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Title: Minna and Myself

Author: Maxwell Bodenheim

Contributor: Ben Hecht

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 Minna and Myself  MAXWELL BODENHEIM  Pagan Publishing Company New York City    ::    ::    ::    1918



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ACKNOWLEDGMENT



Our thanks to the following publications, for their kindness

in permitting us to reprint, in this volume,

poems that have appeared in their pages:

The Little Review; Poetry; the New Republic;

the Century; the New York Tribune;

the Touchstone; the Seven

Arts; the Pagan; the Egoist.




Copyright, 1918.

Pagan Publishing Co.      New York

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DEDICATED BY BOTH OF US TO

Fedya Ramsay


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CONTENTS




MINNA


  Poems


MYSELF


Poems


THE MASTER POISONER


  A One-Act Poetic Play by Maxwell Bodenheim and Ben Hecht


POET’S HEART


A Poetic Play in One Act




{7}{6}


A FOREWORD


It is hard for me to realize that this is a first volume of verse. Most
of the initial ventures that have passed under my jaundiced eye have
been precisely what such early collections are expected to be. They
were, as Wilde expressed it somewhere, “promissory notes—that are never
met.”... But though it is hard for me to believe that this is a first
book, it is still harder for me to believe that this is Maxwell
Bodenheim’s first book. In these days of the much advertised “poetic
renaissance,” when the Dial out-radicals the Little Review, and even
the New York Tribune prints vers-libre on its editorial page, I
expected to see nothing less than Bodenheim’s Collected works.... This
pleasure will evidently have to be deferred.... Meanwhile, here is an
indication, and no slight one, of how distinguished and decorative that
collection will be. Without Kreymborg’s caustic and acerb irony, or
Johns’ fluent lyricism, Bodenheim has something that neither they nor,
for that matter, any of his colleagues in “Others” possess. I refer to
his extreme sensitivity to words. Words, under his hands, have
unexpected growths; placid nouns and sober adjectives bear fantastic
fruit. It is a strange and often magic potion he brews from them; dark
and fiery liquids that he pours into curiously designed cups. Sometimes
he gets drunk with his own distillation, and reels between preciosity
and incoherence. Sometimes the mixture is so strong that even his
metaphors, crowding about each other, become inextricably mixed. But as
{8}a rule, Bodenheim is as clear-headed as he is colorful. Among the
younger men he has no superior in his use of the verbal nuance.


But it is not merely as word-juggler that Bodenheim shines. He has an
imagination that he uses both as a tool and as a toy. Personally, I care
more for Bodenheim when he plays with his images (as in “Poet to His
Love,” “Hill Side Tree” and certain of the poems to “Minna”), than when
his figures attempt to build or destroy something (as in “To An Enemy,”
“The Interne,” “Soldiers”). It is as a decorator that his gifts serve
him best. Even such an intimate picture as “Factory Girl” is saved from
mawkishness by his delicate sense of design. The composition in which
Death is seen as





“...a black slave with little silver birds

Perched in a sleeping wreath upon his head”






has a quality that suggests the Beardsley of “Under the Hill.” In the
realm of the whimsical-grotesque, Bodenheim walks with a light but sure
footstep.


There are doubtless other things—sharper and more important—in the
following poems that will attract many. But the ones that I have found
seem to have a quiet, unofficial, dignity of their own. Others may ask
for more. For me, they are sufficient.



LOUIS UNTERMEYER.

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MINNA


I





Twilight pushes down your eyes

With shimmering, pregnant fingers

That leave you covered with still-born touch.

With little whips of dead words

Silence cuts your lips to a keener red.

Your heart strikes its bed of dark mirth, in death,

And your hands lie over it, guarding the corpse.

Night will soon whisk away this room

But you are already invisible.

{12}




II





Your cheeks are spent diminuendos

Sheering into the rose-veiled silence of your lips.

Your eyes are gossamer coquettes

Ringed with the sparkling breath of dead loves.

Your body strays into lanterns of form

Strewing the night within this room....

The light dies; you are still

And spill the frolicing night of your heart

Over the darkness about you, making it pale.

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III





Your criss-crossed ringlets of hair

Are tipped with faltering opalescence.

At dawn a lost smile ever returns

And hides in your hair because he fears

The solemn marble profile of your face.

His presence caresses your lips to wings of color

That beat against each other and release

Dulcet, feathery tinges of love descending to your heart.

And thus, each morning, your rising heart

Wears a new bridal robe.

{14}




IV





Moonlight bends over black silence,

Making it bloom to wild-flowers of sound

That only green things can hear.

A wind sprawls over an orchard,

Frightening its silent litany to sound.

A thread of star-light has fallen to this tree

And curls among its leaves, tangling them to silence....

Standing amidst these things, Beloved,

We feel the words our hearts cannot form.

{15}




V





Pain is a country cousin of yours.

He flings buds of awakening desires

Upon the stately weddings in your heart,

And laughs.

You must teach him better manners;

Bind his mouth with pale sleep;

Caress him with trailing hands

That loosen the buds he has stolen, into flowers.

{16}




VI





We met upon nearby hill-tops of our lives

And shook the dust from us, revealing flame-laced clothes

And eyeing each other in the same moment.

You curved a longing to the wave of your arm:

A longing for dark rest crossed by unbidden gifts.

And my eyes deepened in answer....

Then we floated down to the valley between us:

The valley ringed with smooth honey-combs of sleep.

{17}




VII





You have a morning-glory face

Whose edges are sensitive to light

And curl in beneath the burden of a smile.

Remembered silence returns to the morning-glory

And lattices its curves

With shades of golden reverberations.

Then the morning-glory’s heart careens to loves

Whose scent beats on the sky-walls of your soul.

{18}




VIII





You draw my heart about you, as a cloak,

And your words steal over it like a reluctant color:

A color of pain that fears to die.

My heart ripples with your slight turning

But sometimes moves when you are still,

Beckoning to longings that have not reached your mouth.

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IX





Sedate and archaic, a twilight-frilled haze

Walks over the meadows like rolled-out centuries

Quivering in sprightly welcome.

Trees pushed down by silence;

Trees lolling in comely abandon;

Trees pungently flamboyant,

Their leaves spinning in the wind’s golden elusiveness.

Trees probing the shrilly sensitive sunset

Like little, laced nightmares leaning

Upon a scarlet breast;

Trees sprinkling their stifled mockery

Upon the blue tomb of the air;

Trees, are you silenced beings

Whitening into the winding paradise

Of old loves seeking a second death?

And has this archaic, twilight-frilled haze

Moulded me to your semblance?

{20}




X





The wrinkled grimaces of eastern skies

Are caught on the Chinese mirrors of your eyes

And lie, pallid and benign.

Your mouth is a senile dragon

Spitting fire-fly words from its vermillion shroud.

Your cheeks are shrunken silences of Gods

Paling out upon ivoried Nirvanas of silk.

Your face holds fugitive bits of your heart

That wandered away and returned to rest.

{21}




XI





Your body was puzzling, like a half-made figure

Till the final shaping of your voice came

And riotous secrets of lines curved out

And trembled upon your limbs.

Then silence touched your body to motion:

Your limbs released fleeing andantes of pain

And your heart flung little crescents of budding caresses

Into the waiting hunger of your eyes.

{22}




XII





You are a well sprayed with cool rubies of sound

In which I bathe and rise with another skin

Like moon-stone passion slyly courting

The light breath of a tired dream.

I drop my heart into the depths

Of your disheveled serenity,

And stroll off empty.

When my heart has merged to your shades of pearl quietness

I return and once more drop within you.

{23}




XIII





The mellow anger of his hair

Disputes his sleepy girl’s face.

His robe glows like a painted wound

Upon the bent meditation of his body.

His hands are so thin that silence bruises them:

Thin from the pressure brought by endless prayers...

When you were with me I did not know

That your voice was pouring him out in molten colors

To be shaped by the fingers of my memory—

This prince-made-of-many-deal-loves.

{24}




XIV





Sometimes jaded, sometimes tranquil,

Your eyes invade the tumult of your face.

Your lips are the remnants of a love

That made a sunset-cup of your face.

The movements of your body

Caress the couch you sit on into sound

That seems to answer your words.

You are restless because upon this couch

The cold touch of your lover lies

And seeps into you, reaching your heart.

{25}




XV





Your arms, in faltering crescendos,

Wander through the room

Tinted with expectation of night.

The room seems a tottering tomb

Through which you roam with hands

Striving to press each form into the shape

Of someone buried beneath you....

Only when night sprays the room with his breath

Do you change to that which you seek.

{26}




XVI





Two walls, dizzy with rain-touch

And suffused with gauzily amorous sunlight,

Creep over a hill and meet.

And so our foreheads touch.



Silence between our hands grows into clasped music

Sprinkling our finger-tips with attenuated chords of touch.

Our hearts weave low songs to this accompaniment:

So low that even silence cannot hear.

{27}




XVII





Afternoon sunlight limps tenuously away,

Leaving a snarled retrospect of golden foot-marks.

The sea is pregnant with gracious discords

That falteringly shroud the sleep-rhythmed breasts of winds.

The sky is a genially vacant stare.

Remaining touches of starlight

Tremble the leaves when air is still....

And so my love for you strolls through this day,

Picking up forgotten hints of its heart.

{28}




XVIII


Maiden





My heart is a slovenly russet peasant-girl

Flirting with staidly immaculate swains.






Youth





And mine is summer-rain

Strewing itself in mirthful swirls

Over the odorous pain of flowers

That long to dance.






Maiden





My heart will walk through yours,

Holding its crushed robe in both hands

And quieting, with gentle nakedness,

The mirthful rain and odorous pain in your heart.






Youth





When your heart leaves mine it will be an old woman

With two of my shrunken flowers for her breasts.

{29}




XIX





Your breast is the bridal-couch of our stillness.

The restless beggar of our breath

Leaves the folding of stillness, reeling with gifts,

With dreams in which we glimpse our own scars.

We give these reflections of scars to stillness

And she turns them into bitter hummingbirds

Offering us the colored death of song

Held out in her enticing hands.

{30}




XX





Like prayers born dead, long shadows

Strew the floor and clutch at your feet,

But buoyant with paint you walk to and fro.

The room is garlanded with unseen eyes

That you must evade lest they touch you into sight

And send you, naked, into the moonlight.

{31}




XXI





Your body is a closed fan

Holding long brush-strokes of glowing repose.

Your words clumsily unloosen the fan

And it dips to the rustling birth of forgotten doubts.

Your soul bears the fan lightly in his hand

And waves to the mirror his blind eyes cannot touch.

{32}




XXII





The gown you wear is curiously like sound—

Tangles of dahlia-murmurs taking shape

In shrinking, mellow sprays.

The everlasting journey of your heart

Gliding over a sleepy litany

That winds through scattered star-flowers of regrets:

The everlasting journey of your heart

Is like a fragile traveler of sound—

A murmur seeking the love that gave it birth.

{33}




XXIII





Whenever a love dies within you,

Griefs, phosphorescent with unborn tears,

Cut the glowing hush of a meadow within you:

Griefs striking their pearl-voiced cymbals

And shaping the silences once held by your love.

Your new love blows a trumpet of sunlight

Into the meadow, and your griefs

Leap into the echo and return to you.

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XXIV





We blew a luminous confusion of thoughts

Upon the silence of our souls,

Staining it to little, weeping tints.

Our hands pressed serpentine pain into each other

And stroked it away to twilights of relief.

Our lips shook before the tread of coming words,

But closed again, finding no need for them.

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XXV





Upon an arched sarcophagus of pain

Are figures painted in arrested embraces

With outlines so light that we must bend close to see:

Old loves almost merging to one tone

Of pale regret that holds

An inner glow of dead weeping.

Our lips cling and our breath winds to a hand

With touch like summer rain

Blending the arrested figures upon the arched sarcophagus of pain.

{36}




XXVI





Make of your voice, a dawn

Dropping little gestures upon my forehead,

While slumber-edged thoughts rise in my head

And wave back greetings droll and confused.

Pain has jested with the whirling night

And both vanish like an untold prayer,

So, make of your voice, a dawn

Dropping little gestures upon my forehead.

{37}




XXVII





Your mind is a little, clandestine pastel

Shaped into a posture of rigid grief.

Its colors huddle together

And make a stunted, aching lyric....

Ah frail-flowered moment preceding reality—

Your eyelids open; the little pastel dies.

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MYSELF


POET TO HIS LOVE





An old silver church in a forest

Is my love for you.

The trees around it

Are words that I have stolen from your heart.

An old silver bell, the last smile you gave,

Hangs at the top of my church.

It rings only when you come through the forest

And stand beside it.

And then, it has no need for ringing,

For your voice takes its place.

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DEATH





I shall walk down the road.

I shall turn and feel upon my feet

The kisses of Death, like scented rain.

For Death is a black slave with little silver birds

Perched in a sleeping wreath upon his head.

He will tell me, his voice like jewels

Dropped into a satin bag,

How he has tip-toed after me down the road,

His heart made a dark whirlpool with longing for me.

Then he will graze me with his hands

And I shall be one of the sleeping, silver birds

Between the cold waves of his hair, as he tip-toes on.

{43}




TO GEORGIE MAY





The ruins of your face were twined with youth.

Vines of starlight questioned your face when you smiled.

Your eyes dissolved over distances

And steeped the graves of many loves.

Night was kind to your body:

The careless vehemence of curves

Softened beneath your darkly-loosened dress.

And your heart toyed with an emotion

That left you vague hunger poised over death.

{44}




POET-VAGABOND GROWN OLD





The dust of many roads has been my grey wine.

Surprised beech-trees have bowed

With me, to the plodding morning

Humming tunes frail as webs of dead perfume,

To his love in golden silks, the departed moon.

Maidens like rose-flooded statues

Have bathed me in the wine of their silence.



But now I walk on, alone.

And only after watching many evenings,

Do I dance a bit with dying wisps of moon-light,

To persuade myself that I am young.

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BLIND





Blinder than oak-trees in the wind

Endlessly weaving sighs into a poem

To sight,

He sits, the light of one pale purple lantern

Seeping into his dream-hollowed face,

Like floating, transparent words

Pale with unuttered meanings.

He mends a flute and sighs as though

Its shadow leaned heavily upon his heart

And told him things his dead eyes could not grasp.

{46}




LOVE





You seemed a caryatid melting

Into the wind-blown, dark blue temple of the sky.

But you bent down as I came closer, breaking the image.

When I passed, you raised your head

And blew the little feather of a smile upon me.

I caught it on open lips and blew it back.

And in that moment we loved,

Although you stood still waiting for your lover,

And I walked on to my love.

{47}




HILL-SIDE TREE





Like a drowsy, rain-browned saint,

You squat, and sometimes your voice

In which the wind takes no part,

Is like mists of music wedding each other.

A drunken, odor-laced peddler is the morning wind.

He brings you golden-scarfed cities

Whose voices are swirls of bells burdened with summer;

And maidens whose hearts are galloping princes.

And you raise your branches to the sky,

With a whisper that holds the smile you cannot shape.

{48}




INTRUSION





The lilies sag with rain-drops:

Their petals hold fire that does not break out.

(As though it slept between vapor-silk

It could not burn).

And a young breeze stumbles upon the lilies

And strokes them with his spinning hands....

The lilies and the young breeze are not unlike

Your silence and the rush of soft words breaking it.

{49}




CHANGE





I came upon a maiden

Blowing rose petals in the air

And catching them, as they fell,

Upon quick fingertips

Her laugh fell lighter than the petals

And dropped little gestures upon my forehead.

I gave her sadness and she blew it up

As she had blown the rose petals:

And it almost seemed joy as her fingers caught it.

But I was only a wanderer plaited with dust,

Who gave her new petals to play with.

{50}




PORTRAITS


I





You were in the room, yet your body

Was stone cut in drooping lines

And hued with decorous puzzling pinks and browns.

Even your hair seemed an elfin wig

Carelessly thrown upon your stone head.

And your eyes were hollows cradling broken shadows.

When you spoke your body did not change:

It was as though a flock of sleepy birds

Had issued from your stone mouth.






II





Vague words tapered off to pale weariness,

And sunlight was night smiling in his sleep.

Your hands moved as though they sought a dying emotion:

Your lips, drawn back, seemed evading sound.

When twilight fell upon us,

Like night striving to forget his dream,

We had long since passed out of the room.

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MEETING





A mood whose heart was a flagon of ashes,

Met another mood whose lips were stained

With the odors of sleeping wine-songs.

The second mood kissed the breast of the first

And filled the ashen flagon with his pale purple breath.

Then the two moods died, and he who bore them,

Being an old man, sat down to make others.

{52}




COTTON-PICKER





Like the arms of a child lifting shining white lilies from a little brown pond,

Sunlight drew songs from this lithe, grimacing negress

Whose skin was smoother than the cloudless sky above her.

The flecks of cotton they picked brought a changing white stupor

To the negroes about her, but she swung down her row,

With broad smiles cutting her pent-up satin face.

And though the afternoon slowly pressed down her back,

She never ceased humming to her joyous Christ.

{53}




FRIENDSHIP





Grey, drooping-shouldered bushes scrape the edges

Of bending swirls of yellow-white flowers.

So do my thoughts meet the wind-scattered color of you.



A green-shadowed trance of water

Is splintered to little, white tasseled awakenings

By the beat of long, black oars.

So do my thoughts enter yours.



Split, brown-blue clouds press into each other

Over hills dressed in mute, clinging haze.

So do my thoughts slowly form

Over the draped mystery of you.

{54}




FACTORY GIRL





Why are your eyes like dry brown flower-pods,

Still, gripped by the memory of lost petals?

I feel that if I touched them

They would crumble to falling brown dust

And you would stand with blindness revealed.

Yet, you would not shrink, for your life

Has been long since memorized,

And eyes would only melt out against its high walls.

Besides, in the making of boxes

Sprinkled with crude forget-me-nots,

One is curiously blessed if ones eyes are dead.

{55}




DEATH


I





A fan of smoke in the long, green-white revery of the sky,

Slowly curls apart.

So shall we rise and widen out in the silence of air.






II





An old man runs down a little yellow road

To an out-flung, white thicket uncovered by morning.

So shall I swing to the white sharpness of death.

{56}




INTERLUDE





Sun-light recedes on the mountains, in long gold shafts,

Like the falling pillars of a temple.

Then singing silence almost too nimble for ears:

The mountain-tenors fling their broad voices

Into the blue hall of the sky,

And through a rigid column of these voices

Night dumbly walks.

Night, crushing sound between his fingers

Until it forms a lightly frozen couch

On which he dreams.

{57}




CHORUS GIRL





Her voice was like rose-fragrance waltzing in the wind.

She seemed a shadow stained with shadow colors

Swinging through waves of sunlight.

Perhaps her heart was an old minstrel

Sleepily pawing at his little mandolin.

{58}




OLD AGE





In me is a little painted square

Bordered by old shops, with gaudy awnings.

And before the shops sit smoking, open-bloused old men,

Drinking sunlight.

The old men are my thoughts:

And I come to them each evening, in a creaking cart,

And quietly unload supplies.

We fill slim pipes and chat,

And inhale scents from pale flowers in the center of the square....

Strong men, tinkling women, and dripping, squealing children

Stroll past us, or into the shops.

They greet the shopkeepers, and touch their hats or foreheads to me....

Some evening I shall not return to my people.

{59}




TO ONE DEAD





I walked upon a hill

And the wind, made solemnly drunk with your presence,

Reeled against me.

I stooped to question a flower,

And you floated between my fingers and the petals,

Tying them together.

I severed a leaf from its tree

And a water-drop in the green flagon

Cupped a hunted bit of your smile.

All things about me were steeped in your remembrance

And shivering as they tried to tell me of it.

{60}




TO A DISCARDED STEEL RAIL





Straight strength pitched into the surliness of the ditch:

A soul you have—strength has always delicate, secret reasons.

Your soul is a dull question.

I do not care for your strength, but your stiff smile at Time:

A smile which men call rust.

{61}




TO AN ENEMY





I despise my friends more than you.

I would have known myself but they stood before the mirrors

And painted on them images of the virtues I craved.

You came with sharpest chisel, scraping away the false paint.

Then I knew and detested myself, but not you,

For glimpses of you in the glasses you uncovered

Showed me the virtues whose images you destroyed.

{62}




SOLDIERS





The smile of one face is like a fierce mermaid

Floating dead in a little pale-brown pond.

The lips of one are twisted

To a hieroglyphic of silence.

The face of another is like a shining frog.

Another face is met by a question

That digs into it like sudden claws.

Beside it is a face like a mirror

In which a stiffened child dangles....



Dead soldiers, in a sprawling crescent,

Whose faces form a gravely mocking sentence.

{63}




FORGETFULNESS





Happier than green-kirtled apple-trees

Waving their soft-rimmed fans of light

And taking the morning mist, in quick breaths,

You sit in the woven meditation and surprise

Of a morning uncovering its wind-wreathed head.

And yet within the light stillness of your soul

Dream-heavy guards sleep uneasily

Over the body of your last slain sorrow.

{64}




THE INTERNE





O the agony of having too much power!

In my passive palm are hundreds of lives.

Strange alchemy, they drain my blood.

My heart becomes iron; my brain copper; my eyes silver; my lips brass.

Merely by twitching a supple finger, I twirl lives from me,

Strong-winged or fluttering and broken.

They are my children: I am their mother and father.

I watch them live and die.

{65}




REAR PORCHES OF AN APARTMENT BUILDING





A sky that has never known sun, moon, or stars,

A sky that is like a dead, kind face

Would have the color of your eyes,

O servant-girl singing of pear-trees in the sun

And scraping the yellow fruit you once picked

When your lavender-white eyes were alive.

On the porch above you sit two women

With faces the color of dry brown earth;

They knit grey rosettes and nibble cakes.

And on the porch above them are three children

Gravely kissing each other’s foreheads,

And an ample nurse with a huge red fan....

The death of the afternoon to them

Is but the lengthening of blue-black shadows on brick walls.

{66}




TO ONE DEAD





Shaking nights, noons tame and dust-quiet, and wind-broken days

Were hands modelling your face.

Yet people glanced at you and pass on.



And now they speak of you,

Quickly weighing tiny, stray chips of you:

They who did not know you.

{67}




THE MASTER-POISONER

Maxwell Bodenheim and Ben Hecht


{68}  


{69}  


People




SobeThe Poisoner


FanaHis Wife


Maldor    His Assistant




The Poisoner’s living-room. Purple velvet draperies embroidered with
huge lavendar and orange lilies hang over the rear wall, completely
covering it. One great scarlet cushion, four feet high and five feet
wide, stands at the center of the wall against the draperies. The right
and left walls have two small, narrow windows near the top, through
which a dimly glowing light pours, forming a triangle as it strikes the
floor. A narrow tall entrance blocked by orange-colored portieres stands
in the center of the right and left walls. The floor is black and
uncovered. A huge black candle three inches wide and five feet high
emerges from a black urn in the center of the floor, bisecting the
triangle formed by the two streams of pale light. White and scarlet
cushions are scattered about the floor. On two of these cushions sit
Sobe, the Poisoner, and Maldor, his Assistant. They sit to the left and
right of the candle, eyeing each other with a softly-smiling melancholy.
Sobe is tall, black-bearded, condor-faced, and clad in an orange robe,
and black sandals. Maldor is short and smooth-shaven, with the face of a
sleepy girl. He wears a white robe and sandals.{70}


Maldor (puzzled and wistful, speaks softly to the Poisoner)


A secretion from the intestines of the cane-rat found in the
Hwang-Ho river, sprinkled with the pollen of jasmine-flowers,
produces a most wonderful poison, O Master. When dropped into the
eyes of a virgin, this poison will cause her face to contract in a
twitching crescendo.


Sobe (speaks listlessly)


The eyes of a virgin are too blank for a poisoner’s relish.


Maldor (speaks with eager, hopeful emphasis)


The virgin, O Master, provides only the unimportant tinge to the
process. The relish lies in the pompous complexity of the poison.


Sobe


Complexity is but a shattered mirror.


Maldor (still hopefully)


From the irridescent dimples of the Medusae fish I have extracted a
saffron liquid, O master, which mixed with the larvae of
dragon-flies, completes a most satisfactory poison. Administered in
microscopic doses, it creates ribbons of flame in the blood and its
enchanting victim expires, glowing with strange, phosphorescent
colors.


Sobe


I am sick of suavely terrifying poisons.


Maldor (speaks wistfully)


What strange delicacy makes you almost brutal tonight, O Master?
{71}


Sobe (speaks as to himself)


Wearisome poisons. A droll flutter ... and then always that dainty
monotony—death.


Maldor (speaks swiftly)


But surely our work still holds you, O Master. You have not become
reconciled to the empty ferocity of death!


Sobe (speaks gently)


Ah, Maldor, our poisons lend their little flourishes merely to
life. I would like to poison death.


Maldor (speaks aggrievedly)


But master, those cringing writhings, those indelicate squirmings
and jocund acrobatics which our most fastidious poisons
produce—what more tender satisfaction!


Sobe (listlessly)


They are but interludes leaving me languidly envious of death, my
master.


Maldor (speaks with indignation)


You have no master! Your last poison of moth-blood produced an
effect so exquisitely monstrous that even death was appalled. Ah,
the bones of an old woman, dissolving within her, left her body, a
loose grimace.


Sobe


I am sick of all these sterile grimaces.


Maldor (speaks slowly)


Some new and lethal poem has sighed itself into your heart.


Sobe (softly)


{72}
There are no poisons remaining. We have signalled death with many
diverting gestures. We have fitted too many clownish shrouds.


Maldor


You are wistfully nervous. Some dream has burned your heart to an
ashen bag.


Sobe


I will tell you, Maldor, what I have done.


Maldor


Surely, you have found no last contortion for life.


Sobe


I have found the ultimate contortion.


Maldor


Some nibbling horror....


Sobe


No, Beauty.


Maldor (after a pause)


Beware, master, beauty is life’s revenge upon death.


Sobe


You know very little. Beauty is the devourer of death.


Maldor (speaks slowly)


What poison is this?


Sobe (speaks gently)


A drop taken into the blood, no more. The skin becomes a
milk-tinted pond in which wine-ghosts timidly bathe. The eyes, like
purple breasted birds, beat against the day. The mouth blooms into
splendours. Ah, Maldor, the drop releases beauty from her thousand
prisons. The victim stands washed in a flood of light before which
imagination dies.


Maldor (speaks maliciously)


{73}
What unique philanthropy is this? Has Sobe the Poisoner dreamed of
immortality?


Sobe (gently)


Sobe the Poisoner has made a drop of poison which will create
beauty and death. In the soul of its victim these two monsters meet
and strive against each other. Immortal beauty and death remain
clutched in a stifling caress. The poison, as it works upon its
victim, renders her more radiant and beautiful each moment, and
each moment it paralyses her heart.


Maldor


And then what happens?


Sobe


Bereft of life, but with a beauty which must resist death, the
tortured one remains my own. Thus with my poison I become death’s
master. Thus that which should die, does not die. Thus death
advancing creates a flame which it cannot stifle.


Maldor


Beware.


Sobe (speaks with quickened emphasis)


Death is my slave. I summon him. I open a jewelled gate which he
cannot pass.


Maldor (speaks softly)


I do not like this poison.


Sobe (who smiles)


You are an amateur of death, Maldor.


Maldor (softly)


I do not like this poison.


Sobe


I will tell you another virtue of this poison, which perhaps will
entice your fears.
{74}


Maldor


What is this virtue?


Sobe


Other poisons I have made provided us only with that little
frenzied prelude to death. Our victims have amused us somewhat,
with unconscious heavings—little, docile marionettes in the
torments of poisons. But now, Maldor, our subject, inspired by the
ever-increasing loveliness of her body, by the ever-growing flame
of her beauty, resists in a torment beyond those instinctive spasms
and dimly-felt agonies. Her overwhelming desire to prolong her
beauty makes the struggle against death wondrously hideous.


Maldor


But since you say she cannot die, where will those struggles lead
her?


Sobe


I do not know. I know only that a woman whose beauty feeds upon the
shadows of death, must amuse us with a miracle.


Maldor (softly)


The virtue of this poison does not appeal to me. The miracle you
promise is cluttered with subtle doubts. Death, betrayed, may
blindly wander. Let us rather return to our pathetically certain
poisons and revel in the final froth-sprinkled caperings of life.
Ah, the powdered hair of the white caterpillar, steeped in
moon-light, will cause the eyes to swell out of their sockets, and
the tongue to burst.


Sobe (gently)


Where is Fana?
{75}


Maldor


Fana!


Sobe


Summon Fana to me.


Maldor


Master, do not summon Fana.


Sobe


I shall make Fana beautiful.


(Fana draws aside the portieres at the left. Fana is tall, with a
majestic ugliness. She is dressed in a dark brown robe. Her face is
swathed in a pale brown veil, knotted at the nape of the neck, and
falling almost to her feet. She stands motionless. The two men turn and
stare at her.)


Sobe (softly)


I shall bring the poison.


(He rises and departs through the right entrance. Maldor rises and
continues to look steadily at Fana.)


Fana (gently)


I heard the word beauty.


Maldor


What else did you hear?


Fana


I heard only the word beauty.


Maldor


The master is evil tonight.


Fana


More evil than always?


Maldor


Even more.
{76}


Fana


What does he do?


Maldor


He frightens me with a mockery of death.


Fana


What did he say of beauty?


Maldor


Fana, go before he returns.


(Maldor quickly walks to the right entrance, draws aside the portieres,
and peers cautiously out. He returns quickly to Fana.)


Maldor (speaking quickly)


He has a poison to make you beautiful.


Fana


Ah!


Maldor


Go!


Fana


Is he weary of my ugliness?


Maldor


No. He has no thought for you. He seeks to enslave his master,
Death.


Fana


But I did hear him speak of beauty.


Maldor (desperately)


He means to make you the flowered tomb of beauty. I can tell you no
more. Go!


Fana


Why do you tell me this? I have seen you smile upon things less
subtle than tombs.
{77}


Maldor


I love you.


Fana


It is easy to love that which is veiled. But perhaps you love me
because my face is so gentle a poison.


Maldor


I know not ugliness. It is a mood which has forsaken me. I plead
with you to go.


(Maldor hears Sobe’s footfalls and seats himself impassively upon his
cushion.)


Fana (softly)


I shall remain.


(Sobe enters. He bows to Fana.)


Sobe


Ah, Fana, I shall make your stay pleasant.


Fana—


Yes, Master.


(She seats herself behind the candle between Sobe and Maldor.)


Sobe (gently)—


You are very ugly, Fana. You wear a veil because you are ugly.


Fana—


I heard you speak of beauty.


Sobe—


Your body is like a broken cloud. Your face is like a pottery that
crumbles in the light. You are not beautiful.


Fana (softly)—


Why do you tell me this so carefully?
{78}


Sobe—


To make you dream.


Fana—


Dreams are mirrors in which I do not care to look.


Sobe—


I have a poison that will open your hearts to dreams.


Fana—


The dream which poison brings is too long.


Sobe—


This poison brings two dreams. One of beauty and one of death.
Would you listen to them?


Fana—


Listening to dreams one avoids the dreariness of sleep.


Sobe (gently)—


You are very ugly, Fana. I have a poison which will make you
beautiful.


Fana—


To lie beautiful in death is a lyric privilege, but so faint an
echo.


Sobe—


You reason too simply. I cannot promise you life. Perhaps your
pleasure will be only that of one who greets a phantom lover. A
moment of loveliness and the thought of eternal beauty embalmed in
a dark dream, may be all that shall be given to you before death.


Fana


And what else is possible?


Sobe


It is possible that you will become so beautiful that you cannot
die. It is possible that Death, feeding your{79} beauty, will exhaust
itself in a last gentle caress. Then you will still live, and
Death, a eunuch, will drag himself after you.


Fana


But why do you speak so eagerly? Surely your only interest does not
lie in my exchanging one veil for another.


Maldor (breaking his silence softly)


No, Fana, my master dreams of edged subtleties.


Sobe


Make them simple with your telling, Maldor.


Maldor


My master is weary of ordinary effects. He has watched too many
frenzied struggles. No longer do they intrigue him. He yearns for
something elaborate. He has dreamed of more fragile tortures. The
poison he will give you brings no pain, but the beauty it creates
within you will sharpen to madness your desire to live, and my
master will sit and look into your eyes.


Sobe


Have you finished, Maldor?


Maldor


Yes.


Sobe (gently)


I desire another assistant, Fana. As you see, one who will serve me
more faithfully, and whose loves are not so obvious. I will tell
you why I am so eager. I wish simply to master death.


Fana


Have you the poison?
{80}


Sobe


Here.


(He takes from his robe a small flagon and hands it to her.)


Sobe


I have hidden the drop in wine.


(Fana rises and lifts her veil from her mouth. She drinks, smiling at
Maldor, who sits and stares impassively ahead of him. Sobe rises and
moves to the back of the room, watching her.)


Fana


I have drunk.


Sobe (softly)


Unveil yourself.


(Fana unveils herself.)


Sobe


Ah!


(He draws aside a panel portiere in the rear draperies, and a long
narrow mirror is revealed.)


Sobe


Look.


Fana


Ah!


Sobe (gazing at her intently)


You are beautiful.


Fana (whispering)


I grow more beautiful.


Sobe (he speaks as if growing dazed)


Your eyes....


Fana


My eyes are like madly swinging torches.
{81}


Sobe


Your mouth....


Fana


My mouth is like the little red door to a palace.


Sobe


Your hair....


Fana (eyeing the mirror still)


My hair is like a misty pageant.


Sobe


Your body....


Fana


The wine of my body drenches my clothes.


Sobe


You grow more beautiful.


Fana (becomes exultant)


My beauty gathers over me like rose-flooded armor.


Sobe (whispering)


Death slashes at your armor.


Fana (exultant)


I cannot die.


Sobe


The poison glides softly through your blood.


Fana (she speaks softly)


I cannot die.


(She turns and looks at him.)


Sobe (shrinking back)


Do not look upon me.


(Fana flings out both her arms and moves toward him. She speaks in a
strange voice.)


Fana


What pleasures do you see in my eyes?
{82}


Sobe (gasping)


The poison ... take it away....


Fana (she sings)


My beauty, my beauty is a wildly chanting torrent.


Sobe (speaks and holds his throat and gasps)


Death staggers from you ... and death blindly wanders....


Fana (comes closer to him and speaks mockingly)


Ah, poisoner.


Sobe (in anguish)


My heart breaks. (He staggers; speaks faintly.) I am Death’s
master!


(He staggers another step forward and pitches headlong across the
scarlet cushion on which he sat. Maldor leans forward and touches his
throat as Fana softly laughs.)


Maldor


He is dead.


(Maldor straightens himself and stares impassively ahead of him. Fana
remains an instant staring at herself in the mirror, then turns, and
with an enigmatic smile, passes out of the room.)



[Curtain]


{83}  


{84}  


{85}  


POET’S HEART


People




The Mad Shepherd


The Narcissus Peddler


The Slender Nun


The Wine Jar Maiden


The Poet




A great window of palest purple light. The lower corner of the window
is visible. A dark purple wall frames the window, and narrow rectangles
of the wall, below and to the left of the window-corner, are visible.
Before the window corner is the portion of a pale pink floor. One tall
thin white candle stands against the dark purple rectangle of wall to
the left of the window-corner. It bears a narrow flame which remains
stationary. Soft and clear light pours in from the window-corner and dim
shapes stand behind it. The Mad Shepherd appears from the left. He holds
a reed to his lips, but does not blow into it. A long brown cloak drapes
him: black sandals are on his feet. His black hair caresses his
shoulders; his face is young. He pauses, three-fourths of his body
framed by the palest purple window-corner.


The Mad Shepherd (addressing the palest purple window-corner)


I’ve lost a tune. It’s a spirit-rose, and a reed-limbed boy ran
before me and whisked it past my ears before{86} I could seize him.
Have you seen him, window clearer than the clashing light-bubbles
in a woman’s eyes? (A pause.) I sat on a rock in the midst of my
sheep and smiled at the piping of my young soul, as it climbed a
spirit-tree. Soon it would whirl joyously on the tip of the tree,
and my heart would turn with it. Then the song brushed past me and
made my head a burning feather dropping down. I stumbled after it,
over the sun-dazed hills, and the reed-limbed boy would often stop,
touch both of my eyes with the song-flower, and spring away. I saw
him dance into this black palace. I followed, through high
corridors, to you, palest purple window, towering over me like a
silent mass of breath-clear souls. He has gone. Palest purple
window, tell me where he is?


(There is a short silence. The Mad Shepherd stands despairingly
fingering his reed. The Narcissus Peddler appears from the right. He is
an old man, a huge basket of cut narcissus strapped to his back. His
body is tall and slender; his face a bit yellow, with a long
silver-brown beard. His head is bare. He wears a black velvet coat, pale
yellow shirt, soft grey, loose trousers, and black sandals. He rests his
basket upon the floor. The Mad Shepherd takes a step toward him,
wearily.)


The Narcissus Peddler


A Voice walked into me, one day. How he found me, sleeping between
two huge purple hills, I do not know. He said with a laugh that had
ghosts of weeping in it that he knew a garden where narcissus
flowers grew taller than myself. What was there to do?—my soul and
I, we had to walk with him. He led us to this palace,{87} spinning the
thread of a laugh behind him so that we could follow. But now he
has gone, and there is no garden—only a palest purple window.


The Mad Shepherd


We can leap through this window, but it may be a trap.


The Narcissus Peddler


Or a dream?


The Mad Shepherd


Perhaps this is a dream that is true—an endless dream.


The Narcissus Peddler


Can that be death?


Mad Shepherd (pointing to the other’s basket)


With death, you would have left your narcissus behind you, for
fragrance itself.


Peddler


If my life has melted to an endless dream, my chase is over. I
shall sit here and my soul will become an endless thought of
narcissus.


(He seats himself beside his basket; Shepherd stands despairingly; the
Slender Nun appears from the right: She is small and her body like a
thin drooping stem; she wears the black dress of a nun but her child
face is uncovered. Her feet are bare. She stops, standing a step away
from the Peddler.)


The Slender Nun


I see a candle that is like an arm stiffened in prayer. (She
pauses.) Palest purple window, is my soul standing behind you and
spreading to light that gently thrusts me down? A flamed-loosed
angel lifted it from me. I ran after him. He seemed to touch you,
window, like a vapor kiss dying upon pale purple silk. (A
pause.){88} Must I stand here always waiting for my soul, like a
flower petal pressed deep into the earth by passing feet?


The Shepherd


You have lost a soul and I a tune. Let me make you the tune and you
make me your soul. You could sit with me on my rock in the hills
and make a soul of my reed-rippling, and, piping of you, I might
weave a new tune.


The Nun


Can you give me a soul that will be Christ floating out in clear
music? Only then I would go with you.


Shepherd (sadly)


My music is like the wet, quick kiss of rain. It knows nothing of
Christ.


(A short silence.)


(The Wine-Jar Maiden appears from the right. She is tall and pale
brown; upon her head is a long pale green jar; her hair is black and
spurts down. Her face is wide but delicately twisted. She wears a thin
simple pale green gown, with a black girdle about her waist, one
tasseled end hanging down. She stops a little behind the Slender Nun,
and lowers her wine-jar to the floor. The Nun turns and partly faces
her. The Narcissus Peddler looks up from where he has sat, in a reverie,
beside his basket.)


The Wine-Jar Maiden


My heart was a wine jar stained with the roses of frail dreams and
filled with wine that had turned to shaking, purple mist. One day I
felt it wrenched from me, and mist-drops that flew from it, as it
left, sank into my breast and made me shrink. I could not see the
thief, but I followed the scent of my heart trailing behind{89} him.
It brought me here; but at this palest purple window it died. Scent
of my heart, have you spread over this huge window, and must I
stand forever looking upon you?


(The Narcissus Peddler slowly rises and takes a stride toward the
palest purple window.)


The Narcissus Peddler


That dim shape behind the window—I believe it is a huge narcissus.
I am a rainbow-smeared knave to stand here juggling little golden
balls of dreams. I shall spring through the window.


The Slender Nun


Take my hand when you spring. Perhaps this is God’s forehead, and
we shall melt into it, like billows of rain washing into a cliff.


The Wine-Jar Maiden


If I leap through this window, a cloak of my heart-scent may hang
to me. I shall touch the cloak, now and then, and that shall be my
life.


The Mad Shepherd


I must sit here, and whirl with my young spirit. If I cannot knit
together strands of music better than the tune I ran after, then I
should not have chased it.


(After a short silence the Narcissus Peddler and the Slender Nun, hand
in hand, leap through the window-corner and vanish. The Wine Jar Maiden
leaps after them, a moment later, and also disappears. The Mad Shepherd
sits down and blows little fragments of piping into his reed, long
pauses separating them. As he does this, he looks up at the window, his
head motionless. The Narcissus Peddler, the Slender Nun and the Wine
Jar{90} Maiden appear from the left walking slowly, in single file, as
though in a trance. The Narcissus Peddler stands beside his basket,
which he left behind him; the Wine Jar Maiden beside her jar, and the
Slender Nun between them.)


The Mad Shepherd (looking up, astonished)


You return, like sleep-drooping poplar trees that have been given
wings, and after long journeyings, fly back to their little
blue-green hills.


The Narcissus Peddler


After we sprang we found ourselves in a high corridor, whose air
was like the breath of a dying maiden—the corridor we first walked
down, before we came to this palest purple window.


The Mad Shepherd (wonderingly)


A dream with a strange, buried, quivering palace whose doors are
closed....


(The poet quietly appears from the right. He is dressed in a deep
crimson robe, pale brown turban and black sandals; his head is bare. He
surveys the others a moment, then touches the shoulder of the Wine Jar
Maiden. She turns and stares at him. The others turn also.)


You are all in my heart—a wide space with many buried, black
palaces, huge pale-purple windows, hills with rocks for mad
shepherds, strolling flower-venders, wine-jar maidens dancing in
high courtyards hushed with quilted star-light, and sometimes a
slender nun walking alone through the aisles of old reveries. I
have woven you into a poem, and you were drawn on by me. But when
my poems are made I take my people to a far-off garden in my heart.
There we sit beneath{91} one of the shining trees and talk. There I
shall give you your soul, your heart, your song—and your huge
narcissus flower. And out of them make other poems, perhaps? Who
knows? Come.



(He leads them away.)