tent with a quick step. The moon rays, softened by the
white canvas through which they streamed, filled the interior with pale
light, and a small lamp burned at the side of the tent under a shade.
Regina was lying with her head raised on a couple of pillows and the
soft masses of her fair hair fell over the edge of the bed and in its
long waving lines to the floor. The bandages disfigured her upper arm
and shoulder, but the other, bare in the intense heat, showed warmly
white above the blanket. The extreme pallor of her face threw up in
new beauty the sweeping dark lines of her brows and the wide-open,
light-filled eyes. She was looking towards the door and saw him enter.
His cheek was flushed, his eyes kindling and full of fire. He looked
like a man who had drunk exhilarating and unaccustomed wine. He crossed
to her. He did not dare to lift her, not even touch her as he longed to
do, to crush her to him. He bent over her.

"My very, very own, my life, my soul! I am so glad."

She also did not dare to move her body, but she lifted her bare left
arm and put it round his neck.

"Are you?" And her eyes grew radiant and full of intense passion as
they searched his face in the tender light. "I could not tell--now--and
under all the circumstances ... I thought it might only seem a tie to
you, but oh! if you are glad, Everest, I cannot tell you the delight it
is to me! To know that I am to have a child by you--the most perfectly
beautiful thing I have ever seen!"

"You will marry me now, won't you, for _its_ sake anyway?"

"Not for its sake, no, only for yours, if you really wish it. Do tell
me the truth, Everest, it is so important for all the rest of our
lives. Do you wish, would you like Sybil in my place?"

"Sybil! Never mention her name to me," he said, while the blood surged
all across his face and then left it white again. "I hate it, loathe
it and everything connected with her. I hope I may never see her again.
I only want to blot out the detestable memory of her! Is that enough
for you?" he asked passionately. "Do you want me to say any more?"

Regina lifted her left hand in protest.

"It is quite enough, kiss me, let us forget it all."

There was silence in the tent for a little while. Over the girl from
head to foot seemed to flow a deep peace and joy like some magic balm,
lulling every pain and every doubtful thought. The great loss of blood
she had suffered produced in her a physical tranquillity, an attitude
of mental acquiescence.

It was different with Everest. The long sleep had quickly repaired the
strain of the previous hours, he was in perfect physical condition,
the blood flowing at full tide and pressure in his veins and his
whole brain was on fire with anger and irritation under Sybil's
accusations. His whole being seemed in a violent turmoil, and on the
crest of the storm within him rode like a white seagull, joyous and
buoyant, the thought of his child--the last idea that had been thrown
so unexpectedly into his mind, the final shock in the whole series
of that terrible day, and through all the tempest of his brain it
seemed to flash in and out among the storm-clouds on its white and
glorious wings. He had always loved Regina more deeply than any other
woman--she had all those qualities which appealed to every strain in
his own nature, and now to him their love and passion and union seemed
complete. This last action of hers in saving Sybil was one a man
might be proud of, and it had not been done by a man but by the woman
he loved, and while she was bearing his child, and the two facts,
intertwisted as they were, seemed like a double steel cable binding him
to her in the most passionate devotion.

He passed his arm under her head amongst the soft waves of her hair,
and she seemed to feel the vibration of all the eager tumult of emotion
in him pass through it. She raised her eyelids with a quick smile.

"It is such good news, such a pleasure to me. Why did you not tell me
sooner if you knew?" he questioned wonderingly.

Brought up in the knowledge of and accustomed to ordinary women, he
could not grasp entirely the heroic greatness of this girl's nature.

"My dearest, I could not tell you at a time when you were leaning
towards separation from me. It would have seemed like trying to tie you
to me against your will, to make some claim upon you, which I would
never do." Her head turned restlessly on his arm. The light flooding
her face showed it pale and drawn with pain.

"But it makes such a difference," he pursued. "Even if it did not
affect my wishes and desires, my duty would be----"

Regina looked up with a smile in her eyes, so darkened by suffering.

"Oh, Everest, what has duty to do with passionate love like ours? Once
before you thought it your duty to marry me, and I would not have it.
Don't you see that I want you to be happy? That is all I care about. Do
your duty to the world, to others if you like, but do not think of it
where I am concerned. Let it be all passion, pleasure, desire, with me
or--nothing."

"But then there would be another to be considered, provided for, my
sweet. Did you think of that?" Everest rejoined very softly.

"I knew I could always make much more money than I want for myself, the
child could have had the rest."

Her voice was very faint, the light showed the drops of sweat standing
out on her ashy forehead.

Everest bent over her.

"Are you in pain now?"

"Oh yes; I ache, I ache in every fibre; it is the constriction of lying
so long without moving; but you must not worry about it; there will be
such lots of it to bear!"




CHAPTER XI

VAE VICTIS


A wonderful deep bank of orange glowed all across the western sky, and
the light of the sunset fell like a mantle over the limitless expanse
of the desert stretching away for ever, as it seemed, beneath the
flaming clouds. Round the camp that lay between the rocky ridges to
east and west was some stir and excitement. A train of camels bearing
tents and outfits stood ready waiting the signal to depart. A group of
figures were in parley before the three white tents that still stood
pitched upon the sand.

Sybil and Merton, with their part of the camp, their servants, guides
and camels, were going.

The figures waited in silence outside the closed doors of Regina's
tent. In a moment or two Everest came out.

"You can come and say good-bye to her now. She is waiting for you,"
he said, as he joined the group. Graham started forward immediately.
Sybil's feet seemed to cling to the sand, she hesitated and murmured
half inaudibly: "I don't want to see her."

Everest said nothing. He merely looked at her, and Sybil walked forward
mechanically and entered the tent.

On the bed, with her head raised, lay Regina, her great flashing eyes
turned towards them all as they pressed in. Her face was like marble
in its whiteness, even her lips were colourless. Her whole shoulder,
right arm and side were a mass of bandages, the soft cloudy yellow
of her hair lay above her forehead and fell over her left arm. Sybil
approached the bed and said nervously:

"Good-bye, Regina, I hope you will get over it soon. I expect you
will. Everest is such a splendid nurse." There was a half-suppressed
sigh at the end of her words, and as they fell on the silence in the
tent all the three men who heard it glanced involuntarily at Everest.
It was quite clear in that moment to them all that of the two women,
Sybil, standing upright, erect, untouched in her full power and beauty,
envied bitterly the one who was lying crushed and broken, maimed and
disfigured in the shadow of death, at her feet, simply because of the
delight of this man's presence that she would have about her which
would outweigh delirium and fever and pain. It came in upon them all
for a moment, a glimpse of the greatness of a woman's love, even when
it has a base and selfish form, the value of it, the immense proportion
it has in a woman's scheme of things.

They felt the truth, that Sybil, fresh and strong and sound, only
longed to change place with the other, shattered and in pain, to know
his touch and his kiss.

The colour came hotly to Everest's cheek as he felt all the men turn
their eyes on him and heard the keen envy in Sybil's tone, and he said
hurriedly:

"No nursing, I am afraid, can help her much in such suffering as hers."

Regina put out her left hand and smiled, letting her eyes wander over
the wonderfully beautiful lines of the face above her which she had
rescued from destruction.

"Good-bye, Sybil; I am so glad to know you are not hurt at all."

Their hands clasped, but there was no warmth in Sybil's pressure. She
knew that the other, helpless, perhaps about to die, had yet--won; that
she was absolutely content and happy, and that the one who walked out
of the tent into life and freedom was vanquished. She turned abruptly.

"Can I go now?" she said almost rudely to Everest, and he held up the
door flap for her in silence and stood back for her to pass.

Graham's farewell was very different from his sister's. He fell on his
knees beside the low tent bed and took the unwounded hand. His face was
as white as hers, and looked drawn and livid as he raised it to his
host, who was standing with his arms folded at Regina's feet, his eyes
fixed on her.

"Everest, give me leave to say good-bye to her alone," he entreated,
and Everest made a signal to the others and they went out, leaving
Graham sobbing at her side, his tears falling on her hand.

Outside in the hot, ruddy light that the west was throwing on the
desert before it donned its violet evening robe of twilight and cool
silver cloak, Everest lifted Sybil on to her riding camel for the last
time and wondered at himself for the sense of hatred he felt for her.
Only such a short time before and his whole frame had vibrated with
passion and longing for her, in that very same action, and now the
sickening sense of aversion was so great as the slight light figure
touched his arms that he had to use all his self-command to prevent her
seeing it. She saw his face pale with the effort, but only thought he
was shaken with emotion at their final parting.

The camel rose to its feet and rocking, swaying, lifted her into the
air, far above him, but she bent down and in the crimson light her face
hung over him.

"Everest, good-bye; but it is not for long, is it? You will come up to
Scotland soon, won't you--I can never forget."

She saw a new expression pass over his face which she did not
understand; but how beautiful, how wonderful his face was, no matter
what look it wore. She gazed upon it wistfully. Oh, to be in Regina's
place, to be lying in that tent, waited on, tended by, caressed and
loved by him! How bitterly she envied her!

"Good-bye, Sybil! Please do not think of our meeting again. I do not
wish it, and if it has to be I shall regret it." Sybil sat dumb,
stupefied, feeling mad with a useless misery.

"How can you be so unkind just at the last," she whispered.

"I do not want to be unkind, but I don't wish you to look forward to
impossibilities."

Sybil could not answer. There was an iron inflexibility in his tone
against which all words of hers would seem to break in vain. She sat
upright on the camel, and Everest fell back to speak to Graham, who
came towards him from the tent.

The men shook hands coldly, without any demonstration either of
friendliness or enmity. All the events of that wretched camping had
rolled into the past, and no words and no acts could alter them now.

When Merton had mounted the whole line started and moved off slowly to
the west, making for the next stopping place, which they hoped to reach
before dawn, and where they would rest through the heat of the day. The
red of the sunset hung in a fiery glow before them, in the east behind
them was rising steadily the silver moon.

Sybil's brain seemed to swim in mists of rage as she was borne forward.
From the very first she had planned and schemed and worked for herself
with that steady singleness of aim which is supposed to ensure success,
and yet she had failed, failed and lost. Regina, unselfish, careless,
reckless, she had won. _She_ had trusted to Everest, and he had not
denied _her_ claims. Then she had risked her life, thrown herself
absolutely into the jaws of death, and yet she had not been called
upon to pay the full price, she had been allowed to come out of it all
alive and crowned as a heroine. It was not like life, it was like a
Sunday school tale, where the good are always saved and praised and
the selfish are always punished. Sybil ground her teeth and the tears
brimmed over her eyes. Why was _she_ so favoured? Girls who lived as
Regina was doing were abandoned every day, yet Everest meant to marry
her. She knew he would never have spoken as he had unless he meant it.
People who risked their lives for others generally had to give them up.
Why should she be spared and come back smiling, to be nursed by him to
health again?

As the camel swung forward, bearing her away from the camp and that
dear figure standing there, a suffocating sense of the injustice of
Fate, an agonised realisation of failure, rode beside her into the dark
shades of the falling night. The three men turned back into the camp
when the procession grew indistinct in the red distance.

"It's good of you to stay, St John," remarked Everest. "I am afraid it
may be dull work for you now."

"Not a bit, not a bit," he returned. "I didn't like the idea of leaving
you. I might come in useful with the nursing and watching, perhaps, as
an extra hand. And I'll have a look in at those lions now we've got on
to them."

That same night, when the ring of protecting fires had been lighted
round the camp and all the lamps were lighted, the native servants
brought round to Regina's tent the skin of the lioness. They had not
yet finished the dressing and preparing of it, which would take fully a
week, but they thought she would like to see it, and Everest let them
come in and hold it up before her at the foot of her bed.

It was a magnificent skin; the lioness was a large one, and had been in
splendid condition. A little colour came into Everest's face from pride
at his pupil as he saw it, but Regina's own eyes filled with tears.
The skin was so golden, so beautiful, with a sheen like satin on it,
the breast part so snowy white where the cruel hole her rifle had made
showed its rusty coloured edges.

"Oh, Everest, I feel so sorry for her! Poor mother, and what will the
cubs do now? Will they die if she no longer is there to feed them?"

Everest laughed at this view of things.

"They may not keep so fat now she is no longer able to supply them with
human beings for breakfast, but they will probably get on all right.
They'll go and forage for themselves. The mother goes on hunting for
them long after they can hunt quite well. Let them take away the skin,
dearest, if it distresses you. I can't have you crying over anything."
And he told the men to take it away, and give every attention to the
curing of it and do it as perfectly as possible. For it was her gift to
him and he knew she wanted him to keep and value it.

Day after day passed slowly by over the white tent in the desert, where
such terrible, physical suffering struggled hour by hour to dominate
the spirit of happiness--in vain. Regina lay in pain and was content,
and Everest, torn with anxiety, harrowed by the sight of suffering he
could not assuage, passing sleepless nights and long weary days at
her bedside, was yet happy too. So strange a witch, so essentially a
coquette is Happiness! Men spread nets for her feet and prepare chains
to bind her airy wings, and just when they fancy she is securely
bound to them they look round and she is gone! And those who with
tear-blinded eyes have thought they had renounced her for ever, as they
have said good-bye, dear Happiness, she has leapt to their heart and
said she would never leave them. She will fly from the millionaire,
suffocated in the pomp of his palace, to nestle so closely at the side
of some one of Life's outcasts toiling in the dust of the road. She is
bound by no laws, owes no allegiance, and those who do not court her
she follows most. And here in the tent of fever and apprehension, of
agony and tedium, she chose to take up her residence with these two.
To Everest, in the violent reaction of mind and body, which had thrown
him into the extreme of passion for this woman, it was a pleasure to
deny himself, to wait upon her and suffer for her sake. He watched
and waited on Regina with untiring devotion. At first, while there
was great danger of fever, he never slept at all through the night,
sitting by her wakeful and intent on watching the changes of her face,
snatching for himself what little sleep he could in the day while the
doctor took her in charge; and through all the hot long noontide hours
he was there by her, reading to her when she could listen, watching
her if she slept. And often the lions roared about the camp and his
whole blood leapt up in a call upon him to go out into the old danger
and excitement that he loved, but he checked and repressed himself and
let them challenge him in vain. He knew if he left her now she would
be anxious, nervous about him, and those feelings would bring on fever
and retard her recovery. St John went out on several hunts, taking the
guides and men with him, but neither Everest nor the doctor moved from
the camp through all the burning weeks. They had their reward, for
never did a patient progress more smoothly and evenly towards recovery
than Regina. The iron fortitude of her nature, that enabled her to
lie for hours without moving, resulted in her arm setting and joining
perfectly. The absolute and silent resignation that she imposed upon
herself kept the fever at bay.

One day when St John was out lion-hunting--fired by his success of
yesterday, when he had brought back in triumph a young lion to the
camp--and the doctor was asleep in his tent, Everest sat by Regina
combing and brushing into order the long strands of her hair, that he
had never once allowed to grow tangled or matted in neglect. In the
dry, sunny air of the desert it had grown more golden and more crisp,
and as he brushed it, it curled and sprang round his fingers in shining
silky curls and meshes.

Regina looked up at him suddenly.

"I am so sorry you should have such a wretched time. Fancy you, with
all your life and energy, shut up here day after day nursing a sick
girl in a tent!"

Everest let the gold strands twine round his wrist as he leant over
her, his eyes full of ardent joy and delight in her.

"And yet, do you know that this time of nursing a sick girl in a tent
has been the happiest in my life?"




CHAPTER XII

DAWN


In the silvery light of a soft grey dawn, while morning's face was
still gently veiled, two camels stood with heads towards Khartoum, and
as the first rosy shaft of light quivered in the sky Regina came to
the door of her tent and looked out with glad and joyous eyes. She was
very pale from her long seclusion, but tall and straight and supple as
always. Uninjured, undisfigured, with the power restored to her right
arm, she stood on the golden sanded floor, under the high arched roof
of the sky, rejoicing in the life given back to her.

That day they would commence the return journey by very easy stages,
only travelling a little in the cool of the evening and the dawn so
as not to fatigue her, and she looked out on the great sandy space
over which they had to travel fearlessly, eager to brave its dangers
and pierce its mysteries, and even as the desert stretched before her
uncertain, unknown, full of radiant mist, so lay her future uncertain,
unknown, but gleaming brightly, calling her to it. Her marriage at
Khartoum, and then maternity, with all its complex pains and cares,
but she dreaded nothing. She was ready always to meet life and wrestle
with it, and she would always conquer, for of such stuff are life's
conquerors made. Overhead the sky gleamed like the inner shell of an
oyster, in marvellous tones of palest green and rose, iridescent like
mother of pearl, and in slow magnificence, in dazzling gold, the sun
appeared over the rim of the earth.

Just at that moment Everest came to the tent door and stood by her, and
the east flung its glory over them both, irradiating their faces in
glowing light.

"It is the springtime now," murmured Regina softly. "I wish we could be
in the enchanted garden again together in a dawn like this."

"I do not mind where I am as long as you are with me," he answered,
drawing her close to him. "Love like yours makes of the whole world an
enchanted garden."

And as she heard his words the glory of the dawn was not greater than
the glory in her eyes.





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